Do you agree that it shouldn't let myself die to love others?

No, and the reason you 'feel' this way [ for it is definitely not such as deserve the word 'thought' ] is that everything is all or nothing with you. You reject being a martyr but you won't take the trash out either.

If that was as close as I could get to an English sentence I'd be eying fast moving trains myself.

What is "it" and why does "it" control whether you live or die?

We don't die, we leave our body to get another one. To die or to live is not for us to decide, to love or non to love is

I only agree that if you're going to ask questions in this forum that they should be articulate and understandable. This one is a grammatical failure and makes no sense whatsoever. Update it or try again.

Die to love others? What good would that do? You have to live to love.

In the best interests of philosophers including you, you should not jump into any hasty or wrong steps in negative direction. I have no objection if you do anything in positive direction. I wish you all the best in all your noble endeavors.

A good reason to live is because of love.

Do you want to be crucified also and forgive everyone for their sins?

yes u should not