Maybe i Should end it?

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I m 18 and truth is that, i m tired, i m stressed, and depressed.I honestly don t know how much more I can take.

I'm tired of the pain and suffering

My family cares more about their religion than me.

I tried to call the suicide prevention twice, and do you know what y parents did, they ignored it and said it was a phase.

I even got home schooled since. I miss my old real high school.

Speaking of school, i don t think that i ll be graduating since I have a low math grade.

So I m useless, worthless, waste of space.

By my luck i ll be homeless.

I m also transgender mtf and yeah well my parents say it s a sin against god.

I m just so done and tired and stressed and depressed

Everyday It gets harder and harder

And I can't get help because of a know it all, racist, extreme christian conservative, a$$hole, who only cares about himself

Austin · Answer

Dude, don't do it. It's not going to be any better. All that does is leave the people who love you in mourning and severe depression like what you're going through. I get it. But if all else, fails move out or report your dad for abuse. Trust me you'll appreciate the life you have and make every moment count. Don't give up the fight. Hang in there. It will get better

Rachel · Answer

Don't.

Stonewall · Answer

You seem to have tried all the wrong things, now try the right. JESUS CHRIST

Corey · Answer

"It gets better" probably isn't much of a consolation, because when it hurts that bad, it needs to feel better sooner than later.  But there are better ways to make the pain end.  You're not alone, and even though other people have their own problems in life, there are ways they can help.

Do you have any distant family that might be more supportive?  If not, find the nearest city that has support for LGBT youth in crisis.  Homelessness is especially dangerous for LGBT youth, and a lot of homeless services (like shelters) aren't set up to help trans people well.

Community colleges often have prep classes for GED, since you have home "school".  And also associates degree or technical certificate.  They're not useless, and more affordable than a four year college.

I know you've tried crisis lines, but you might try one that specializes in helping LGBT people (like the Trevor Project), since they may help you find resources you need.  Sadly, I don't know the resources that can help, but they might.

You're not wretched, you're not worthless.

brother trucker · Answer

So you want to end it and prove theyre right?  Dont give in.  Dont give up.  Many of us follow the example of Jesus and we love you very much.  Thats what Christ really taught.  Thats what Christianity really is.  Go ahead and flunk a grade.  Youre 18, its not the end of the world.  The world is what lies ahead of you when you start living for yourself, your ideals, not someone elses.  Youre putting a way too much pressure on yourself and its making you resentfull.  Get to know a good doctor who wont shoot you no ****.  We all need a little bit of help now and then.  It doesnt mean your stupid.  It means your smart enough to value your experience and build on it.  Some of the smartest people see a psychiatrist regularly.  Theres a reason for that, It works.

TheKitten · Answer

I'm 43, tired and stressed and I tell you: No, please don't.

I believe we're all here for a purpose above ourselves.
And that the best ones suffer the most. (That's just my experience of life).

We need all the good people we can get.

The best advice I can give you, I guess, is to listen to the deeper voices.
The deeper voices are usually right.

You have something to contribute. Find it. Live it.

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