Can some one help me? This has been the worse week of my life an I dont know if I want to go on living any more!?

First, I started a business a few days ago, Arnold S Management. I was managing music artists an doing TV show production an stuff, my friend Brian wrote a rap song Mos High Queen Dag Nuff an I was emailing it to radio stations an stuff an working hard for my artist! An Stephen was going to co-star with me in my web series Dont Step To Arnold an he had the best seen in the first episode, he was going to get to use the S word (for poop) an then fart an sit down on the toilet an take a crap an we would show the terds (fake poop) after he was done! Well, we couldnt get ANY investers (I wanted to raise $1 million in July) an after 2 days Brian quit an recorded Mos High Queen Dag Nuff on his moms phone an posted it on Youtube! He wouldnt even let Arnold S Management handle the deal! So I said it was the worse song I ever herd an I almost puked when I herd it an I went straight to his Youtube page an gave it thumbs down an reported it! Now Brain an Stephen are not my friends anymore an they called me a fagit! Now, I found out today that Samantha Cocks is moving to Vermont! Last fall she an her bff was at Sears an saw me an Samantha said "doesnt he go to are school?" an they both LAUGHED! I had no idea she was in love with me. But she was so bipoler all year, calling me a cuteblittle nickname one minute (Creetin) an calling me a retarted idiot the next! But are love was strong an even when she started dating that collage guy an I cried my self to sleep for two months ...