Is it not WRONG to lead some one on an make them think your in love with them when your actually not?

Like when Samantha Cocks an her bff Bridget was at Sears an I was on my way to the boys bathroom to take a dump an when she saw me she said "doesn't he go to are school?" an then they both LAUGHED. But then after she let me know she was in love with me should would not be my gf or nothing, an she started dating this collage guy an I am just so upset ovar all of this I just went to the boys bathroom an throwed up in the toilet. I wish I was dead an I don't know how I'll live without Samantha being my gf.

All I can think about now is her touching that collage guys pecker an bag an balls an doing sex stuff, an how many other guys did she see at the mall an go "doesn't he go to are school" an laugh.

The worse part of the whole thing is the fact that she use to call me by a cute little nickname (Creetin) an do cute little stuff like pulling my chair out before I sat down so I would fall on the floor an tripping me down the stairs an stuff, an tripping me when my hands was full only to just prolly be doing that to every one.

I just wanted us to get married so she could get a job an I could stay home an play video games an sleep an stuff an I have been in love with her sense kindergarden, even when we had problems like when I stepped on her fingers an broke 3 of them in kindergarden an when I barfed in her back pack in 3rd grade (I was just really sick an didn't want to puke in my own back pack) an when I farted in her face in 5th grade cause she was behind me tieing her shoes.