School help advice?

Due to family reasons school never looked that bad it was a place with friends and such a place to take my mind off things. I mean don’t get me wrong i still disliked it. everything this year has just gotten worse. I’m also on a select group thing in the school so i can’t get in trouble or anything. So the rumors affect me a lot bc if the school found out then they would have to look into it. The rumors basically abt me doing weed juuling vaping. i also was not doing so hot in school grade wise. I lost one of my bffs and then my “boyfriend” in the same week. Later two of my bffs got closer and kinda left me. And now my schudule changed and i hate all my classes and lunch is 10x worse and now i feel like 1 of my besties (like my only one) is leaving me for the two who already left me. And it’s qll just one giant huge mess. And i feel like i have no real friends. Like i do but not really. I also feel like everyone dislikes me. Like now the two friends that left me and my 1 current bff are all hanging w my ex and a few others. And kinda have made there own friend group. And I’m happy for them. But what abt me. There’s really no one else to be friends w at my school either. Frl. Oh and that one bestie I️ lost at first we kinda wanna be friends again but Idek and if I️ do I️ feel like everyone would get mad at me and jus ughhhh. And also there is the end of the year dance which I️ know I️ won’t get asked to bc there’s no good guys at my school they r literally all players.