Have you ever been screaming on the inside, but silent externally? Isn't that an awful feeling?

That's pretty much my default operation. The medicine helps. And oddly enough, so does anger, the justified kind, aimed at the right places.

yes, but id rather people didnt hear me scream unless they needed to hear me, but theres been lots of times when ive felt like screaming

Yes. I have pretty bad mental health from lot of ****** up things. I'll keep my mouth shut for the not part, but it's a pretty ******* loud, unpleasant place inside my head.

If there's enough liquor or hard drugs in me, I'll be a bit noisy on the outside, too, though. Nothing like heroin to encourage over sharing and screaming **** that doesn't make sense at people who hate you anyways.

Sure, like if I stubbed my toe in front of my mom and i'm swearing like a sailor in my head. Or if you didn't get the mark you wanted on a test etc.

Yes

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