I have earache with dark watery earwax and I feel confuse like nothing makes sense really...is that from my ears ache? I’m scared?

Get someone else to drive you to the hospital- you need an ENT - and ear,nose and throat doctor.

If you are disoriented, you probably have an inner ear infection. You need antibiotics, pronto.

They can also give you some stuff that may or may not help you not to feel as if you are out to sea. But get someone else to take you, NOW. Don't wait until Monday- you need to be treated now.

You obviously have an ear infection. Get to a doctor as soon as you can as an ear infection will distort your orientation.

Dark watery ear wax, yeah, I would make an appointment for that this next week and have a doctor to look at it.

Better see the doctor. Could be perforated ear drum. Or could be nothing, but fact you claim to also have an earache as well doesn't sound good.

Go to doctor. It's affecting you mind too. May you be so well right now. May you get permanent enlightenment, permanent nirvana, permanent awakening right now.