finding myself as a Christian?

Just thank Jesus for His grace

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Nobody can be good enough to avoid hell. The truth is that death leads to immediate heaven or hell, depending only on whether the person believed in Jesus for eternal life, or not.

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The truth is that Jesus loves you and wants to bless your life freely :) Most of all, Jesus wants you with Him forever, and not in hell. The truth is that every belief except one will lead to eternal torment in the lake of fire for every person. Because nothing pays for our sins except the death and blood of Jesus, the sacrifice of Jesus that is already accomplished by Him . Jesus loves you! The truth is that Jesus is God, and Jesus died on the cross to pay for all of our sins in full, and then Jesus resurrected from the dead. Nothing else pays for our sins, not works, not deeds, not religions. So the only way to heaven and to avoid hell, is by believing in Jesus for eternal life (John 6:47), without adding any of your own works (Romans 4:5). Believe in Jesus to take you to heaven, and you will be in heaven, no matter what, guaranteed. That easy, thanks to Jesus! Tell Jesus that you thank Him that you will be with Him in heaven when you die, because you believe in Jesus! It is too late to be saved, after death

you shouldn't be a Christian. Christianity is stupid. As an atheist, I have all the answers and you should listen to me.

I think you could google male church friends, maybe online or

find a bible church and get involved.

In my city, there were clubs, book clubs, philosophy club.

You could see what's available.

There's Christian pen pals, prayer groups.

You might advertise in your neighborhood paper to start a

jogging group once a week.

I think sit down, brainstorm. You'll come up with how to meet that.

Also google and YouTube are a resource for knowing the bible better, archeology, Hebrew etc.

It's important you meet this.

Also, suggest taking your wife dancing.

Let me guess, your wife is starting to restrict sexual access, and you are starting to go crazy, losing your mind? Here is the prognosis on your future - 50% of guys get divorced, 20% of guys find sideass to bang for the duration of their marriage, 15% of guys develop a healthy porn habit, 8% give up on life and become obese sexless drones, 7% drink themselves to death.