Please tell me I never had a shot with this girl?

This little thing called social anxiety as ruined pretty much everything for me when it comes to friends and dates. A trauma when it comes to missed opportunities

This girl was (maybe still is) in a very abusive relationship. Bad one. Clearly to even co-workers

She would look at me, she would blush when I was nice to her, she would try to get close to me and all I did was making things weird. I ignored her all the time since I never knew what to say. She eventually stopped. Probably when I started looking at her more than I should instead of being a normal person and treat her normally. My coworker who had an intense argument with her bf said that she very well might have tried to leave him before but he didn't let her. This whole thing is what gets me. I'd do everything if I were to have a shot with her. If I didn't have this shy and clumsy personality things maybe would be different. I try to think of every outcome where I never had a shot with her because it hurts less, tho it still hurts of course. I don't know. And I will never know. She's a great talker but also shy and insecure. Has dyed blonde hair, blue eyes contacts too. She'd try not too look like a loner when I was around. but I'm sort of a loner too. So maybe she didn't want to look like me. Idk. ... I'll never see you again anyway, good to you and maybe me, hopefully.. eventually.