He broke up with me?

He broke up with me yesterday.. oddly enough I'm not upset about the breakup but just the way he did it. He texted instead of called, lied for weeks prior and then gave excuse after excuse. You don't do people you claim to care about the way he did me. I consider myself pretty level-headed so it was all sort of unnecessary.

I was in shock but wasn't surprised. I seen it coming from a mile away and honestly I brought it up, that I thought he would break up with me, 3 days before he did it. He assured me things were great between us. He'll never get the satisfaction of knowing he destroyed me (that I ugly cried to my mother) and I at least feel great about that. 

We had a trip planned today, I was suppose to get on the plane at 2pm. My birthday is in a week. I think I'm more upset that he kept me excited and did a countdown.. than the actual trip falling through. 

I've just never met a more self serving individual and as long as he got what he wanted, he didn't care about the next. Should've known I'd be next. I'm on no contact, it's what is best for me, but I've never wanted to a person to come back so bad just to tell them I want nothing to do with them ever.

I deserved better than what I got. More than a text, the lies, the "I never meant to hurt you and it wasn't you it was me." excuse.

Sorry, I'm only venting because I currently have no one to talk to.