Am i gonna die?

What’s the worst thing that could happen if I eat paint? I’ve been eating paint for 2 years it’s like dry paint that I started to scratch but its like latex or sometype of plastic id say it’s water paint, i dont think it’s lead based since I’m the one that started to peel it.. it’s really easy to chew and swallow.. it taste like nothing but I can’t stop I’ve never felt sick or anything and I’ve been trying to stop but it’s almost impossible cause in my mind im like “just a little more nothing is gonna happen” u just gotta go to the bathroom and its gonna be okay” and im too scared to go to a doctor.. Im 17 and i don’t want people to judge me.. w should i do?