Thatdude

I'm not talking about IQ and mentally chalenged people. I mean people who are stupid due to environment or because of the parents

I haven't been really happy since I was 10 years old. I always keep having bad grades even though I'm studying and this really gets me confused and hopeless if we could say. I've been cut from basketball teams eight times because I kept having panic attacks and stressed when I'm judged. Video games are getting boring, I'm always alone listening to music, don't suggest me to hang out with friends. I don't know if I'm depressed officially. I keep getting angry at my parents and friends, I'm really impulsive, I zone out and start throwing my eraser around in class, I get bored easily and my thoughts never follow through when I write. I've always had bad grades since the first grade.

I've been struggling with school since I was 5, I had a lot of trouble with legos, coloring and drawing. In elementary school, my dad used to buy extra books so I could pass my classes but stoppee when I was in high school. I also stopped talking to him about my homework because he kept calling me stupid, lazy or retarded and good-for-nothing. Whenever I read, the words get blurry and the text start shaking, that probably happens after 5-10minutes when I read a book. I also talk fast and I'm a compulsive liar, I don't lie on purpose, I just talk and I can't really identify the consequence of my actions. I have trouble with organization,graphs in maths, instructions during labs in science. I read about 30 pages in 1 hour and a half. I stutter sometimes.My grades haven't been too horrible, I have a 73 average and I fail my physics class.

I've been struggling with school since I was 5, I had a lot of trouble with legos, coloring and drawing. In elementary school, my dad used to buy extra books so I could pass my classes but stoppee when I was in high school. I also stopped talking to him about my homework because he kept calling me stupid, lazy or retarded and good-for-nothing. Whenever I read, the words get blurry and the text start shaking, that probably happens after 5-10minutes when I read a book. I also talk fast and I'm a compulsive liar, I don't lie on purpose, I just talk and I can't really identify the consequence of my actions. I have trouble with organization,graphs in maths, instructions during labs in science. I read about 30 pages in 1 hour and a half. I stutter sometimes.My grades haven't been too horrible, I have a 73 average and I fail my physics class.

I keep failing at everything I do, I have bad grades even though I'm studying and when I put an effort in what I do so I'm getting more lazy and very tired now, I have no answer of how to get back, I don't know what to do, i'm getting stressed, we have no money for tutors, I really hate school.

I'm 16 and I've always had bad grades since I'm 5, from age 7 to 12, my grades were from 63 to 87 in english. It got worse in middle school in high school( grades from 61 to 83). When I was in kindergarten and also in elementary, I always had trouble counting,reading,drawing and cutting shapes When Lego's were given to me I didn't know what to do with them. It felt like I had no imagination or something. My dad used to give me extra textbooks for my math class in 6th grade because I almost failed. When I try to pay attention in class, it's like the information just doesn't sink in. I listen to the words and I completly forget what my teacher said after five seconds, it's not that I don't understand, the words just get out of my head or something. I had two concussion when I was 5 and 6. I'm premature also, if this helps.

I keep thinking that the worst is soon to come for some reason

I feel like my life is going to go downhill

I just see the negatives like my bad grades and keep thinking about them and I don't make progress.

My life has been pathetic so far I keep getting cut from the basketball team, I have bad grades, I keep getting angry at video games, I suck at them too. I suck at everything I do just like my father and big brothers like to tell me. I have no motivation in school and in life in general. I keep losing my attention and can't concentrate in class.I'm useless and ugly. I'm still single and a virgin at 16. I have no interest, no hobbies. I'm socially awkward and an outcast, I do have some friends, but I don't talk to em outside of school because I live in the suburbs.

Become innovative and bring something to the world

Make your parents happy

Help the ones in need

Becoming the best academically(becoming a doctor)

Creating yourself(listening to yourself instead of others)

Inspire others with the life you lived

If so, do you think that there's no reason for laziness and that it just happens that way?

I just don't find the purpose, I'm really getting bored over school. Don't tell me if I don't go I might become a McDonald's employer and I'm going to fail. I have plans on going into finance or buisness. I'm really good in math, it's the only subject I'm interested in with phys ed and history. I really hate litterature( french and english), I really hate physics. I just don't know why I'm still attending these classes and it's required. I'm in 11th grade btw. I'm just not motivated towards those subjects.

I keep pushing off my homework even when I'm away from distractions, I just don't feel like doing it, I quite feel lethargic nowadays and just want to get that diploma, but I just can't find the motivation. And please tell me something else than keeping myself away from distractions. I just wander off, daydreaming and keep throwing my pencil all around and I'm not actually choosing to act that way.

I'm really having a hard time sleeping every day, and I just can't just fall asleep. In school, I have a lot of trouble concentrating and focusing while doing homework. I have a lot of a trouble in languages because when I write, my ideas don't follow up. i mix up numbers in math(23 and 32 for example) and even numbers too, I could think that 68 was 64. And this kind of mistake really disavantages me. I have a lot of trouble too while reading I have to read a page atleast 5 times before understanding what the main idea was, It takes me about an hour to read 20 pages. I keep shaking my feet while sleeping and in class and I'm also daydreaming a lot and staring at windows and imagining stuff. I have a hard time organizing my tasks and do everything last minute and just play video games. Homework is just too hard for me, I do it all the time, but just can't study. I can't study many subjects all at once it's just over what I can do. Example, .i'm going to have a math exam tuesday, physics exam thursday, english exam friday. .it's quite impossible for me to survive this. I'm always below the average of the class even when I get a 85.

Here are my grades

English 85

Physics 73

Maths 77

Biology 53, memorizing stuff is literally hell

Drama class 56, forgot to give away some work

Phys Ed 84

French 62

I go to a basketball camp where we literally play 8 hrs every day, it costs 250 a week, so my father sacrified a lot for this. .the thing is that I have flat feet, I have blisters all over my feet and I showed them, my knee is sore and I just can't keep going right now. My back is also sore, I can barely lift my knee, I'm really having trouble right now.

In my NBA 2k:

Dwight Howard goes to the Rockets

Rondo goes to the Knicks via trade

Igoudala goes to Cleveland via FA

Chris Paul goes to Detroit via FA

LeBron goes back to the Cavs in 2014

Any predictions?

Will the Lakers get something back?

I don't think it will be Noel, I'm not taking the chance of having an injury prone player like him. He doesn't have an NBA body yet. He's not good offensively, but can still block some shots. I think the Cavaliers can either make a trade or draft Ben McLemore to put on a quick starting lineup.

What do you guys think?

That's a foul on Ginobili and Green, man...