Dani

Ok.

So I was at the movies with one of my friends, and she brought along her boyfriend and her other guy friend

(i knew this because we made plans or whatever)

i know this other guy from school, lets call him... D. and the girl, J, she is in my grade too.

so we get into the movie theater, and i sat by D.

so it was me , d, z (j's boyfriend), then j.

I think that D is kinda cute,but not a full on uber crush.

so we are sitting there watching the movie, (the dark knight which was AWESOME btw) and he was trying to be funny, (which he was) and we are laughing and stuff, and it was great. so a little while later in the movie, i like put my feet up on the armrest on the chair in front of me and get all comfy, then i kinda scooch closer to him, just to see what he would do, ya know? and he didnt care or whatever. and then i kinda like sat semi sideways, like leaning on your 1 shoulder and still facing the screen, and my head tilted towards him, but still completely watching the movie. Then a few minutes later, he like looks down to me, and i look up at him and smile and i asked him 'whats wrong' and he said 'nothinnnn' really slowly, and smiled and then we both started watching the movie again. then a little while later, he goes WACHHAAA and does the ninja chop in front of my face and it made me laugh and he laughed too. =]

then after the movie, we were standing out front of the theater with j and z, waiting for our parents to pick us up. when my dad pulled up, i was like 'ok there's my dad. c ya later! thanks for inviting me' and he's like 'NO!' kinda loud, and then quieter, 'i want a hug...' so i hugged him and quickly said...'cuz ya know, i havent had a hug in a while.' like trying to cover up what he really meant...

hes single, and im really confused...

does he like me or something?

or was it just to be friendly? because earlier, he said that he didnt really know me, so he didnt reply to my message on myspace, which was 'what movie are you going to?' and the next night, he hugs me.

im soo veryyy confused.

i think i kinda like him...but im not sure...

so what do you think?

This is going to be long, but just stick with it.

PART 1

I am 14, and middle school has been hard. I have been suicidal (never told the parents.) I was a cutter, but I stopped myself. I have to hurt myself so I can actually feel something, because I am so numb sometimes. Sometimes I hurt so much on the inside I don't talk to friends for weeks at a time. People don't know that I’m in so much distress (when I am) I can mask it so well, even though it’s like acid on the inside; eating me alive. My highs are super high and lows are super low. I’m rarely in the middle; I am always closer to black or white instead of grey. I am very moody, and I can go as happy as can be to glum by a drop of a hat. I cry very easily,

ok.

810,000 gallons = olympic pool

=12,960,000 cups.

i need to figure out how many pools 6 million people could fill with a cup of water in each hand...

THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!!!

ok hi. if there is 810,000 gallons in an average olympic pool, how many cups would there be?

if you could show your work thanks.

pshahaha im thinking *16, but im not sure...

thank you!!!!!!!!!!!

hi

my shar pei baby is doin good! (previous post)

well im in a delemma here...he hates water.

rain, taking baths in general, garden hose(hes terrified)

you name it...hes probly afraid of it.

as forementioned, he is absolutely horrified of the idea of getting into water to get clean. he hates it with a passion.

when i do manage to pick up his 55lb wrinkly body and carry him across the house and get him into the tubwater, he gives me that "shar pei face"- heartmelting factor 9999999/5. its just soo cute!

or he just claws at me, the tub, and the shower curtain.

what can i do to make the bath somewhat enjoyable?

i already give him lots of praise and treats after, i dont know what else i can do!

btw, hes 11months.

happy new year to all!

thanks,

dani.

i think one of the scariest ones was jesus camp.

i havent seen the whole thing yet, but ohh my gooodnessss

that is freaken scary!!!!!!!

how 'bout you?

dont you hate it when people use "littler"? (like little-er)

that bugs the crap out of me!

i just cringe when someone says it!!!!!!!!! ahhhh

i always say "smaller"...but ok w/e......

is that just me or does that bother you too?

hey people! i just got a silver ipod classic 80 gig ipod thing for the gift giving day thing, and i was wondering if you can listen to the radio on the ipod without buying anything extra.

thanks,

dani.

hi people! my shar pei puppy doesnt feel well...he has been throwing up all morning, and i just let him out cuz he was going to puke again(and he did) and he has the "runs" so to speak.

help!!!! i dont know what to dooo!!!!!! i feel so bad for him!

oh and when i let him inside last night he wouldnt come to me at all! he usually comes up and gives me a kiss, and last night i had to carry him inside!!

whats wrong with him!

help me please!

what is one place you should never hit on someone, ask out, etc...

me, personally, i think the..ahh...umm...family reunion would be horrible lol

but thats just me =] lol

hey people i just wanted to know what the differences among trance, house, and techno music are.

thanks!

if you want, you can give me your favorite artists!

ok people

uhh i have a sony walkman that is a couple of inches tall and looks like a jellybean or a lima bean. i dont know where the paperwork went, so i dont know what model.

my computer recently crashed, so i lost the files to put the music on it. can you give me a link to where i can re-download it? (if possible)

Thank you much!

-Dani

do you know of any good cds? i really need to make a holiday gift list for me (i cant call it christmas now because i havent been a "true" christian in like 2 years) (long story)

i like these kinds of bands/music:

ICP

twiztid

slipknot

system of a down (serj tankian)

some foo fighters, static-X,

Dethklok,

metallica,

disturbed,

marilyn manson,

nirvana,

blah blah so on and so forth. will you please reccomend some good albums for me please?

any help is appreciated.

thank you so much!

ok...umm i bet you already heard this story a bazillion times, but..there is this new kid. hes on my football team and in my study hall...and i kinda like him. ok...like him alot! but he is really nice to me and in the halls walks past me and is like "dani" or something and im like "his name here" (lol) but in study hall he like keeps looking at me and suff like im workin on my algabra and i can tell he looks back at me all the time (i can see him out of the corner of my eye) and we get to talk like the last 5 min of class and we always talk and stuff. UGHHH I CANT STOP THINKIN ABOUT HIM!!!! ahhhhh!!!! i always smile when i talk to him, sutff like that, and i have known him for like a month...its sooo hard to explain, but i really like him!!

ahhh if you read all that...wow! sry! that was long!

my question is... what can i say or do for him so i can really "hook him" so to speak? like what do i say to him to see if he wants to hang out or something? he lives 3 mi away..so

this is kinda longish but...

ok

umm i think something in my head is wrong. im not feeling like myself lately, and started crying today.

this is what i was saying/feeling:

- i was talking on aim and this was what i was saying...

-that i hate myself

-i wanted to die

-i wish i was never born

the world would be a better place w/o me

ect..

and what i was feeling-

-i wanted to be really skinny, i feel like im not good enough

-at lunch today i ate some food and felt really discusted with myself so i went to the bathroom and made myself puke..

-i feel like a worthless piece of nothing just taking up space and doing nothing to benifit the world

-i have no friends (i have 2 close friends, and everyone else is just there)

-i want to die

this is the second time i was thinking about suicide(but i would never do it because im such a wuss)

-everyone would be better off without me: (

im just...sad..

hi.

i have blonde hair and im interested in dying my hair with kool aid within the next couple of days. can you tell me what recipe i can use that will last the least amount of time?

and will it come out if i sweat? (im just worried about my football helmet) will it stain it??? im curious here so any answers are appreciated!!!!!!!!

(sorry if i spelled anything wrong!!)

thank you much.....

Danielle.

has anyone figured out the poco 2 escape game on addictinggames.com??

any help is appreciated.

thankx.

why is this kid doing this to me?

well, there is this one boy in my 1st hour class, and i sit behind him due to the stupid seating charts*evil little things* ANYWAYS, he turns around and knocks my books off my desk. he is not trying to be ~*mean~* like in a bully way, but then he laughs at me. i laugh back, but its kinda funny and annoying at the same time. lol. today this one boy and him were throwing around a bouncy-ball in class when the teacher was in the hall, and it went under the teachers desk, he turnd around to me, and was like "da da da daaa ill get it." and he ran up in front of the class and landed on his knees down to his stomach jumped up, and looked me square in the eye,and i just glared at him (in a friend play way. but i was laughing at the same time) and he sat down and knocked my pencil off my desk. what a butt! lol i call everyone a butt lol. but like jeez. im not going to tell on him or anything, cuz in 7th grade you dont taddle(tattle sp?).