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To me there is only perception - which is to see something as false or true immediately. This immediate perception of what is false and what is true is the essential factor- not the intellect, with its reasoning based upon its cunning, its knowledge, its commitments. It must sometimes have happened to you that you have seen the truth of something immediately such as the truth that you cannot belong to anything.

That is perception: seeing the truth of something immediately, without analysis, without reasoning, without all the things that the intellect creates in order to postpone perception. It is entirely different from intuition, which is a word that we use with glibness and ease.

If you commune with yourself, you will know why you belong, why you have committed yourself; and if you push further, you will see the slavery, the cutting down of freedom, the lack of human dignity which that commitment entails. When you perceive all this instantaneously, you are free; you don't have to make an effort to be free. That is why perception is essential

I'm thinking something futuristic like Celesta, Runa, and Zetta if its a girl and Orion , thai, and zion if its a boy. can you think of any other

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The scene in Terminator 2 when the male nurse straps Sarah Connor to the bed and licks her face inspired me to pursuit Psychology.

The field is heavily saturated with sexual fetishism and discipline oriented themes.

I will be known as a Therapist; The Rapist.

I am increasingly interested in psycho-pharmaceuticals especially for co-ersion and sedation.

I am into light bondage, arm and leg restraint, physical restraint.

I am interested in play with electricity. I was shocked with 120v twice and thoroughly enjoyed it. I'm also morbidly repulsed by and extremely fascinated with Electro-Convulsive Shock Therapy and electric shock for behaviour manipulation.

I love the idea of behaviour training with punishment and reward, schedules, etc.

All of these treatments designed to force co-operation, break a rebelious spirit, and the like.

All of these I love to employ and have employed in my own training.

It's a bad idea I go into Psych aiming for work in an institution, yes?

I'm only going to get myself in trouble with the law and hurt people.

please explain what your diagnoses is, do you see a therapist, and what they gave you

Recently I have been developing feelings for animals, bunnies in particular. I have a pet bunny called fudgems and sometimes when I look into his eyes it's almost like he's looking back at me with the same feelings. I know these feelings are unholy but I can't manage to rid myself of them. I don't want to get rid of the bunny because he's one of my only friends in this world but I fear if I don't I might end up doing something I'll regret; please help me before it's too late.

because i know there is a heaven

were just randomly saying creepy things to eachother haha dont ask why its kinda confusing but here are 3 examples " i keep a shrine of you at my house. everyday i follow you home and take more pictures of you to add to my shrine. and then i drip blood down the posters and pretend its urs" and "whenever i eat spaghetti, i pretend it your hair and then i smell it and wash it and cut it." "and everyday i record what songs u listen to in order..then i listen to them before i go to bed." so what are some others please? haha sry this sounds really weirdd please most interesting and most sayings gets 10 points

what was it like?

what was it like?

So I really want to know what its like to be locked up in a mental hospital, it sounds exciting meeting new teenagers that have the same problem as me. i want to try and cut my wrist so i can end up in one or od on pills but whenever i tell my mom im trying to kill myself she doesnt care and wont take me to the er. what should i do?

So I really want to know what its like to be locked up in a mental hospital, it sounds exciting meeting new teenagers that have the same problem as me. i want to try and cut my wrist so i can end up in one or od on pills but whenever i tell my mom im trying to kill myself she doesnt care and wont take me to the er. what should i do?

the problem isnt getting the blood, i cant think of a way to make it neat, ive seen special pens and everything, but is there a simple way using stuff from home?

i want to become emo but im too young to cut my rists and it will hurt nd i dont like pain oh well i just want to know i i have tto slit my rists (dont ask how old i am cuz i will report you)

but when I was under 18 I did meth a few times and crashed my car and after that I haven't done it since. I heard they put you on a lie detector and ask you if you've ever done illegal drugs, since I was under 18 can I still get a chance to be a cop or did that ruin my chances?

So I started dating this guy about a month ago and we've had sex about 20 times all unprotected but he's pulled out everytime. I had my period right before we started dating (normal 5 day period) and then again a week later off and on. It stopped for a whole week or so and blood started again, started up again after sex. I'm 17 btw and lost my vcard when I was 14 and yesterday and today I'm spotting again but just a little bit. I've never had regular periods so this isn't normal. Every week in the month of June I spotted and I should've got my period this or next week. Am I pregnant?