Lightning

I've been in a relationship for a little over a year, and so far everything's been really good. We rarely ever fight, but lately it feels like he'd mad at me all the time and I don't know why. We're both graduating, so it might be the stress of that, but I can't help but feel like I'm not good enough in his eyes anymore.

He just doesn't seem to be happy when we're together anymore. I don't make him smile like he makes me smile, and we hardly laugh together. There's also been a lot more sex than usual, and we don't do a lot else when we get to see each other. It's just sex, and he ignores me for the rest of the time.

I don't want to pry because he says nothing is wrong, but I can feel that something is. I'm scared if I say or do something wrong I'll lose him.

Please help. He's the only one I have. He's my first for everything, and if I lose him I'll be alone, and I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong on my own.

I've never been so close to anybody before, and doubt I'll be able to get close like that to anyone else. I'm a one person sort of girl.

And please don't tell me to end it. You can probably tell that's the last think I want to do.

So after some long thought, I've decided that I'm no longer agnostic, because I can't really say there may or may not be a God. I believe there is, but whether that God is a seperate entity, or simply the good that lives in us all I can't decide. I know I believe in SOMETHING but... Well honestly I don't want to call it God. It's the thing that Christians and such call God, but I just don't want to call him that. It just feels wrong to do so...

So I guess my question is, how can I believe in God without calling him God? Is it blasphemy of some sort to refer to him by another name?

I've been reading around the internet, and saw how low most peoples' sitting heart rates are, and now I'm a little worried. My sitting heart rate is somewhere between 92 and 100 most of the time. I'm not overweight at all, and though my physical activity could be better, I do walk quite a lot, and I ski once a week for around five hours. I don't know if age is relevant either, but I'm 16. I do drink energy drinks often, as they help me focus, but even when I don't have them it's pretty high. Am I doing something wrong? And is having such a high heart rate dangerous?

As I've been concerned for my rabbit a lot lately, I am thinking of setting up a cageless system where she can just hop around my room and get all the exercise she needs. So, I'd like to know three things.

1) Pro's and cons

2) If I were to do this, what steps would need to be taken to ensure there is a safe enviroment?

3) She is already uses a litter box in the cage, but would she be less inclined to use it if it was cageless?

I've been keeping a really close eye on my rabbit for the past couple days because she's been acting a little funny, and I'm worried. She's been laying down all stretched out a lot, which she usually does but it's been a lot more frequent. Maybe I'm just paranoid though, because whenever I go over to her to make sure she's okay she perks up and wants to be petted. Today my mom said her eyes look weird and kinda dull, but I'm not noticing a difference. At night she's been a little more active, but mostly it's just laying down.... not even sleeping just sitting that staring at nothing. I tried leaving her cage open for a while and she won't leave it. It could be nothing, but it really feels like there's something wrong.

Some other info that might be helpful: She's a fairly big rabbit (Californian) and is about three years old. Her appetite is good and she's drinking enough water, and droppings look ok from what I've seen. Behavior wise she's a lot less aggressive than usual.

For the past six months or so, I've been having very strange, vivid dreams. They don't really seem to make much sense, but they invoke a lot of emotion. In the most recent one, I was in jail and tried to escape. First, I stopped in the kitchen of the jail for some reason, then when I heard peopleyelling and saying someone had escaped, I almost went outside, but then I stopped myself because I thought that it would be easier to hide inside the jail instead of running right away. So I hid in the kitchen until the search party had gone out to look for me, then I ran for a little clearing near some woods. I could see where the search party was looking for me in a shed. They were all riding horses. Then one of the people broke off from the rest of the group and headed directly for where I was. It ended up being the person that I like... And for some reason I didn't try to escape into the woods or anything, but I just started back to the jail with him, then the rest of the search party started going back too. They were also people that are my friends. The part that struck me as odd was that even though I had just escaped from jail and caused all sorts of trouble, they were being really friendly with me. And that's about it. This is probably one of the more detailed dreams... So what does it mean? What does this random start of vivid dreaming mean? It did start at a stressful point in my life, but things are much better now.

Twice in the past few months I've had a dream about walking into my room and finding my pet rabbit dead. The first time my two dogs were lying in her cage just looking at me when I walked in, and it didn't seem like they had hurt her or anything, and in the second one she was dead in the cage alone. On both occasions I kind of freak out and pick her up, trying to revive her, and I notice that she is very small compared to her usual size. In the second one, I tried to get help and tell my dad that she was dead, but he wouldn't listen. When I wake up I always end up freaking out and sitting with my rabbit for like half an hour, just happy that she isn't dead... I hate having these dreams, but I also need to know what they mean, and maybe how I can stop them from happening. Please help!

I was pondering this on a long car ride..... So if you got angry for some reason at a dead person, could you get arrested for assaulting them? I mean, they're dead so does it still count?

So we are doing a project on drug and alcohol in my class and I need to do an activity on prevention for the whole class. I really have no idea on what to do. I was thiking something along the lines of a roleplay, but I don't know how to go about it. Any ideas?

Okay, so my little sister is suffering from severe stomach pains. The doctors have been giving us a lot of crap because she is recovering from a eating disorder and they keep assuming that her pain is associated with that. The Emergency people said that she had a blockage. Now, they are saying that there isn't a blockage, but she hasn't had a bowel movement in four days after having Miralax and two enemas. She can hold very little food down, which is making her weight drop very quickly, due to the fact that she is already underweight. Please answer. I'm very worried.

I have NO idea how to dance. I don't mean like the dancing with actual steps, but the kind that people just do spontaneously. I've tried to dance with my friends at school, but I can't bring myslef to actually do it. I feel like a total dumbass. How do I dance without feeling so self-concious?

Her guinea pig is a young male who has become very ill in the matter of about 24 hours. His eyes are sunken and crusty, he looks frail, and he has very recently began having bloody stool. We already got antibiotics from the vet (we just got back) but he is rapidly declining..... What could be causing this? I was thinking it could be his roan genetics and he's a lethal, but ciccodiosis also closely matches his symptoms.... Please respond ASAP!!

0kay, so my mom unplugged our computer because it kept turning on in the middle of the night. But when I plugged it back in, it wouldn't turn on all the way. It just kept flickering on and off. Now it won't even turn on.... how do I make it better?

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(please give short, easy to understand answers... I'm not good with this computer stuff

I have one med. apprentice named Snowpaw, she is white with black paws.... And then I have Kestrelkit who is dark cream with blue eyes.

For Snowpaw I was thinking Snowfall or Snowthorn

And for Kestrelkit I was thinking Kestrelfur

But I want some more options.... so. Is there anyone out there who can help me?

Is Achie really dead? Is hyere any way that he could have had the pheonix on him when the white space self destructed?!

For some reason I've been losing a lot of weight. At first I thought it was just my metabolism but I've lost like twenty pounds in four or five months... Should I be worried about this? Could it indicate medical problems? (oh I'm also only fifteen)

Well after reading a lot of information, I've decided that I want to have my rabbit spayed. But considering I'm only fifteen, I really need to know the general cost. Some pros and cons of spaying would be lovely too...

Well the other day my mom accidentaly filled my rabbit's food bowl up with her litter box pellets. After my bunny dumped the litter pellet all over the cage, she wouldn't let my mom clean it up until she had actual food. But now every time my mom walks in the room the gets the evil eye/thumped at/ or growled at. Is my bunny holding a grudge against her?

Okay, so when I plug my Ipod touch into the laptop that has Itunes and try to get ongs, I can't figure out how. Can someone like... walk me through it? O an where's this mysterious "sync" button on the Itunes page? Cause I can't find it

Okay so I already have the songs that I want on the device, but I can't figure out how to sync them... Can someone help me, please?