Barbara

Not trying to be funny here..I'm going through alot right now..even having panic attacts durring my sleep..I'm alone and on my own..about to be homeless..and thinking suicide..I'm thinking i need help..can someone tell me what to do to get into a hospital for help..I don't want to do a crime..I'm about to fall apart..Please someone help me..How do i go about getting in a place of that nature?

I went to a wesite called Google earth.com..i put in my parents address and it showed a picture of there house but from above..in other words who ever took the pic was way above there house..and what u saw was there roof..sorta like someone snap a pic from an airplane while they were flying by..My question is..who takes those pictures?.

Right now it's almost 3am here in Pa..Don't have to work on sunday so I'm just simply goofing off..where are u and what time is it also?

sometimes i can go out like a light..but other times when i have problems on my mind i tend to take a couple of hours before dozing off

I had ice tea and those boneless chicken wings from Domino's plain with blue cheese dressing

Back when i went to school school lunches only cost a dollar..we all got the same thing..Pizza day was normaly on friday..how much..and how is school lunches today?

clean my part of the house

it's 7am here..I'm drinking coffee and just hanging out

it was my nieghbor Joe who lives out back in apt 14..he was standing at the mailboxes chugging down a cold can of Bud Light Beer

I have 2 greyhounds..one is always on the bed..I have never knocked Dancer off..but Dancer has knocked me off..sometimes when i come back from the bathroom..there is no place for me to sleep cause Dancer takes up the whole bed

I'm wearing a silver hare bone chain around my neck and a Diamond stub in my left ear

the left of me is grey..the right of me is a red..

I do that sometimes at night while I'm in bed cause it's to cold to get up and make a dash for it

Computer desk chair for me...By the way..Thank u for always answering my questions and making me smile with some of your silly answers..I'm really gratefull for all of you..A Big hug from me to you!

The other day i tex the wrong Pamela..was driving and hit the wrong Pam...ooooops my fault..the tex said..Hey i have some extra Morphine pills if u need them..(the pam that it was meant for has back problems)..The Pamela who got it went over to my Dads house in tears about that message..Now why would she be in tears when i did tex her back and say sorry wrong Pam..and why would she go flying over to his house and say look what tex i got from Barb today..My Dad and her mom live together..and Pam is 50 yrs old..is she out to cause trouble or what?

I did the other night about a car chasing me...Do u ever have one that u can recall?

http://www.poopsenders.com/

I want to pay my dads girlfriend back..she lives in another state..so I'm not interested in visiting her..What can i do through the mail?

Since my dads girlfriend has been treating me like shhhht for the past 20 yrs..Do u think one day Karma will come and get her?...and have u seen karma work in your favor in the past when someone did u wrong?

My dad has been living with this woman for the past 20 yrs now in Ohio..when i first met her she told me to my face that she was Vindictive enough to have my father stop loving me..at first i didn't tell my dad..but then yrs later i sure did..ever since she told me this..she really has been trying and trying..I've never done anything wrong to her to begin with..when i need help she won't let my dad help me..but if her own daughter needs help with something then it's okay..I'm his only child..why would someone be so cruel?..My dad is whipped if u know what i mean