Question

I got got cuple ounces of meth from a friend for couple weeks and tried and I get very twitchy and paranoid with delusions/voices in my head. I think i been scratching my face and look like im not been getting sleep.

Do you see them as dangerous, weird, crazy, flawed, odd, mental case, dead weight etc???? or Ghosts?

I had family friends, some friends, back in younger ages and high school but, since beginning college, they all abandoned me, They have been to nice universities, have a degree and career already, have lot more friends.... they treat me like an outsider/failure... they don't call or text or Facebook me no more... they ignore or forget my requests to hang out just after a day sending them that reply even when i know they read it, they say they will and next minute they block me of permanently ... it been years now and i lost my sense of humor and funny voices that made them used to laugh when back in the ancient past... now im just a depressed slob aging away, working slave minimum wage, and living with disappointed parents. i see younger crowds in my home town living with excitement...... im like a smelly bum that wanders around aimlessly with torn jacket long messy uncombed hair and beard and after taste of whiskey.. i wonder what you people actually see me or am i really closer to the DEAD now. I been hanging near condemned grave yards, desolate and let the winds blow cold COLD in my face as I feel numb in my veins to ever remember the feeling of happy warm feeling ever again or as i sit day dreaming my past joys and adventures like a old record player... that already has been collecting cowl- webs and replaced with dusty after taste of my lonely present existence.

Have you turned late assignments or skipped exams before???

I got my 5th DUI recently and the court ordered me to 30 day county jail lock up after my community service work. It sucks my first day jail sentence is on Halloween. and im on the jail computer to surf the web and eating jail crappy food. So depressing.

Their rooms look like a tornado hit there. Their is pizza box from previous night and uncleaned dishes and mugs. there is underwear right there on the sofa. Also it stinks in that room of what diabolical cooking happened in the kitchen. Dirty shoes prints all over the carpet. MESSY MESSY MESSY

I made a sketch idea in my sketch book of the gaming pc i want to make. Lets say I can cover the other components like CPU, Hard drive, fan, Disk drives etc in water proof case and make the inner huge space a water tank for pebble rock some mini water castle and clam and mini gold fishes and black striped tiger sharks. I will make the top part of case open-able for feeding fish food and cleaning/draining out water and putting cleaner water. Also there will be water proof flashing LED lights... Also get those water speakers that shoot up. with cool bass sounds... It still rough sketch idea but, i need to find the right materials and some sampling and testing. DO you think I could make this happen?

(As long no one gets hurt or killed)

I found a fictional novel in our old town library and it was written by a serial killer in prison. It is like a children's type of novel with few pictures and fantasy of an grown adult stuff in it too. I read halfway and it was really good but, there are some stuff that shoked me a bit and my younger son wants to read it after im done reading it. Should i let him read it? He is only 13 years old.

Let's say a loved one died and their wishes was to buried under a house.. can we grant their wish legally????

If i like chaos and war... i like Cartels, Crime syndicates, Terrorists like ISIS, and crazy violent war lords.... Also i like to kill dogs and cats for fun and cut open their insides and study their anatomy in my backyard treehouse....... Also i like watching BESTGORE videos with lot of beheadings and execution of people... Also im bit of a Satist psycho that is off his meds