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Well i do have some characteristics of depression, but i'm not sure if this can be something else entirely;

During nighttime, when the whole house is sleeping, out of nowhere i start thinking about just this one subject about staying FOREVER in heaven, and i mean forever, think about it. Like that book Tuck Everlasting, in 5th grade when we read it my teacher made me think. even before that when i was extremely young i always thought about death and would cry a lot about it. no one knew though.

it seems like a lame reason to get racing thoughts and start panicking in the middle of the night for i know, but i can never properly explain to you the feelings i get.

lets see i also sleep usually around 1 or 2 am and when i was younger (im 15 in Jan) i would sleep at even 4 or 5am. no doubt im the last to go to sleep in the house, and the last to wake up as well. it doesnt bother me though.

I easily starting losing interest in certain things nowadays, and everything seems so BORING. it feels like if you place anyone at all in front of me, whether their famous or w/e, i couldnt care less.

I'm desi if that matters, and well i'm moody i suppose.

There's probably more but i missed it, help?

When i right-click on that section and click properties and am on the notification area tab, in system icons the volume box is unclickable. I cant click it, but i can click any other icon. how do i get it back?

before i take any action and call directly, i wanted your opinions.

i'm 14 and i really want to skydive next month, and i'm not afraid of heights, not that it would matter much.

tandem jumps r mandatory and well, if i get my parents permission, their signature and consent, plus if there'll be a professional with me during the whole experience, wouldntn it be alright for me to skydive? i mean, i live in Chicago and this website is the only one i found so far, that doesnt say anythng about age:

http://www.skydiving-chicago.com/index.php

let me know :]

because i crack my fingers, toes, i guess hips and even neck somtimes lolz. it sounds wierd, but a lott of people r saying tht it does and doesnt. but, if u crack it often? cuz i guess i do..

where can i get all the current videos of that drama, just all links and in

english subs? with no strings attached please. can somebody just link it to me? because i wanna watch any episodes i missed!