Lilly W

well i just finished high school i know i should be happy. but i am actually confused as hell. i'm going to a community college which isn't much but what now. i don't know what i want to do with myself.i do have ideas but for some reason i just don't have that ambition anymore. i now don't feel like going to college. i actually feel like lazing around at home feeling sorry for myself idk maybe cuz i'm used to having homework and worries i'm not sure. does anyone else feel like this? like are you finished with school or just retired?

i would think at times i understand whats on a guys mind. but i really dont. because first their all good and nice and loyal and what not. then far into it then you see their true colors which shocks you. like youdont even know who the hell they are anymore. you sit and ask yourself what the hell has gotten into this guy? and stuff like that

may someone please tell me why are men such wishy washy people. like omg their tempers are just the worst. like when they snap it scares you and then after doing the act they run back and apologize. its much more saddening when this comes from the one you loved and then all of a sudden such a change your like wow.

now i for one have had really bad severe acne all through junior high now four years later my skin has cleared up much. now between then and now i was prescribed 100 dollar creams and stuff from the doctor which in fact didnt work. i have used clean and clear, stridex and neutrogena . none of that **** work and now i use clean and clear to keep my pores clean not to clear the acne cuz i know that is not happening. so the real answer to healing severe acne is getting older now i didnt know that til now lolzzzzzzz

just a word of knowledge and an easy 2 points if you want

now my question is are there anyone with T-mobile having trouble with their service? or is it just that my phone life is dying. ive been experiencing trouble with my phone since i got it back yesterday from the deans at my school. they took it from us and we had to go seven days without it. now does anyone think that they could have done something to my phone? idk but i am broke at the current moment and cannot afford a new cell so what do you think the problem could be? do you think its just a glitch of some sort or would i have to buy a new phone unfortunately on the budget im on??????????????

why do parents think its bad to have tampons last April i asked if i can use tampons to go swimming and my mom flipped out and said NO thats it. why did she react like that seriously

i wander what is Psychotherapy exactly i am confused. any psychologist majors out there please tell me

anyway lets get to the point . lately Ive noticed i twitch a lot. that didnt bother me much but lately its my left hand like when im not doing anything it would twitch and move on on and it scares me. it happens the most when i have it on my lap and so i would either sit on my hand or put it between my legs but that doesn't work.so i would clench a fist

btw i drink coffee every single day as if its going out of style of some sort. i dont eat as much as i should so im told. i am 17 and im 5'3" and weigh like 91 lbs if that factors in i just want a diagnosis for now i dont want to tell anyone yet cuz i want to know whether it is serious or just normal or whatever idk

have you ever fractured something and know you did and told your parents and they ignored you saying that its just the pain and it will go away?like have you broke it or fractured parts of your body and went with it untreated and suffered with the pain for months and it healed on its on

im sure i think i have because in first grade i went on the jungle gym at the park at this junior highschool and i climbed up the steps and then jumped to the hangers that hang for you to get across with you hands and i fell hard like 12 feet and hurt my hip so bad but when i was younger i barely cried when i got hurt but for the next two months it was really painful to sleep and move around. my mom said its ok and its not broken or anything and it will go away in a few short days. for the two months i acted like i wasnt in pain when i really was til it healed

over last summer i went to Virginia by train max of 8 hours and 41 minutes. now after the first two hours i couldn't feel anything down there and it was weird then in the next hour it got tingly and numb and i still felt weird . now tell me is that normal for that to happen when you go on a long journey sitting up that long?or is it something more serious?

okay so yesterday i went to hangout with friends after school and yes i had fun and everything then later on i came home around 7pm and talked on the phone and watched some T.V then for some reason i started feeling weird i wouldn't say just tired i felt fatigued. i just began loosing energy fast and i couldn't control my body so what i did was lean up against the couch. then i just breathed and i still felt weird then my eyes shut and i like black out and then open them and and i tried to stop whatever was happening. then eventually i wasnt getting any better so i just lay down on the ground and and was out like that then later on when i got up i felt much better and then today in school i felt funny isnt that weird? may anyone please help me and tell me what i was experiencing?

if anyone has a good detailed answer may you please email me whitelilly48@yahoo.com

okay iam about to Graduate High School this june coming and im going to attend college in NYC now i do live in New York yes but i need help. well i want to have my own music studio a small one not extravagant or anything but a small one. im looking for apts but its hard and overly expensive now can you tell me good sites and papers i can go search for a very cheap apt it doesnt have to be the best but i know whatever it is i can fix up for sure so i just need a little help please and thanx for all your help

so on Valentines Day i will be traveling to Florida by Amtrak acela parting from New York Penn Station. now i was wandering what are good ways to help someone who has major back problems and back flare ups? i am asking this because this trip will be taking 24 hours to get to our destination by train and my mom wants to know a good way to keep her back as good and painless as possible and i really want to be of good help .

also may you please tell me what are good ways to keep myself from getting bored on this long journey there?i get bored very easy i have my cellphone and my ipod but incase i get bored of that even can you please tell me what kind of games and such i can play to keep me occupied? please and thanx

okay so i hear about birth control. what i understand that it is supposedly prevents unwanted pregnancy but then i hear that its not healthy, I'm confused because i am curious. my sister said that its very unhealthy for you but i personally do not believe her. one because its a persons choice and i haven't heard that its unhealthy . i have heard that there are bad side affects to it but its rarely common

what im wanting to know for those who use it and know a lot about it can you please tell me.. which form of Birth Control do you use? and has it done any permanent Damage? if not are you cleared healthy ? and is the unhealthy saying is a myth?

please kindly tell me about your experience only if you don't mind i hope I'm not getting too personal but my sister does not know what shes saying that i know for a fact cause she never tried the stuff but she has her theories which pisses me off

now i hear about these birth control pills and the plan b and all of that but i dont really understand them . im just asking if anyone can explain to me in detail if you may how these pills work and whats the "plan" cuz i read that people get their periods non-stop and things like that. isnt this pill surposed to stop it? im a little confused

i am reading some forums where people say that they are having reoccurring Thrush please anyone please may you please tell me what is thrush? i hope you don't mind

something cant o mind today. i was thinking if doctors/scientist and all those people who work in labs cant find a cure to a common cold, what makes anyone think that they are a step closer to finding a cure to cancer. doesn't anyone agree to some degree?

is there a hottopic in manhattan and if so tell me where tell me the exact address dont give me their website give me the address if ya dont mind be specific

ok this has been bothering for two years now and today i had the worst experience. my foot turned (clubbed) inward at the ankle on my left leg and my arch twitched and stayed in a paralyzed state for a minute and my foot was clubbed for that minute so walking was crucial and i was limping and my mom was telling me to tap it out . im wandering what could this be and has anyone had this experience before because its scareing me and its starting to happen more frequently than before and each time the foot would stay like that for more time and at times my toes would crunch up on their own and its very hard to undo them because i cant control this at all

ok so why when ever i go through mentrual cycle i get pain so bad it goes rite down my legs is that normal for it to go there?

payement where is it