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just found my blue tooth but cannot find the book to find the access code. anyone help

I am a person with hearing problems, asthma (life time),

Multiple Sclerosis (12 yrs), Depression/ bi-polar (9 yrs), Thyrioid (4 yrs), Diabetes (1yr), Nigh blood pressure (8 months), and dizzy spells still being investigated.

I am a hooker ( so to speak ... working full time so I can get benefits) - I need to work for drugs, legal ones, but I can't afford my illnesses. Even with the goverment helping, I have no income. I cannot even by food when I need to. I am not starving, but I cannot even go to a coffee shop with friends ... the money is that tight.

I am at my whits end. This week has been the so rought, I cannot see the point of living at all anymore. I am so fed up and feel useless and this wee, I feel that I am worthless. The company I work for "lost a week of my pay". I was repositioned at work because of budget cuts. Last one hired for office, first one to leave, (LIFO). I was moved back to my former job in the warehouse but I make $2.00 less and only get paid for 37.5 hours instead of 40. Anyway because of the movement in my position, someone at head office forgot to pay me for a week of work ... I ahve never felt so worthless, I don't count, that I am not important enough for someone to make sure my wages are updated correctly. No instead I have to see the shock of missing a week worth of pay and having bills for medication and lfe coming out and no money to pay for it. I have stopped ally my medications ... I can't live life like this anymore, I can barely survive as it is. People keep telling me that if I die, others will suffer. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, life doesn't like me. I suffer every day and I have no joy left in it ... I don't even enjoyreading anymore ... I I do is dream about ending it all. I hate lives as I do with all the pain, medications, doctors, unknowns and hoping family will support me,knowing that I will bankrupt them, if they do and resisit it all. I want to curl up and die ..

Is blood sugar suppose to be lower or higher after exercise?

I can't exercise in the morning so it has to be after work. But is it better to eat before or after exercise?

Testing my blood sugar a few times a day. I am new at this so my question is ... Is it normal for blood sugar to be high after exercising. I usually go out before dinner and before exercising, it is normal. But after it is high. Is it normal?

I have been going out to a gym now for 2 months. When I first joined I was weighted. At my doctor last week, my weight increased. I know I am losing something because I need to buy smaller clothes but my weight has gone up. is it supposed to go like this?

I hate my life ... if it is not one thing it's another.

This past year has been up and down like a yo-yo.

I am having daily dizzy spells that the doctors don't know why I am having them.

Multiple Sclerosis is into its 11th year.

October my thyroid stopped working because of the (MS medication)Rebif injections;

January my pancreas has stopped working ... why? No one knows if they are connected, but they are classing me as a diabetic,

My body is giving itself electric shocks that had stopped for 3 years are coming back and they are stronger.

My leg is constantly moving ... but no one can see it or feel it ... but it will not stop and now it is starting to hurt.

My arms itch so bad, I scratch until I bleed or I take super hot showers which helps me go to sleep.

I constantly rub my face because I think something is crawling over it.

A neurologist-psychologist says I have a borderline personality disorder. I have depression, antiety attacks and I want to run away from everything. He doesn't know about the diatetes yet.

I am mad and I am scared ...

I want to stop all the medications and let nature take its course and live life and screw the consequences.

I hate to say it but why me? Why am I the one that gets sick and gets the illness that no one can fix or illnesses caused by medications that are to fix one thing but screw up something else.

Is it alright to wear gold rings, silver earrings and silver necklace and both silver and gold bracelets.?

I have MS and I admit I am a pain in the doctor's butt. But I know I am having an attack right now, but don't know if I should call to see him. The attack is getting worse as it goes on ... over 3 weeks now.

Should I call my neuro or wait until December for my Family Doc?

When do I look for a mental health Doctor? I am already seeing a neuropsychiatrist, but need to see someone more than once every 6 months.

I am severely depressed, self injuring and getting phycotic dizzy spells ( at least that is what 2 doctors are calling them).

My family doctor hasn't been able to help me.

I cannot afford to pay for a talk therapist.

But where can I get someone to help me.

Both of my breasts are getting increasingly sore. Sometimes even the water from the shower hurts them.

sometimes it is near the flesh and sometimes it is deep inside.

Should I be worried?

Never been pregnant so that's not it. And it is all the time now ...

Can panic attacks happen for no reason? Heart is racing and I can't stop moving. Muscles are starting to spasm and I am trying to keep focused on something, anything.

Been having a panic attack that just keeps on going. Nothing seems to be working. I have taken the tranquilizer that is suppose to be helping, but I am still feel out of control. I want to scream but I can't. I have had enough of this. How do I stop it when even with medications it just keeps on happening and getting worse. THe longest attack I had was yesterday five hours. I am shaking.

Today I had to leave a family function because I couldn't control the way I was feeling. Now everyone is questioning me on what is wrong. I want them to know but I don't, you know? THe mental aspect of this reality is not allowed to be mentioned in the family which makes this worse to deal with.

How do you control these damn attacks?

My neurologist is saying that my dizzy spells may not be medical but mental.

MRI, CT Scan and blood all come back with no medical reason for the dizzy spell, so the doctor says it could be phycoshematic.

Can your mind create a medical problem?

My family docotor says that it could be stress, which makes sense but not working but needing to work so I can buy medical drugs is more stressful than working. I can constantly short of cash because of the drugs I HAVE to buy.

Isn't not working more stressful that working? Isn't work a place to escape.

Can your body turn on you making incapable to live?

in someone who has an auto-immue illness?

We just found a huge patch of mold in a kitchen cabinet and beginning to wonder if that could be causing my problems with dizziness and headaches?

We are going to get it fixed but beginning to wonder if this was the whole problem all along.

One of my doctor's had said that my current medical problems are not a result of my illness but are physcoshematic (? spelling)

I get dizzy spells ... no medical reason. They happen all the time. The neurologist says that all the tests are fine. Talking with him made me feel okay that it is not medical/ physical not medical/ mental.

I feel like I am going backwards. For 10 years I was dealing with a chronic illness and I was doing well. Was not having any symptoms and off all my medications.

This summer the doctor talked me into going back on a medication because evidence was showing that I might get worse if I wasn't on a disease modifying drug. After tests and talking I went back on a medication.

The drug is 1500 of which 312 I have to pay ... every month.

anyway ....

the last four months I have been having dizzy spells sometime a lot sometimes none. Anyway, they happen all the time and anywhere.

As I said it is been rule out not to be medical but mental.

a long time ago I was depressed and I used to cut myself ... I used to attack myself.

Now my body is attacking me and I can't deal with it. Last Wednesday, I collapsed in the mall and spent 11 hours at the hospital and now

Work has told me not to comeback without the "problem" being solved or resolved. I collapsed at work on Thursday.

My neuro is getting me into see a specialist that I had in the past that brushed me off to similes because he says I need that type of doctor and he was the only one in the area.

But what do I do in the mean time ... I need to work to pay for the drugs, lifestyle aids and the bills.

Nothing to make me happy ... just to keep on living ....

Why did they come to Canada if they don't want their kids to be free?

Daughter dies after strangulation

Father allegedly chokes teen over culture clash

Asqa Parvez.

Asqa Parvez, the 16-year-old allegedly strangled by her father, has died of her injuries.

A man telephoned Peel Regional Police at 7:55 a.m. yesterday claiming he had killed his daughter.

When police arrived at the posh Longhorn Trail home, where about a dozen people spanning three generations live, Aqsa was barely alive.

She was transported to Sick Kids hospital, where she later died.

Aqsa's father, Muhammad Parvez, 57, has been charged with murder. He made a brief court appearance this morning and was remanded in custody pending another court appearance Wednesday.

The teen's brother - Waqas Parvez, 26 - has been charged with obstructing justice.

my neice told me that if you make your bed and have the top sheet flat, you can collect dust bunnies. Is she right?

At the middle of work today, I felt like taking my work blade out and slicing my neck.

The thought came out of the blue.

and I was having a good day today.

We are getting my neices the WII for christmas and was wondering what would be a good game for an Autistic kid who is limited with understanding but is very physical and intelligent ....