jumpy

Hi, ok here's what happened.

I've been having a crush on this co-worker girl for a long time. We look at each other a lot, but I have never got the guts to talk to her on an intimate level, until 4 days at work before Valentine's Day when I mustered up some courage to tell her I like her. And I thought what better way to show my feelings toward her than something along a personal touch, rather than buying typical flowers and all that.

So I got her a Valentine's Day card, I wrote a long poem in it and gave it to her. At the end of it, I put PS...if you feel the same way about me, please e-mail me at my e-mail address.

The problem is I haven't heard from her since. And since she hasn't e-mail me yet, I don't want to make the next move to ask her out and risk gettting ejected and looking like a fool. An another thing I almost forgot: I found out the next day she's already got a boyfriend stationed in Afganistan.

I don't know, but do you any of you think she's just ignoring me just to stay faithful to her boyfriend, and trying to be nice and not hurt my feelings, OR, should I just be patient and give her more time to reply to my poem because in this situation, she doesn't know how to respond?

She did blush really red when I told her I like her. Yet, if she did'nt like me, why then did she accept my Valentine's Day card, give me a c'mon look at me a lot and me the same for more than 6 months at work?

Or should I just scrap the whole idea of finding romance at work, since there's a big risk of getting fired or if things don't work out, and yet we still have to work together in a very uncomfortably way.

I would appreciate any ideas at this point.

Thank You,

Signed, Lost and Confused

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