Ai-Sama

I just watched up on the flash, its currently episode 23, where ca i read the comic for free online? I want to see what happens next.

I can't feel my legs, my face feels really hot, my hear is beating super fast and i can't stop crying. I might be having a panic attack.

Its always changing sometimes I'm really turned on and want to do the craziest sexual and the next day i am disgusted by the idea of sex. Sometimes i even feel guilty after that and i don't want to feel guilty. How do i make this stop?

So this is how it is. I like the best friend of my male best friend. Lest call his best friend guy A and my male best friend guy B to make it simpler. We have this prom thing at the end of this school year and guy A asked me to dance with him in September (this is how i came to like him anyway). He probably wouldn't do the same thing now since he likes another girl which is somewhat my friend. Guy B is showing sings of liking me but I'm not interested in him.

So they are best friends and guy B might have told guy A that he likes me, ruining my chances of being with guy A.

If i tell guy A directly that i like him it might ruin their friendship and mine.

I have no solution at all.

So i have been pretty depressed for the past four years, I've actually liked being sad and crying my eyes out. After a while I've discovered that cutting, realises some natural-pain killers and i like hurting myself after i tried it. I liked how the blood looked and how my skin was damaged. I like the thought of inflicting pain on others, beside myself.

Well for some time now I've had this feeling that i have a split personality. I hide this insane one, i can't take risks, people would consider me a freak i might even get locked up. The other personality is just a concealer so i can blend in with the others. I don't really like my friends i think they are quite annoying. I guess i also have myself on a pedestal.

I don't know what to think anymore i feel like my head is splitting.

Im looking for poetry books in a german language that have a dark side and are disturbing. Also it would be great if they were tragic and stuff. Thanks!

I'm currently still in school, actually last year and I still can choose whatever job I will have. I'm good at English (I'm not from an English speaking country) and I am perfect at my national language too. I'm going to be attending Japanese classes this year and try whatever I can to master the language, so a translated is a job option. But i still need to get the money to move to a city in Japan, I was thinking to move Tokyo or any other big city. I still got about 6 years to save up. And I already read that I will need to attend schools for Japanese the and need a visa so any info on that?

Im 13 and an atheist and my mother just starts screaming at me when i tell her that i don't want to go to church. I don't go every sunday, she just forces me to go on holidays like christmas, easter and such. I know it only for like an hour or so but i think its a waste of time. What can i do to change her mind? When i say that i won't go to church she just say that I'm living in her house so i have to obey her rules. She can't force me to believe in god, which i really started to hate since my parents,mostly my mom, started forcing me into religion. They also force me to go to church school, they have been forcing me for about 8 years. I just wanna walk out of there every time the priest starts telling me how wonderful god is and how we should all love him and worship him. I really don't get how people can believe that. I can't take it anymore, i think that religion is a waste of time, but my parents are forcing me into it, what should i do?

In my life i have smoked only 3 cigarettes and i felt nothing but the pain in my throat when i inhaled too much too fast and the need for coughing. When i inhaled just enough it felt like nothing and i think that i did it wrong, but i don't wanna smoke again any time soon. Should there be more to it than just that? It didn't really relax me after all it did for me was just give me a headache. Why do people even smoke if it has such bad side effect and it isn't so great as described.

Oh and btw i have smoked Marlboro gold cigarettes.

not songs that could cheer me up, songs that i could cry to? something like mad world-gary jules,the artifact and living-from donnie darko soundtrack, crazy-gnarls barkley and such?

I don't know how to put this. I have been depressed for 2 years now. It started when i got really bad at school and i had really bad grades. None of my friends talked to me over the summer break so i got really lonely and even more depressed. And so the next school year i got antisocial but also really aggressive and mean. I didn't have any friends that i could talk to about my problems. The next summer break, again no one really talked to me.Then this year came and my class got a new student. He got popular really fast and got really annoying. Our class is kinda small so the two most popular girls in it started hanging out with the boys from the grade which was a year older than them. They eventually started calling me names and just annoying me like the new kid did. And i forgot to mention this but two years ago when everything was still ok some guys from the year older grade started calling me depression even tho i showed no sign of it, i didn't even know what it was. So this year i actually started cutting my thighs, because i heard that it realises some pain killers. I had a lot of stress to, i even smoked a cigarette i stole from my father who usually beats my mother. I haven't told anybody about my depression or that i cut or that i have smoked. I have a friend tho who could supply me with weed and i think I'm going to ask him too. i want to kill myself i wish i was never born and i think life is not worth living. nothing matter, I'm going to die someday anyway, why not make that day today?

I don't remember it enough but i know that someone was sitting in a chair next to a fireplace with book shelves in the back i think. It was kind of like the poem of Edgar Allan Poe, The Raven. He was saying something and then at the end i think a raven flew out of the mansion/castle whatever he was in. I don't really remember much i just know it was a long time ago like a few years. I don't live in America or somewhere near it so I'm not sure if it was the exact same cartoon network as there or anywhere but I'm sure someone saw the commercial or cartoon, as i said i don't remember. I think that it might even have been the raven who was sitting in the room with the fireplace and everything. Thanks if you leave an answer it would really be helpful!

I don't even know if i asked this right but since i installed some program on my mac, when i searched through the url bar it would not search on google but on some crappy other search engine. I want to change it back to google i went to preferences and changed everything to google in general but i still have that crappy site bing or something. Thanks if you answer this!

i watched it a couple years ago, it was cartoon and i remember only some scenes, i guess two or so. So there is a meeting at the main characters school and all of the parents come, but he puts alcohol or some drugs in the drinks and they all go i don't know i guess crazy and take of their clothes. I remember another scene at a court and the judge ask if the main character parents if he is their son and they say not anymore. I think it ends with him being at a juvenile hall. I watched it in german tho and i don't know really if it also in english. Thanks if you answer!

I really need to stay home from school tomorrow, so please don't answer with the i need my education answers. So i need to make my ears hot because my mom always uses a thermometer which you stick in your ear and it show your temperature. So how can i get them hot? Like shout i get like a hot water cup and put in one of the sticks you use to clean your ears (sorry i don't remember some words ok)? Thanks for all the answers!

I started playing like 2 weeks ago and i really want to move to another town cause i got sick of this one (i think its the sunset valley or something). What do i have to do? Do i have to download towns and how do i install them? i really don't want extension packs. plase show me a free method of moving in sims 3 step by step. thanks!

I really don't know how to say this, i have been seeing some pictures of mac that had like a black screen and had the song title and the author written on it. How do i do this on my macbook air os x 10.9? Thanks for all help!

Like i don't know songs like lady gaga's beautiful dirty rich, paparazzi and so on? thanks!

I like the kind of books that have a twist at the end or are kind of horrific. I love Stephen King, i have his book It and i have just watched the movie Misery. I also ordered his book, The shinning. I already have some books on my list and if it would help to find the right kind of book for me here is a list of them: To kill a mocking jay, Mad madame Lalaurie, The great Gatsby, Insomnia and The hunger games. Please do not write The exorcist, i have already read that one and Ray Bradbury's Shadow show and Neil Gaiman's Smoke and mirrors. Thanks for answering, have a nice day! (i guess its nice saying that, it just felt right :P)

I really want to play more games with my cousin. But we can only play habbo retros together and currently none of them is working. We basically wanna play a multiplayer game where there is a lot of people and we can build. Thanks.