☢☢ ∂øpε ßαߥ ☢☢

I know it ain't the best but it's only my first semester. And for some reason I took 8 science credits and I suck at science. Oops. Anyhow, if I do better next semester do I still have a chance of getting into grad school?

Help :(

Lately I've felt just awful about everything. My family is fading away. It's just me and my dad now. My sister hates me and my moms got a drug problem and the rest of them think I'm awful. The cats are getting older. My bestfriend is in the halfway house til April. And i feel alone and shitty. I don't know why but I'm super anxious lately, can't eat, trouble sleeping, ant socialize. Everything is distant and I often feel like I'm drowning in my life. Nothing is ever good enough. I just don't know what to do anymore. What does everyone else do when they're feeling stressed and depressed? My friends just tell me to relax and that I'm doin good and blah blah blah but it's not helping! Nothing's helping!! And I'm too worried about worrying to even talk to my psychologist about this. What do I do

I dont get it! Maybe its cuz I'm only 18 and view any job as a good job, but still. I've worked fast food since I could get a job. It's not bad at all! Yet, everyone seems to complain about it. I can understand there are certain annoying aspects, but it's not a terrible job!!

Can someone please explain why they hate working in fast food so much?

danke :)

I don't want to be rude....but i love cleaning and his room is a mess! is it ok to ask him if i can help him clean his room? i love him, but i really cannot stand the mess and it literally drives me insane any time i'm over and everything is out of its place. ahhhhhhh Dx

When I'm tired, tears literally stream down my face. It's ridiculous and embarrassing --Why does this happen?!?!?

I'm going to college nearby, but I will be staying in the dorms. I can still come home on the weekends or even during the weekday easily (25/30 minute drive). But, my cat is really attached to me. She gets upset when I go away for the weekend. Will she still remember me when I visit? And will she start to resent me (she may feel like i abandoned her...)?

p.s. I can't bring her to my dorm, because her sister, Phoebe, is my sister's cat, and I can't seperate them or bring both of them

My ex and I dated for over 7 months when I realized I had too much going on for a relationship and I'm starting college in the fall and want a clean slate. So, I decided I want to take the relationship part away so I can still see him but without all the stress. How can I make this work? (for a couple months, tops, nothing long-term at all)

Looking to pick up a job as a server this summer...BUT, I'm only 17. So I can't serve alcohol. What are some restaurants I can work at?

I already work at Burger King, so no fast food restaurants.

I stayed up for 32 hours straight, haven't eaten much late, been under a lot of stress, taking antibiotics and probiotics and also a little bit of speed here and there. So, my question is, could all of this combined cause my period to be late, even on birth control?

thanks for takin the time to read this :)

it's freaking me out though that it's always late on bc

sounds like i have really awesome goals, right?! but, really, my job right now --cleaning piss out of urinals, wiping up half-eaten food, and assembling nasty burger for minimum wage seems a heck of a lot more degrading. I'm turning 18 in July and beginning college in the fall. I'm going to school in the city, so I'll be close to the club.

Blah blah blah. I'm 5'4, have one tattoo (it goes up my side and a lil on the ribs), 34C boobs, weigh 122, curvy booty (I've been told...) and flat stomach.

I used to take dance classes, but don't dance much these days (unless you count flailing my arms around at a rave every now and then lol).

Any advice at all would be awesome! We gotta have some strippers or people with knowledge on the subject here on Y!A :)

p.s. I don't have low-self esteem, daddy loves me, and I'm going to college. I just want money, and I don't mind being naked in front of strangers

He's the best guy I ever dated, but I can't see it working out.

We met at burger king, worked at bk, drove together to bk, talked about bk, thats basically what our lives revolve around during the week.

Well, I quit today. And I go to school during the day, and would work at eat n park during the evening (when he works), so I would never get to see him. If we have such opposite schedules and I never get to see him, is it worth it?

I'm crying now cuz I don't wanna lose him, I just can't see it working out since I quit.

What should i do?

Like, how revenge is great until the victim of it retaliates.

thx ^_~

what do i do? i got cut early from work and i didn't make plans...and my friends are all either at work or already made plans. It's raining so I can't go for a walk. I just feel so low. What am I supposed to do? I guess I could sell stuff on ebay? I wanna die

This is gonna sound awful, just as a warning. I'm 17, an honors and AP student, have a job, friends, etc. My home life is average, I'm living with my dad and sister. My parents fought a lot when I was younger and I never had a relationship with my mom. Uhm and my mom has some drug problems now. But anyways, my life doesn't seem that weird so far. I'm a pretty normal person...i mean i have a bit of a wild side sometimes, but who doesn't?

This is weird though...I'm attracted to these older junkie types. I don't know why. Right now I like this 28 year old that has like 8 felonies and deals majorly and used to be an addict. WTF is wrong with me?! I know I shouldn't be attracted to him, but i can't help it. I think I have issues...I'm ALWAYS attracted to people like this. They're not all older, but they're all involved heavily with drugs and legal issues, etc. My ex, for example, smoked meth and was in about 8 foster families.

HELP> I know I can't change this, but i jsut need an explanation or advice or soemthing and I don't want to tell my friends :/

This is gonna sound awful, just as a warning. I'm 17, an honors and AP student, have a job, friends, etc. My home life is average, I'm living with my dad and sister. My parents fought a lot when I was younger and I never had a relationship with my mom. Uhm and my mom has some drug problems now. But anyways, my life doesn't seem that weird so far. I'm a pretty normal person...i mean i have a bit of a wild side sometimes, but who doesn't?

This is weird though...I'm attracted to these older junkie types. I don't know why. Right now I like this 28 year old that has like 8 felonies and deals majorly and used to be an addict. WTF is wrong with me?! I know I shouldn't be attracted to him, but i can't help it. I think I have issues...I'm ALWAYS attracted to people like this. They're not all older, but they're all involved heavily with drugs and legal issues, etc. My ex, for example, smoked meth and was in about 8 foster families.

HELP> I know I can't change this, but i jsut need an explanation or advice or soemthing and I don't want to tell my friends :/

Eh I'm just tired of it all, like everyone else. I can't maintain friendships or relationships, because as soon as I feel close, I push them away. My moms a druggie and my dad has mental problems. I don't want to sound like a complainer, but I kinda am... I do well in school, but that doesn't mean anything. I'm not sad about this, the thought of death seems peaceful now, like it's meant to be. I know my future is empty, because the only thing that makes me feel better is drugs. I'm gonna be just like my mom. And even if I am successful? Well it won't help, because I'm just a negative waste of space. I wouldn't appreciate success. Is it weird to think like this? Is it weird to pretend to love life when inside you just want it all to be over? I'm starting to think that it is......

I mean, I really have no deep emotions or empathy (it's a secret! I just figure no one knows me on here so whatever)...and I'm kind of weird. BUT on the bright side, I'm considered to have above average looks. So yeah....is that good enough??

I just like to makeout with people...no strings attached kinda deal. Ive never developed feelings for anyone before and I certainly wouldn't be able to hold up a relationship. Is there anything wrong with this way I've chosen to live my life?

I'm a total dork and will be cosplaying as yoko at the upcoming con xD

http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs40/f/2009/0%E2%80%A6

http://www.planetdamage.com/wp-content/u%E2%80%A6

^obvs not me haha

but anyways...what do people that aren't otaku think about this subculture? btw I'm toned and not overweight...sorry if that sounds vain, but I just want to be clear that I do take care of my appearance and wouldn't look like this:

http://img-cache.cdn.gaiaonline.com/0bfc%E2%80%A6

thx :)