Alex

the prior tenants were gross and left it hidden for my cat to find, i would have disposed of it had i known it was there. i didnt see him chew or lick it but he must have grabbed it at least with his mouth. i disposed of it. but im worried about what could happen now, could he have gotten sick or an infection from it? could he pass that onto me? we've lived here for over a year so it is over a year its been sitting there. please help me not want to get rid of my cat for this!

recently i've been sleeping in a lot. and its not like i need to eaither, its like i wake up to my alarm which i could get up to, but then i just turn it off and roll over and go back to sleep. and sometimes i sleep for 12 hours. today even i woke up 12 after going to sleep, but i didnt really wanna get up, felt like there was nothing to get up for, no real reason for me to get up so i figured i'd just lie in bed where it was comfy and falling asleep again meant i got to dream some more.recently i've been feeling a little down about where i am in life, im happy with my partner, but im not happy with my lifestyle. i want to move to the country and become a farmer as i've been living in the city now for 5 years and i hate it, i absolutely hate it, and i feel like that is making me despressed.

i dont find funny things as funny anymore and sometimes i feel like i laugh at things just to try and force real laughter. recently i've had like no sex drive at all and even just playing with my man has felt like an effort which i feel terrible about. but tbh, a couple of weeks ago i had an abortion and im wondering if that has maybe helped cause all of this.

im unemployed, worried about money cause we have bills to pay, and my car is without rego.

i dont know, what do you think? do i sound like im depressed? and if i am is there anyway to help it without having to go to drs and get pills?

oh and also i just last week had an implant put into my arm for birth control.

this literally just came to me as a random thought. cause demi gods are born from a god and a human. jesus's dad was god and his mum was human. so doesnt that make him a demi god? not trying to be all against any religion or anything, it just occured to me and wondered what you thought of that. or what you reasoning behind it not being true was

why dont vegans eat eggs? i mean, you can get free range eggs, and yes i understand they come from chickens but whether we eat them or not the chickens are going to lay eggs. they always do, so whats the problem with eating them?

i grew up on a farm and we always had chickens. quite often they would be laying so many eggs that we wouldnt know what to do with them all. and eggs have amazing health benefits and cause no pain to the chicken (well unless its a large egg in which case it probably does hurt them a bit) but even so it is not us who puts them through this pain, it is something natural that they have and always will do.

so why dont you eat them?

i think i might be pregnant, my period is one week late and i just feel like i am, it will most likely be between 1-4.5 weeks along. i will buy a test tomorrow to confirm it but have been paranoid about the whole thing. the two options for me are abortion or keeping it.i couldnt adopt as the way i see it if im gonna carry it all the way, im gonna keep it. but abortion worries me as im worried about the risks and possible complications caused from it. i would like advice from people who have had an abortion before, to tell me their personal views. please dont hassle me with your opinions on why you think abortion is wrong, this is hard enough without all that crap. please any advice from real people would be much appreciated.

i was wondering, if when people die, they either go to heaven or hell (or whatever the afterlife for your religion is, im not that familiar with many) what happens to dead animals? this sounds like a question your 5 year old child might ask when the family pet dies, but i mean more in a general aspect, wild animals, that dead bird the cat just caught, that poor cute hedgehog that got ran over. what happens to them when they die? in your opinion. purely out of interest sake :)