Stephen Rose

Okay, so I've been ridiculously depressed for a while now. The love of my life completely crushed me multiple times, most recently being the weekend after Memorial Day. I'm done trying w/ her now. Ever since Easter-ish (when she cheated & broke up w/ me), I've been spiraling deeper into depression. For a while, it hit me really hard. Like to where I contemplated offing myself. Since then, I've also become an atheist. Ever since Memorial Day though, it's been really hard for me. All I can think about is her. I used to get high & that helped. I promised someone very close to me I'd stop, so that's not an option. I have two people I'm close to that I talk to. That really helps. But I can't expect them to always have the time to talk on the phone. Listening to music doesn't help. A lot of the songs I listen to remind me of her, so I get even sadder. Sleeping isn't helpful either. I mean it was, but lately all I dream about is her, be it a good or bad dream. Anyone know what that could mean? Anyway, I'm just tired of constantly felling so damn empty all the time. It really f**king hurts. So what I'm asking is how do I escape all this sadness & pain?

ight so i have gears of war 3 & i want the dlc for it but before i spend the money i have some questions. please be as detailed as possible cuz xbl confuses the sh*t outta me since im used to psn...

1. is the season pass still available & how much is it?

2. if not how many xbl cards will i need for all the dlc?

3. if i get the dlc on my xbl profile will the other ones on my xbox be able to use it? (like if i get the Savage Kantus multiplayer character will my other non-xbl profile be able to use it too?)

4. if you have any of the dlc whats your favorite pack & why?

5. is there any way to get the gold weapon skins, flaming weapon skins, Adam Fenix multiplayer character, or any other beta exclusive/limited time only dlc?

thanks & sorry for having so many questions

i beat SR3, platinumed it, & bought EVERYTHING in the game. im bored sh*tless but i dont wanna sell it cuz its a great game. what else is there to do in the game??

BTW---- i have all the dlc mission packs & almost all the other dlc. none of my friends play it so i only do single player.

if you wanna do co op friend me ScorpionKing1996 or leave your psn. id be happy to screw round w/ someone or help ppl out w/ campaign, easter eggs, whored mode, etc.

ive been waiting for like 2 months. if you know when thnx

anyone who can help me w/ the last 10 spec ops stars? add me ScorpionKing1996 or leave your psn. thnx

moms fine but my stepdads being a douche cuz he doesnt like how ill look unless i do my septim. i aint doing that. how do i get him to let me??

ok so i woke up today & my balls hurt pretty bad. it felt like a mild rugburn or sunburn. my scrotum was & is fairly reddish but the hurting has gone away mostly UNLESS my balls rub my pants, etc. im really freaked out thinking i might have cancer, but im only 15. i looked up the symptoms & if i remember right they were: lump on either testicle that may or may not hurt (i didnt notice anything too odd) heaviness in abdomen or scrotum (not really) lower back pain (ive always had that) pain or tenderness of the bottom of the scrotum (yeah it kinda tender). my scrotum rubbed up against my computer chair in my room when i was changing clothes & it got reddish right after in the same spot but still. what do you think is wrong & what should i do?? (& PLEASE DONT say see a dr. yeah i know, but i dont have enough money). please answer soon & thanks

ok so i woke up today & my balls hurt pretty bad. it felt like a mild rugburn or sunburn. my scrotum was & is fairly reddish but the hurting has gone away mostly UNLESS my balls rub my pants, etc. im really freaked out thinking i might have cancer, but im only 15. i looked up the symptoms & if i remember right they were: lump on either testicle that may or may not hurt (i didnt notice anything too odd) heaviness in abdomen or scrotum (not really) lower back pain (ive always had that) pain or tenderness of the bottom of the scrotum (yeah it kinda tender). my scrotum rubbed up against my computer chair in my room when i was changing clothes & it got reddish right after in the same spot but still. what do you think is wrong & what should i do?? (& PLEASE DONT say see a dr. yeah i know, but i dont have enough money). please answer soon & thanks

im gonna get one of these for the ps3. which should i get & why??

just wondering... mine's You Could Be Mine by Guns N' Roses

i mean seriously ive answered ATLEAST 15 ?s bout psn being down w/ the same answer - under maintenance til tomorrow @ 2 am . buuuut idiots just keep asking why its down. can anyone give me an explanation to why people are so mother fu cking stupid? funniest answer wins

Ohhk so theres this girl i like that goes to a different school than i do. were both freshmen. shes like the complete opposite of me: shes smart, doesnt cuss, good person, & energetic. im fairly stupid besides computers, cuss constantly, a horrible influence, lazy. i asked her if she wanted to go to the mall valentines day weekend, but she was in the school play/musical-thing which oppened that weekend. how can i find out if she likes me? btw her friends that i know kinda hate me & my one friend that goes to school w/ her would be a douche & f u ck me over if i asked him to find out. I DO NOT HAVE A FACEBOOK. & how can i get her to like me if she doesnt already? & how do i ask her out w/out sounding like a dumbass? ive only had 1 gf & she was like me. but it didnt end well cuz she cheated on me. im 5'11", long black hair, somewhat bad acne but its going away, wear cross earrings, leather bracelets, 7 necklaces, a bandanna, tight black jeans, tight-ish shirts, paint my nails black, & wear aviators sunglasses. shes like 5'3"-5'4", long-ish brown hair, has a little bit of acne, & wears really tight clothes. any advice?

im thinking bout making a clan. if your interested, friend me ScorpionKing1996 . you gotta be either lvl 30 or higher OR have a K/D of atleast .60 Clan tag is KSHA or PRED just tell me which you prefer. im 1st prestige lvl 50 & my K/D is .70

i was Rank 15 then i played a few hrs later & i was Rank 12... WTF (btw its on ps3)