Eiggy

What does it even mean. Is it like a sad face. 

My mom wants me to go to church. 

The church is actually not really a church(idk). Its a small room and 20 people go there.

Just making sure because my mom saids that the sisters there get upset when she doesn't go.

So today are neighbors dog came over like he usually does, because he likes escaping a lot. And we hadn't seen him for a couple of days. He had a cloth on him and I took it off because he smelled really bad and looked uncomfortable, I thought that it was to tight. 

But it was a wound the was on the side of his neck and it was really big and deep. You could see the meat. And it even had maggots.

My mom told the neighbors and they said that my neighbors husband was bringing something for it. My mom said if they could take him to the vet and they said no for money reasons.

I was sad so I offered to help bathe him to remove the maggots, despite really wanting to take him to the vet because it was big . but my family wouldn't take him because then they'd charge us.

We bathed him removing most of the maggots but he was getting cold and uncomfortable so we stopped and put wound cream that I had for one of my old dogs that some big dogs fought with him and gave him small wounds. He never got maggots though.

(Btw I didn't mention but are neighbors didn't even know he had maggots until we told them.)

When we put wound cream our neighbors husband came and put another thing for dogs idk what it was but it was purple and was for wounds. 

They bandaged him up still with some maggots but I think our neighbor tried to kill them with something,idk if it was alcohol which I read reduced wound healing and idk if it even kills maggots.

But they said they would clean every time. HELP? 

Okay, so currently i am in high school and there is this boy that I like. I always get butterflies when I think about him. We use to sit at the same table group in class but he switched because everyone was noisy there. I wasn't noisy, I am very very quiet. He has talked to me but I always reply with one word. I am not sure if he likes me back because I am not attractive in any way. But there has been two times where he talked to me after class and I was shocked cause it caught me off guard both times. So i didn't know what to say.( and also, why me?it could be any other girl, but me? Maybe it's just wishful thinking.) But It usually surprises me because he always/ usually rushes out the door when the bell rings. Also the teacher always tells us to stay in our seats until the bell rings. So I can never talk to him, but when he talks to me ( we also walk seprate hallways after school, and I dont want to walk his hallway just to talk to him. If he is probably talking to his friends.)I feel like he thinks that I am not interested. But really I am just shy and it takes time for me to talk about something in full conversation. I just want to talk to him, and atleast be his friend. Or else it will always be in my head that I didn't try. I really like him, we have a lot in common. Just don't have no clue how to talk to him without looking weird.  Please help.