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what is the name of the song that was playing during the scene when the als patient was dying in the o.r. so that he could became a organ donor?

recently me & cousin were talkin about the problems that he is havin with his ole' lady. in that convo, he made a familiar statement that i don't like. "u just don't know just how LUCKY u r not 2 b goin thou what i'm goin thou!" 4 years i have sat back & watched as family & friends meet some1, start a relationship & then end that relationship. goin from bf/gf 2 baby mama/baby daddy. & watchin as they deal with a person that they don't like bcuz they have a child 2gether. & 4 years i have had 2 hear from different people how LUCKY i am & how if they could go back & do it all over again that they would wait like i did. here in lays the problem with their thinkin. i'm a 35 year old man how doesn't have kids & who has never been in a relationship. i understand what they mean considerin their issues in dealin with a relationship gone bad. but all they c is the grass being greener. they c my "freedom" if-u-will as me livin the hi-life. from where i stand it's not simple. my not havin 2 deal with some1 that i disdain bcuz we have child 2gether is a + 4 me. but, at some point in their relationships there was love right? ofter wise there would b no kids born 2 them.

they think that i decided 2 wait bcuz i was lookin 4 misses right. i didn't decide 2 wait, i just had more of my fair share of problems dealin with woman. i am proud of the fact that i am not a baby daddy. i didn't want 2 have a child with some1 just so i could say that i have one. bcuz whatever were 2 happen between me & whomever i would've dated. in the very end it would just b on us. no child should have 2 b caught in the middle of all that hate between their mother & father. so i am proud of that. but i don't know anythin about havin the love & the favor of a woman. my cousin has multiple baby mamas & has had some of his kids taken away from him as a way of strikin back at him bcuz they were just that mad him & mad that the relationship ended. when it comes 2 that i really feel 4 him bcuz u can't get those days & years & in some cases a lifetime back when some1 does somethin like that out of anger. & he carries that with him everyday. bcuz if it happened once, it could happen again.

i wanted 2 get married & rise a family of my own. unfortunately 4 me that's never goin 2 happen. i c that as a huge personal failure on my part. & that is somethin that my friends just don't c. all they c is the so-called "freedom" that i have. but where's the thing, i'm not free. i'm alone. i remember when things were good 4 them early on in their relationships with their now baby mamas/baby daddies. they had some1 2 come home 2. some1 who cared 4 them. they experienced things that i never will. now that things r bad, the good just doesn't seem to count anymore, & 2 me that's sad.

so, my questions 2 all of u r,

should i consider myself 2 b lucky?

am i makin things 2 difficult 4 myself by puttin 2 much thought in2 it bcuz of my past failures?

if u could go back & do it all over again, would u & what would u change if anythin?

what is the name of the song that chow was singing to in the elevator scene?

alright, it's like this. a girl i know told me one time that she used to use vick's vapor rub to uhh...pleasure herself. yes, vick's. the same stuff that you rub on your chest to help you breathe when you get sick. she said that she liked the way it tingled & how it felt hot & cool at the same time. now, my question is this. would any of you every use vick's to get off? & for those of you who have used it, do you still use it & where did the idea to use vick's come from?

all answers qualify.

ok...i was watching the news tonite and i saw a story on how an animal rights group no longer wants pet owners, that includes me to call their pets "pets". the term for pet that they came up with is "animal companion". now, with all the stuff that's going on in the world right now. is it just me or does this so-called pet, animal companion story sound just as stupid to you as it did to me?

drop some knowledge on me people.

in tonites episode of parenthood (4/19), a song was played during amber's hospital scene at the start of the episode. what is the name of the song & the name of the singer? thanx.

Q1: with all the march madness games being on four different networks, do you like the idea?

Q2: between ncaa men's & women's, the NIT, and the nba...how much b-ball have you watched today?

1. as for myself, i love it! GREAT idea!!!

2. i've been watching games all day!! ncaa m/w, NIT, & nba. today was a good day for me!!!

if you have what did you think? were you scared?! for myself, the movie was a trip. flat out!!

ex: for me it's isaac hayes' walk on by.

to meet her. yeah i know what you're thinking, "what?!" all i can say is that it's a long LONG story. the cliff-notes version is going to have to work for you in the case. when i was fourteen i fell for this girl sight unseen. she was very close to an older friend of mine. his stories of her and her family is how it all started. i was told that she felt the same way about me but persons closer to her thought that i would be a bad influence on her. in short, i was only out for one thing.....and they stood in our way, never allowing us to meet one another. i was judged because i was a child from a rough neighborhood. drugs, gangs, and crime were all around me and that's all they saw. no good could come from da hood right? well, i'm proud to say that those individuals were wrong.

plans to get around this blockage were made but all failed. years went by and the only thing that changed was the level of love that i had for this girl. time, distance, youth, and life also stood in our way. i had my life, and she had hers. but the goal to final meet each other one day was still alive. then one day just like that the war was lost. the girl that i had fallen for had switched teams and nothing was same after that. she and family up and moved away sometime after that leaving me with this unfinished chapter in my past that i still carry to this very day.

i have moved on with my life and have experienced many things in my life both good and bad, but day in and day out there's this one nagging pain that i just can't seem to able to get past. it hangs around my neck like a thousand pound weight. i often ask myself, "what if?", or "why?" but no answer is ever given. i still think about her. i never stopped. i tried looking for her but still those closer to her still stand in my way. giving my hope, only to take it away again.

with every passing year the chances that i have of closing out this chapter become smaller and smaller. the feelings that i have for this now grown woman are both a blessing and a curse. i what to get past this but i don't know if i ever will. the thing that frustrates me the most is that i never got the chance to meet her, see her, talk to her, or anything. all i know is first name, T%$#@. is it silly of me to still think of this woman as the love of my life? maybe, but that's the way that i feel. am i a fool for feeling this way about someone that never meet? or am i doomed to feel this way about her for all eternity? drop some science on me people.

who sings this song? and where can i find them?

so, you think you know who you are? proof it!

1. what is your horoscope?

2. what is your chinese sign?

3. what is your numerological sign or numeroscope?

ex: i'm an aquarius, born in the year of the dragon, under the # 7.

the balls in your court. WHO ARE YOU!!!

but the person who does use it doesn't know. what is it?