Rosie

I was looking at this guy and I heard “he is your husband” randomly. I wasn’t looking for it. Now all of a sudden I have a desire to get married when I hadn’t before . And I keep longing for this guy . And have a desire to pray for him and his family. I believe that I can live with the love of Christ. Am I insane should I get mental help? Don’t worry I���m not a stalker. I barely text him or anything . I just feel like he may be . Can God tell us who our future husband is like that? I also keep having dream of him. At first it’s just me noticing him and him wandering around doing his own thing as if I wasn’t there but these days he’s interacting with me, kissing me and it’s like this magnetic type of love. Anyone relate? God bless you all.

I change my opinion on someone she also changes her opinion to that. I say I’m gonna get my passport next day she gets her passport. I’m pursuing a career in music , she starts trying to learn how to sing and play guitar. And sighs / gets angry that she cannot sing. Says that I’m too arrogant and that’s why God hasn’t given me a career .  I say I wanna be apart of Hollywood , she changes her mind from wanting to live a peaceful, normal life to being obsessed with the idea of fame and acting (even tho she started going to a great acting school and dropped out due to feeling ignored by the people there) . I am known for being a very weird/outcast and always have been that way (she bullied me for that) Now she claims she’s so weird and has always been an outcast even though she’s popular. She changes her music taste to mine (underground, indie rock/ experimental when she actually loves just pop) I become obsessed with researching marine life now she goes and lists facts about it randomly. I say I like art and colors, she learns the names of many different colors and boasts about it to me. I am naturally someone who is always laughing and cracking jokes, she’s more serious. Now she starts doing the things I do like laughing obnoxiously at random times. I always randomly recite song lyrics , now she randomly recites poems and acts like she’s deep for it. I start writing lyrics, she suddenly gets into writing poetry and even songwriting. Am I in the wrong? 

I know nobody knows why but I’d like to see what mature Christians think. Yes we need to be saved and we can experience  eternal joy with him but for what ? What does that accomplish ? I’m not trying to be rude to God I think he’s praiseworthy and I can’t even explain how awesome his creation is and how he loves us but I always feel tormented by why we even exist in the first place. Do you believe we’re really the only creation ? I believe God is a creative and he can do anything . So I bet he has many many things created that we have no clue about. 

I feel like she’s always trying to compete like trying to get as many hobbies as me or get better at things. She’s never really had any. Like I draw, sing play instrument and now she wants to play the guitar and write poetry when she’s never been like that. Ever since I decided to work in the entertainment industry, she wants to as well even though she was never that passionate and already wants to give up on it.  If I say I love nature and stuff like that, she acts like she’s a hippie and claims she feels like she can talk to trees?! . I’ve always been “weird” in her eyes. She’s bullied me for it for a long time and now she says she’s so weird/interesting and such an outcast when she’s always been the exact opposite. She also says things like oh our dad obviously thinks you’re prettier than me . And that it’s only cause I have a good body, not my face. Weird things like that. Says my boobs are too big. Also even when we were younger  I was skinny, she was chubby and as I was dancing in front of her (cause I was happy about something )she randomly said that I was such a loser at school and that I needed to talk more out of nowhere . I broke into tears and she didn’t care at all. Idk I feel like she is but I wanna ask just to see what you guys thing .

Is it bad luck serious  answers please

She said she doesn’t feel sad or anything about it. I feel this was too personal for her to tell me as I don’t know her well at all. But I do want to extend empathy. Do I say sorry for ur loss? Or is that bad since she says she doesn’t feel a thing?

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My brother used to bully me when I was younger, constantly called me a loser And friendless even when I was around a friend , shaming me for having body hair as a girl around his guy friend. He would tickle torture me, hit me and even once choked me to the point I actually thought I was going to die. I even remember an instance where he asked me a very personal sexual question and along with my sister forced me to kiss a boy when we were younger. He has not once apologized for his behavior in the past and if I confront him about it, he says that I’M the one who abused him. Now that he’s older he’s put up a nice, charismatic guy act and everyone adores him and thinks he’s a good person. When he still in secret abuses me sometimes like last night he called me a dumbass, idiot for something super small that angered him. I can’t forgive him still for all he has done. Am I wrong? 

My brother sleeps with very loud music on and doesn’t even use headphones. His dog also sleeps there with him and every night I can hear his dog crying and trying to get out of the room. I always try to let her out when he’s asleep but last night he woke up and lashed out at me for trying to let Her out. He says that she cries for another reason but i know for a fact it’s because of the loud music and she literally does not sleep because of it. I am so sick of this and feel bad for her. What can I possibly do? He’s just a horrible dog owner in general and has forgotten to give her water in the past before so I had to. 

He is extremely clingy and in love with me. But I feel like I HAVE to be his friend and that if I stop being his friend that I’m a horrible person because he has aspergers. I’ve literally put up with all the things he’s done for years and honestly I’m done. He has sexualized me and tried to force a relationship even just forcing a best friend title when we aren’t best friends.  I wish him the best and I hope he can live on. But he makes me feel guilty whenever I try to leave this friendship, he tells me that he’s gonna die or wishes he could commit suicide . I feel like I’m pretending to like him and I’m seriously done. Please help guys I feel like an awful person

When I was young , like around 9 years old an older family friend told my siblings that he would give them some money if they forced me to kiss him. I obviously resisted the kiss and every time I saw him again I felt disgusted by him.. I think that’s why I’m so disgusted by guys. Is this Considered some type of assault? 

So my sister caught on to how I have been using one of her lipsticks because it accidentally broke off one day. The reason I used her lipstick was because I ran out of mine and since I have really bad (diagnosed) body dysmorphia I cannot go a day without makeup. Basically, She woke me up yelling at the top of her lungs, said I was a freak, that she hated me, That I wasn’t a real

“Christian” then proceeded to take some of my stuff and my guitar. I quickly got up to get my guitar and as I was wrestling her for it , she said that she was gonna murder me and managed to scratch my arm pretty bad. And if all that wasn’t enough said that she’s gonna put a curse on me. I feel like maybe I did deserve this treatment because it was an expensive lipstick so I’m going to try and buy her a new one. Opinions please ? 

A couple days ago my mom and sister got in a fight due to my sister accusing her of always putting herself first and never truly listening to her, so naturally they have stopped speaking. My mom has started to talk to me more and decided to tell me that she has a secret. The secret was that my sister told her that she thinks I’m better than her, and more successful . That she envious of me and my talents. It made me really upset because I love my sister and we’re very close. So I told my sister everything my mom told me and my sister said that our mom has also spread lies about me, that I’M also jealous of my sister, that I think she’s smarter than me. And while I do agree that she’s smarter than me I am not envious of her! My mom found out (sister confronted her) and now my mom is heated and is demanding to call me . She yelled at me that I’m only causing problems for her. Who is in the wrong? 

And when I said no he looked surprised . Is this normal behavior a therapist ??

I desperately need rhinoplasty but don’t wanna ruin my singing voice cause its good so ..

I was telling her about my life and what i've been through, and she said " I wonder how you didn't commit suicide" . Is it just me or was that an inappropriate thing to say ? it made me feel bad and like I should have commited suicide.

like i clean with vinegar then with bleach like in the same spots