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I like him a lot so I get nervous and don't ever know what to say. But the last text he sent was "Hahah just givin ya a hard time" what to say what to say. (: help a girl out(;

Me and my ex dated for a little over a month and he dumped me because we got in a text message fight (stupid I know) and I know I should have apologized and not have said some things but I didn't and I regret it. So during the fight he met with me in person and dumped me and never talked to me again. It's been a month and 5 days and we have had zero contact. I haven't even seen him and we live in the same dorm too. I want to talk to him and be with him again especially since our breakup was so quick and sudden and overall stupid. I just don't know how to go about talking to him again or what to say all I know is I have a pain in my heart that hurts like hell. I feel like I'm going to regret it so bad forever because I really liked him a lot.

He was my first boyfriend and we had only been dating a month. We got into a text message fight so he met me in person in the stair well of MY dorm (that I have to pass like 25 times a day) and said it's not gonna work out and walk away. I got up one flight of stairs before I started balling. At the end of the fight he was saying that I didn't care and originally the fight started by me getting mad because he never wanted to hangout. He was trying to say how he is always busy but even when he was doing nothing he didn't want to hangout. It's been two days after he dumped me and he is all I can think about.Yesterday I took cute pictures with a different guy and put them on facebook and made one my profile picture and it got more likes than everything else on my facebook has gotten haha. I only did it to make my ex jealous (which is really immature I know I know). The guy I took pictures with got three messages from his friends telling him how beautiful I was so that made me feel less like a rejected piece of ****. All throughout our relationship everyone told me that I was too good for him but I liked him so much I thought he was perfect. I still really like him and I want him to want me back. However, would I want to re date someone who I know will most likely dump me again and just hurt me all over again like I am feeling now? My heart just hurts really bad and I want him so bad it kills. ):

He was my first boyfriend and we had only been dating a month. We got into a text message fight so he met me in person in the stair well of MY dorm (that I have to pass like 25 times a day) and said it's not gonna work out and walk away. I got up one flight of stairs before I started balling. At the end of the fight he was saying that I didn't care and originally the fight started by me getting mad because he never wanted to hangout. He was trying to say how he is always busy but even when he was doing nothing he didn't want to hangout. It's been two days after he dumped me and he is all I can think about.Yesterday I took cute pictures with a different guy and put them on facebook and made one my profile picture and it got more likes than everything else on my facebook has gotten haha. I only did it to make my ex jealous (which is really immature I know I know). The guy I took pictures with got three messages from his friends telling him how beautiful I was so that made me feel less like a rejected piece of ****. All throughout our relationship everyone told me that I was too good for him but I liked him so much I thought he was perfect. I still really like him and I want him to want me back. However, would I want to re date someone who I know will most likely dump me again and just hurt me all over again like I am feeling now? My heart just hurts really bad and I want him so bad it kills. ):

It fell out when I was sleeping its one of the elbow wrap around studs. tips/ help please!

This one guy who I go to college with added me on facebook and then we started messaging and then texting then skyping . Once when we were skyping he texted me saying I was really pretty but he was too shy to say it. Then we met up at school. (with a bunch of people). He said he thought hanging out with me was going to be super fun but he was wrong and when I said I liked dubstep and knew what hookah was that I wasn't as bad as he thought I was. (rude). He also checked out every girl and talked about the girl he hooked up with the night before to his friend who was also with us. His friend kept putting his arm around my shoulder and playing with my hair. At one point he texted me get it and then his friends name later. It was weird so I just left. I thought the first guy hated me because he thought I was boring and only talked about every hot girl in the dorm and was flirting with a girl he was texting and reading the conversation out loud. Why does he text me everyday sometime more than once a day? I don't get it.

This one guy who I go to college with added me on facebook and then we started messaging and then texting then skyping . Once when we were skyping he texted me saying I was really pretty but he was too shy to say it. Then we met up at school. (with a bunch of people). He said he thought hanging out with me was going to be super fun but he was wrong and when I said I liked dubstep and knew what hookah was that I wasn't as bad as he thought I was. (rude). He also checked out every girl and talked about the girl he hooked up with the night before to his friend who was also with us. His friend kept putting his arm around my shoulder and playing with my hair. At one point he texted me get it and then his friends name later. It was weird so I just left. I thought the first guy hated me because he thought I was boring and only talked about every hot girl in the dorm and was flirting with a girl he was texting and reading the conversation out loud. Why does he text me everyday sometime more than once a day? I don't get it.

It's for my soc. class I didnt make it and it does have stupid questions

Pick which on you like better :)

Chicago or New York?

Cubs or White Sox?

Italy or Germany?

Flip flops or Uggs

Tan, pale, or normal?

Dark brown eyes or Light brown eyes?

Snow or Rain?

Christmas or fourth of July?

Brunette or Blonde?

Straight or Curly hair?

Bare Minerals Powder Foundation

Mousee Concealer

Mascara

Pencil eyeliner on waterline with black shadow so it doesnt come off

Liquid eyeliner on top lash line and winged out/ cat eye (not rediculous)

Bronzer applied using the E3 method

Blush on apples of cheeks

Bronzey Brown eyeshadow in crease

Creme eyeshadow as under brow highlight

When I list it out it seems like a lot but on my face it looks nice and no one has ever said it is too much and my mother will be brutelly honest haha

Which one?

Ok so I have always been the one that gets the guys attention and she never really did. Until recently she has a boyfriend of like one week at first I was all excited for her and now I am kind of (Really) jealous of her and thinking stuff like why does he like her over me and crap like that. Which sucks because she is my best friend and I REALLY don't want to cuase a fight becuase I'm being a jealous *****. Also my other friends have/ had boyfriends and it wasn't like this just her for some reason.

My grandpa died of lung cancer at like 4am today and I saw him yesterday at his house but I just said cya saturday but one of the last things he said was to never smoke and I smoke weed. Then he couldn't get air into his lungs in the middle of the night and he died in the ambulence on the way to the hospitol trying to breath :( I just feel like a horrible person

Like my life actually sucks so badly lately and its just all these little things and all of them added up are to much to handle. i didnt do anything and my parents wont let me go anywhere or see my friends and i put the cereal in the ******* cabinet away wrong and my sweet 16 got canceled. If I NICELY ask them to go somewhere they complain and tell me to ask the other parent until both of them say no and to go back to my room. Pretty much the only time i can leave is when i practice driving and today i make a couple of mistakes but not that badly or even dangerous and i kept getting yelled at and i cant to anything right and i failed my behind the wheel class and all my friends are getting their liscenses and cars and I can't even pass the class. And all my friends dont seem to miss me or that i havent seen them in like a month. And i broke my phone. My sweet 16 is coming up and it is just going to be another day. I JUST WISH I WAS FCCKING DEAD

This question is so stupid and probably doesn't even make since. It will probably be deleted in a couple of hours because it is just embarressing.

chicago black hawks win!!!!!!!

This is a wierd question but...

Some one doesn't want to go to sleep because it feels like morning time will come sooner.