Jayne

Is it safe?

No full meals.. just snacks, varying in types of food group.

Will I lose weight that way?

Okay so.. if you look on my profile, there is a question (you'll have to scroll to the bottomish).

I'm very shocked that my specialist and doctor suspect ASD, because of something to do with me being "concrete" in my thoughts/opinions, my "eye contact varying" and my anxiety being triggered by loud sounds sometimes.

Keeping that in mind, and having a read through my other question.. would ASD even pop up in your head!? I really don't know why they suggested it as a possibility..

Okay, it's not really like insomnia. I CAN sleep if I allow myself, but I keep choosing not to.

I do have mental issues such as the following -

Hearing voices

Hallucinating

Anxiety

Depression

Self Harm

3 Personalities

Reckless Behaviour (drinking, inhaling solvents, bruising and hitting myself)

So I don't know if they have anything to do with it (I'm getting a diagnosis soon but I haven't got one yet).

A month ago I took an overdose of ibuprofen and I was in hospital.The hospital I was sent to first was so busy I didn't get a bed so I didn't sleep AT ALL. Then I was referred to a different hospital where they had beds, and even then I didn't let myself sleep until about 12AM the following night. I stayed in all weekend.

Ever since then I just haven't wanted to sleep anymore. Not at first, but recently I've sort of.. stopped bothering.

I'll stay up all night on my computer/phone etc then at 5AM I will get ready for school and go.

I'd really like to know why I'm doing this.