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I had sex for the first time last Sunday and I had a tiny bit of bleeding, like a really small bit but the next morning it was like my period. Now my period was due anyway and it's been for the same amount of days it would be but much, much lighter and not as consistent. So I'm not sure what it is as it's not how my normal period would be?

So I keep getting this strong feeling of worthlessness. Like my friends don't need me, I'm not good enough for the people around me/ a relationship, I'm not going to achieve anything. And I'm not one of those people that doesn't do anything about it, I try my hardest to stay positive and surround myself with positivity however I always end up with this feeling. I've been having therapy for over two years now and it's helped but not to the point where I'm okay. I'm kind of at the end of my tether now as I don't know what to do to make myself feel better.

I've had this awful pain in my upper stomach on and off for quite some time now. It's very uncomfortable to lay on and if I move my stomach around it's also very uncomfortable. It's been this way for a good few months and I really do not know what it is. It comes and goes throughout the week although it's always uncomfortable to lay on. If I press down on the area even lightly it's very painful. Any ideas as to what this may be?

She knows I've been depressed before, she took me to the doctors and I got referred to CAMHS but she didn't know the severity of it. It's a lot worse than it was before, suicidal thoughts are almost always there. I don't find easy telling her stuff but I feel like I need to because I need help and I don't know what to do. I get really scared opening up to her, it's very awkward but as I said she needs to know. I wondered what the best possible way to tell her is?

I've been depressed for over a year now but it's never been this strong. I feel as though nothing is going to help me. I've tried lot's of things, I've also seen a psychiatrist before but a month or so after I felt just as bummed again. I do get suicidal thoughts although I know I'd never commit. I'm just really struggling to find anything that helps. I've never felt so isolated in my life. I don't have anyone to share my feelings with I mean I have friends but no one I trust. They don't understand the things I feel. I'm really at a loss of what to do.

Okay so I've been stretching my ear for a while now and I'm up to a 7mm and it's been in for months, around 3-4 and still won't go up to an 8mm. It's been well looked after and I haven't had trouble with it ( like pain etc). It's not too big of a size so I thought it would of been healed. Any help?

There's this guy that I used to talk to for like 6 months or so but we don't talk any more. I'm always thinking about him, like all the time and I get so jealous seeing him with other girls. It kills me knowing he's doing fine without me, I don't know how he feels towards me any more and it's awful. I wish we still spoke but I don't know what to do because yeah there's not much I can do.

I mean like as a teenager and such. I just wanted peoples opinions because personally, I'm not sure. You have people say they're in love all the time but not mean it. So yeah, just wondered other peoples opinions.

I've just been given my grandad's old camera and I was wondering what are the best films to use for fashion and such. I also enjoy landscape.

I don't particularly want to travel to a shop to have to get my films developed, so is there any places online I can search to send them or does anyone know of any places.UK based.

Well I went through depression and then things were looking great for a bit but now I feel awful again. I don't know how I got past it last time because I lost everyone I was close with through it and I don't want that to happen again. I just feel empty and horrible and am curious as to what I can do.

I don't like vampire romance or anything like that which all I seem to come across when I search for some good romance stories

they're one of my favourite bands and i was looking for others that capture emotion like they do. like really meaning lyrics?