jordanna

My anxiety and depression is ruining my life. It comes to the point where I feel CRAZY 24/7.

I can't take it no more.

I don't want to take any drugs for it. Soo...

My anxiety and depression is ruining my life. It comes to the point where I feel CRAZY 24/7.

I can't take it no more.

I don't want to take any drugs for it.

(no sad songs please)lol

I have high extreme anxieties. A lot of weird things happen to me that I can't explain.

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Has anyone you know overcame theirs without drugs?

Or, have you?

It's 2am and I'm really bored lol

Mine are

girls: Aaliyah, Jazmine, Keisha, Savannah

boys: Kyree, Tyree, Shawn

So I've been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks since I was 11 years old and then when I was 13 years old a sexual trauma happened and from there it got really worse. I started having DR and DP, panic attacks throughout the day, serve anxiety throughout the day. Then I started thinking I was going insane. I know I may sound crazy but every time I hear someone say ''crazy'' I always think they're talking about me. I'm sick of feeling like this. Can anxiety make me feel like this? Can anxiety make me go crazy? I don't know, it's just every time someone ignores me I always think ''why are they ignoring me? is it because I'm crazy?''

Is there any way I can stop this? I've been crying a lot lately, it feels like I'm going to have a mental breakdown soon. There is literally no one to talk to, I've tried asking for help but my family just ignores me and say ''you'll overcome it'' but it's been months and I'm sick of this!

Why do I keep having homicidal thoughts? It's really annoying. Like, I don't want to hit/kill someone at all. It's not me at all. I always think about hitting my teachers, my family. I also think about getting arrested and going to prison. Is it the anxiety/stress making me feel/think like this? I also think I'm going to get crazy soon, like I feel crazy. I'm in a lot of stress. Is the stress making me feel like this?

I really want to style my hair. Is there any way I can curl my hair without heat? My hair is dead straight. Even if I curl my hair, it won't last that long even if I spray hairspray on. Soo is there any way?

This stray dog I feed is pregnant. I'm really heartbroken. I'm really scared for her and her unborn babies. She's not actually a stray dog but she does hang around my neighbor's house and whenever this ugly guy comes out to sit. All he does to ''his'' dogs is abuse them. He throws rocks at them. He puts his foot over them until they start crying really hard. I did tell him to stop but all he does is do it worse. He chains them up if I do call him out. There are a lot of stray dogs where I live. They're all starving and abused. We do not have a shelter in our hometown or animal control :( .. I tired emailing people about it but they never responded!! Ok back to the story.. what should I do? I do feed her but whenever I do feed her my family gets really MAD at me. It's annoying. The guy is also thinking shooting her. I am so heartbroken. I love her so much.

Everyday I feel like I'm going crazy, or I'm crazy. I always tell myself that I'm going crazy or I'm going to be crazy soon! It scares me to death. I'm scared I'll actually go crazy and might not even know it.

Can anxiety cause you to actually become crazy?

I have no one to talk to at all about my anxiety. I've tried telling my mom to get me a therapist but she gets mad and says I'll be fine. I've had anxiety since I was 11 years old and it got worst when I was 13 years old. My physiatrist gave me zoloft but I don't want to take them because I'm scared I'll go insane... what should I do? :( I hate living like this, it would be better if I just died I don't care anymore I hate life.

Does anyone know why my cat is so aggressive? She started becoming aggressive when she got pregnant? After giving birth to 6 kittens she became more aggressive. She would run up to people and attack them if they came near her. She would only trust my mother, my little sister and I to come near her kittens. She's still like that? :/ . She doesn't play anymore at all. She used to love playing hide and seek with me but she doesn't do that anymore and that makes me sad :( lol.

I also noticed her ears are always bloody. Her ears are always itchy. Does anyone know why she's like this?

Also I can't take her to the vet, I live a rez and we do not have vets around here. :(

This is going to be long but hopefully you guys understand this. So basically back in 2012 something happened (sexual trauma) and I told my mom she didn't believe me, no one believed me. After a month of that assault I started having panic attacks and high anxiety ( I didn't know at the time ) so I told the police that happened, they took me me away for a while. My mom still didn't believe me. When I came back she forced me to tell the police I lied. Again I went to the clinic and they diagnosed me with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder. Then around January 2013 I started having flashbacks, I thought I was going insane. Now I realize that I really have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I have all the signs. I really want to get help, I'm sick of crying. I can't get help because I already told the doctor I lied but really I didn't. I'm so scared that I'll get more worse and actually go crazy. I've lost friends because of this anxiety. I can't deal with life anymore. I was 13 at the time. I'm 15 now and I feel like there is no hope for me in life. What should I do? What kind of self help should I do? I can't tell anyone at all. I try talking to my cousin about it but it feels like I'm annoying her. I don't know what to do? How can my mom now see the signs? I blame myself everyday. My mom was suppose to protect me, be there for me, believe me but she didn't? I'm so so angry! :(