L Dean Kermick

Hello, I really want my little girl to have babies. I want to use her because shes my little sweet heart and I'm ready to take care of babies. I have her mother as well. The one I want to breed her name is Pantera and shes about 6-7 months old. The male I want to use is around the same month old.

I actually have two males I could use as they're both brothers. The one of choice is a very large rat. lol He is about twice the size of my female. Would it be okay if I breed them together even though he is a lot bigger than her?

Another question I want answered is if it will be safe? I want assurance that something bad happening is less likely. I've already bought two rats from a pet store and they ended up being pregnant. (At the time I had no males) Their pregnancy went fine and nothing went wrong. The births were very unexpected. Pantera's shouldn't be any different right?

((The two rats I want to breed together are not related in ANY way.))

If they have baby's a couple of them will go to a friend of mine who wants rats and will most likely keep some of the baby's and the rest would go to a very nice Pet store. They are a family run store and all their animals are taken well cared for. My rats I give them are not given as feeder rats. I made sure of it.

I own 10 rats. 6 girls and 4 boys. I have 2 large cages for my boys and girls. They are ferret cages actually. They have fun it them. ((Alright back to the point)) I know how to take care of them. They get seeds and dried fruit which I buy for them. Its a high quality rat food. They also get peanuts, vegetables, and fruits. They are very healthy. My oldest rats are both about 2 1/2. They are doing great and are healthy as ever. :)

Please give me feedback. ((Please no copy and paste pieces from the internet. I want information and advise from YOU personally. ))

I want to get new clips to make amv's with but I don't know where a good place would be to download them. I've been trying for a while and can never find a good website to download the clips. I want them with no subtitles as well. Or raws.

Can anyone help? pretty please?

I really want to watch anime again. Lately I've just been reading a bunch of manga.

Does anyone know anime anime similar to Bleach or have any other good ones that would be worth watching?

I've seen

Vampire Knight

Bleach

Naruto

Wolf's Rain

Air Gear

D.N.Angel

I just finished reading Naruto and Bleach and really want to read a good yaoi manga. Any suggestions?

I weigh 230 lbs and have gained 60 lbs in the last year. I know its a lot, i'm also on an anti-psychotic which i think tripled my weight gain. I eat healthy but sometimes i'll eat alittle bit of something unhealthy.

I gained the weight so fast its unbelieavable. I was even wondering what the heck was going on. I really want to lose the weight. I've been trying. I'm diabetic now too. So i've got to watch what i eat. But i've been so sick :< Its hard for me to excersice.

So any tips on how to lose weight would be appreciated.

Thank you~

I just got a new rat today. Shes female. I got her out about an hour after i got her from the box she came in. When we held her she jumped really high and ran away. She ended up hiding under one of my dressers. We ended up getting her out after 15 minutes. She seemed fine.

We were going to put her in one of our old cages but it was really gross. Worse then we thought it was. So we went real quick and got her a new cage. We prepared it, got fresh food and water. Some toys, treats, a nesting bed. I went to get her out of the box she came in and discovered she had chewed the end of her tail.

There was quite a bit of blood at the bottom of the box. I guess it really wasn't a lot but her tail is all chewed up! It looks kinda scary. It looks similar to a candy cane actually. Dx Cause its red in stripes were she bit it.

Will she be okay? I was so excited to be getting a small rat. I heard they were very friendly and playful. If you know any good information about rats could you tell me?

Thank you.

Lately i have been craving milk and eggs. I've been drinking about 3-4 cups a day and about 5 eggs every other day. >w< But i'm also drinking a lot of water.

Anyone know why i'm craving these particular foods?

Alright, my cat everynight gets in bed with me and once i lay down he bites my blanket and starts kneading the blanket next to me. :'D But i also have a dog. He comes into my room at night to sleep and is beside my bed. When he does this my cat stops kneading my blanket and starts meowing at my dog. Its not just a casual meow. It sounds like hes saying no and its a low note sound.

If you dog gets up close to him my cat will bite him which is really unsual because hes usually really mellow.

Is my cat jelous or something

For the last couple of weeks my urine has been smelling sweet. Its worrying me because I had a talk with my mom and she said its a sign of diabeties. (sp?) I'm 16 and 230lbs. Although I don't look all that heavy. I still wear the same clothes from 2 years ago even though i had gained about 40 lbs.

I am self concious about my weight. But i've been put on anti psychotic, depression, and sleeping meds. Some side effects are weight gain and i've noticed i've been gaining a lot of weight quickly. I don't eat to much fastfood. I eat vegtables and fruit. I also drink a lot of water. I get some exercise.

I really don't want to be diabetic cause that would be one more pill to take. I can't stand this.

Someone talk to me please.

My mom and I have been sharing pills (we both take the same meds) and are now missing pills. We started out with a 30 day supply and its been 11 days. We both take 1 ambien every night. We should have 8 pills left. They are all gone. I know my mom didn't take them because she goes to bed before me and I go to bed after her.

The only other person who could have stolen them would be my sister. She used to lie and steal a lot but could never get her to admit she stole anything. Even if she was caught right in the act. Do you think she might have hidden them for her personal use? Or used them. Any ideas to a hiding spot? What should me and my mom do?

I'm thinking of asking her later tonight but I'm sure she'll say she didn't do anything. I'm getting more ambien in a week and really need to sleep. I'm schizophrenic and myv symptoms get worse whenever I don't sleep. I'm so frustrarted right now.

Anyones opinion would be appreciated.

So theres this girl...and shes really weird. I don't know what to do around her. She dresses like a guy and had black emo style hair. i dunno and she draws and reads a lot. She hardly talks at all and when she does her voice is kind of timid. But I made her mad the other day because I took shoulder bag and dropped it on the floor. (I don't know what I was thinking) She asked to leave the classroom for a bit and then came back about 10 minutes later.

I asked one of her friends what was up with her and they blabbed about how she has a coupel of disorder like psychotis or something? and depression. I've seen scars on her arms. She also has anxiety. She walks funny and stutters over her words a lot. Like saying the same word like 4 times and then continueing on with her sentence like nothing happened.

I don't know how to act around her anymore and should I be her friend? We do talk sometimes and shes nice. How should I act around her??

Whenever I think of my past friends I always get this deep ache in my chest. It hurts and almost makes me feel hollow. What is this feeling? loneliness? Sadness?

Please Help. I know this is probably a stupid question. :/

I have no friends at all. None. I haven't had anyone over for almost 3 years. I have high anxiety so its hard for me to be around people. I wasn't at school for half the year and went back during Second semester. I also have psychosis and depression. And OCD and a sleeping disorder. I'm sure I look like a freak.

I have deep bruises under my eyes from no sleep and I look like a guy. (i'm a girl) My hair is short and people tend to avoid me. No one talks to me and I don't think of myself as I bad person. I'm nice and friendly. and I'm not ugly. :P

Its kind of hard to be at school with no friends. It just makes me sad because my 16th birthday is the 21st of april and I wont have any friends to celebrate it with me.

*sigh*

I could really use some help on how to make some friend or something. :< I'm terribly lonely.

I've been taking Seroquel for sleep every night for the past two weeks. It makes me feel terrible and I'm taking a very low dose. It makes me feel dizzy and lightheaded. I also have throbbing headaches. I honestly feel lke I have the flu. In the morning when I get up for school I can barely get up and I feel like a zombie. It sucks.

I was suppossed to be put on an actual sleeping medication instead of a medicine just to make me tired.

The doctor told me there was no medicine out there that could help keep me asleep. Hes full of bullshit because I've taken Ambien before to help me sleep. It really helped. The doctor just won't listen to me.

But anyways, is Seroquel suppossed to make me feel this way?

D:

http://i189.photobucket.com/albums/z257/dogGirl101...

I've had a lot of people who couldn't tell the difference. What do you think?

I sometimes bite my lip really hard until it bleeds and then scratch myself over and over with plastic until it draws blood. I usually do this when I'm frustrated or just feeling like ****. :< I also have major depression with psychosis. Should I tell my therapist about this?

I'm having a hard time and I hear and see things that aren't there. I've recently got sent to a mental hospital and they put me on an anti depressent and and antiphycotic. I also suffer from severe anxiety and it keeps me from school. I have strange ideas even though I keep telling myself its not true i think it is. Like someone putting numbing medicine in my tooth paste and candy. Another is someone putting soap in my coffee and cookies that I made. My parents don't understand me.

I smell and taste things that aren't there and I have a hard time talking about what I need to say. Like theres a wall in front of what I need to say. Its happening right now. its confusing and the doctors atthe hospital said I have major depression. The only symptom of that is sadness for me. But I have a feeling of being in the middle. Not really sad or happy. Just there.

Voices told me to hurt myself, so I did. Thats what sent me to the mental hospital in the first place. I have now gotten very mad/irritated with my family. Expecially my siblings and I argue and get angry. This is very unusual for me. Usually i'm very calm and quiet. Something is wrong, and no one will listen to me. except my counseler and i will be seeing him on friday.

But I want someone elses opinion. Please feel free to ask questions because I'm having a brain block and can't think of anything else to write. thanks.

~L

I've been working on my drawing skills for about 4 years and am now 15. My drawing style has changed a lot and I have finally found my own style. Its took a while but I found it. xD Its just whenever people see my drawings they kind of turn away and never really tell me what they think. They just say 'its good'. It frustrates me and I don't know what to do to make them better or more appealing. I've tried and tried and have even been studying anatomy for both humans and animals.

Here is some of my work here. ---------> http://insanitysopensky.deviantart.com/gallery/

So I'm 15 and just recently I've been seeing this guy in my room. His name is Salem and he tells me everything about him. I talk to him a lot when I'm alone. At night I can sometimes here someone call my name but i'm never sure. One of my friends had told me that I was acting strange one day and had been talking to thin air. I had ignored her and told her i was remembering something and talking to myself. But the truth was I thought someone was there talking to me.

I'm suffering from depression right now and I do have anxiety problems. I hardly ever smile and I don't look happy. ever. My face is practically stuck in an expressionless look. I look tired all the time because i can't sleep and i'm miserable.

I'm wondering if this might be an imaginary friend or something but it seems so real to me. I'm kinda scared. Salem will sometimes ask me to do things that are bad but I never get caught. I sneak out one night and another night I broke something outside that belonged to my mom. ugh its crazy.

Can someone give me some advise. Should I tell someone like my parents or my counselor?

all the time my cat will knead my blankets. its usually only at night when I'm getting ready to sleep. Once he did it when I was sitting in a chair curled up in a blanket while I was sick. I've always thought of it as a way he was attaching himself too me? He purrs alot and will sometimes lay on my stomach in the middle of the night. Also i can't keep my door closed or else he'll tear up my carpet outside the door and meow. Which usually makes me get up if my mom closes the door.

He even sleeps in my clothes and likes to lick my face. xD

so, anyone know why he might be doing this exactly?