Polo

Basically a friend I drifted from is trying to give me magic mushrooms for free and I was saying about how I just keep it to alcohol and not anything else. He goes onto say that kills testosterone and increases oestrogen. Is this true or a pack of lies??

I know that relationships don’t necessarily bring happiness, and I can say that my last one didn’t bring happiness to my life as I was still struggling with being depressed + her baggage. Despite saying this, I’m still struggling to get rid of the frustration seeing she moved on quickly and I’m still single. Like fs I’ve only met up with one girl since I got dumped and got no action. 

Why am I still looking for one, and how can I shake this frustration away?

Does it make me look bad if I don’t have a job when talking to girls even though I am studying as an undergraduate at college? Doing electrical engineering by the way (not like that matters, just for context)

Is it lol

Basically had this girl add me on Facebook who at first seemed quite pretty only to see she’s 16 so then it got me thinking “this would be wrong to try and pursue surely?” 16 is the age of consent in uk for any Americans seeing this but surely still a bit weird. Just looking for your opinions!

It just seems to be no matter the circumstance I can never shake off this feeling of depression. If I see my friends yeah it helps for a few hours but when I leave I'm back to square one. **** even when I had a gf I was still feeling depressed and suicidal and she only added to it when we were together because she would give me a hard time over the dumbest things. I still am wanting a new one when I know it won't make me happy. I've started taking snus as a coping mechanism as I'm a social drinker only. This coronavirus pandemic (lockdown) is only making things worse as there is nothing to do to try and take my mind off of my thoughts.

They are ever-present and nothing is working, I just want to be free from my thoughts. Yes, this is a cry for help because I'm scared to talk to my friends about my problems because I don't want to upset them in case they're going through anything similar. It's hard for me to get my thoughts out over the phone as well due to me having ASD. The only hobby I really have at the minute is watching football (soccer) on the TV since I'm unable to attend games at the moment. 

I was exercising during the first lockdown because that's all I could've done but now my motivation to do that has completely eroded. 

So all in all, I just want to know how I can erase these feelings; I just want inner peace.

My ex moved on from me straight away and it makes me so angry she deserves suffering for the **** she done to me. Why can’t she just die?!?!