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Ok so my penis is so hard and i am interested in having sex but i am used to jerking off to someone i know for years but now i have a girlfriend i don't want to jerk off to that person i want to have sex with my new girlfriend.

i am 25 years old lost my virginity 2 years ago yeah i was a virgin and a nerd but now i am hitting the gym and i am going out and socializing and this is the second girlfriend in two years.

When my girlfriend is giving me oral sex i am ejaculating but a little bit and i can't even feel it i just enjoy my dick being sucked.

when i do it with my hand i ejaculate quickly but when i put it in her pussy or her mouth i don't get the same feeling as when it is in my hand or thinking about the person that i am used to jerking off to.

i tried imagining her the person i jerk of too but i felt like it's cheating. my sex is lasting 45 minutes guys i don't know what to do. i could go more but i don't want to make her tired.

what do i do?

ok so i was christian few months ago. i never had sex and believe in sex after marriage. but now since i am an atheist i don't care if a girl is virgin or not as long as i love her.

now i haven't lost my virginity and i am so horny. i was wondering it it would be fair if latter on i find someone who is virgin girl and it fair that i marry her when i am not.

she kept herself for the one person. i feel like keeping myself too for the one girl but i changed my standards now i don't mind if i marry a girl who is not virgin anymore. so would it be fair if i am not a virgin man marry a virgin girl?

ok today is my first day of being an atheist. well i officially told my family and everyone. i feel nervous about it to be honest. i don't believe in the bible anymore is brainwashing me. i know it was written 300 A.C and edited by people. there is no reason to believe in god. Christianity was the only religion made sense to me. but now i lost faith in Christianity and i never want to join any religion.

everything i though about logically when iw a a christian the reason i didn't leave was because of hell it was scary. i also discovered that hell was a made up Jews never believed in hell. and where the word hell originated which encouraged me more to criticized Christianity. i felt like hell was the scaring technician that kept me going in Christianity. i really don't fear death but what kind of loving god will allow me to burn forever just because he sent some text i didn't believe it was from him.

lets say someone claimed that a letter was written by your parents. do they burn you in hell for not believing it was from them? why would god burn me if i don't believe some people saying they got a text message for me from him?? you get what i mean? lol i was a christian because i wanted to believe in god.

Ok so I rent a granny flat. I have a Telstra cable internet there but not adsl. I connected the cable internet. The real estate said we can get a cable internet from the front house. But now people came to the house their only option is to get adsl it s available there they have a socket but we don t have adsl socket. So our only option is cable. The question is since they don t know this if they connect the cable internet will mine be canceled? Or what will happen? I m on a 2 yeas contract with Telstra and it has been only 9 months. Can the claim the internet fro us. Since in out less it says there should be internet thanks guys

ok i just got a puppy German Shepherd she is 4 months old. she keeps licking my face and mostly around my moth and lips to be honest i am not use to a dog licking my face. i was wondering if it's safe to let my dog lick my face. i have the puppy for 3 days now she is used to me and my sister.

also every time i play with my dog i go wash my hands and my face. she has been injected already and safe to be around humans. her next injection is after 6 months.

he sleeps in my bed too. i just want to know what i'm doing wrong and what i'm doing right. i'm making her live in the house it's two bed rooms house with a living room and dinning area.

ok is not that i feel insecure about it i never looked at myself down when she laughs at me every time i ask questions.

sometimes in bible study i ask questions well a bit more than everyone else since they don't even ask questions at all but when the priest says "any questions" i always rise my hand and some times my questions are funny and make people laugh on purpose . i like to make people laugh and laugh with me. but some people i feel they try so hard to laugh at me but not with me no matter how much i try to make them laugh at the joke.

when ever i speak even if it's not funny she start laughing and whispering to her guy friends for some reason and they look at me. i don't even know her. i just want to know if she has insecurity or something like this. it really doesn't bother me what she thinks of me but i want to know what is her problem why she acts like this.

i feel like she judges me so hard and i have never given her something she can judge me on. i never done something that makes me look less than others. i am very confident guy in myself. and also the guys were kind of complaining like "here's another question" when i asked a question to the priest. and the priest never minds he always answers my question. he tells stories and i tell similar stories too like some guys there. but i am the only one she laughs at for some reason. and is not the nice one but the one where she is mocking me and whispering to her friends.

ok so i get money from centrelink because i don't work it has been about 6 months and now i have to do work for the dole. it's like working for free and getting 500 every two weeks.

don't get me wrong i love working i would love it if work for the dole will help me finding the job i want. the problem is work for the dole is just picking up rubbish from the street or picking up weeds. it's just like an insult and i want to work in real estate agent how picking up weeds and packing stuff will help improve my skills in real estate and built confidence in me?. i used to work but i got fired for no reason.

i told centrelink instead of work for the dole let me work for a real estate agent for 25 hours just like work for the dole at least i learn something. but they refused and want to make me their slave. modern slavery.

i know guys you going to tell me your opinion on work for the dole i don't disagree but i disagree on what the work for the dole is. it's just no help and i am not a lazy man i want to work so badly even anything i want money not been centrelink slave. so i think my human rights has been breached and i want to lunch a compliant on this website of Australian human rights

https://humanrights.gov.au/complaints/make-complai...

ok I applied for a course in tafe it's a part time course. It says I should attend from 9:30 am until 4:30 pm and its three Saturdays. What does that mean? Is it three weeks or three Saturdays only?

I paid 550 dollars for it it starts on next Saturday.

i am an anime fan and i love Dragon ball z and one piece. my mate said it s like one piece. since i have to wait every week for one piece episodes i feel like watching another anime. so is it worth watching is it close to one piece?

okay in the past two or three months i almost every once a week drunk full bottle of sake (cheap one) if you don t know what sake is it s type of Japanese alcohol made from rice and is rice wine. i also drunk full bottle of wine after two weeks anyway in total after 2 months i drunk 4 bottles of sake and 3 of wine all of these in 3 months or something can t remember. so for example is drinking one bottle in one day and wait for 2 weeks or one and drink another.

i am not a drinker not alcoholic i just drink for fun alone.

before 3 days i did a blood test out of the blue and found out that my liver is a bit damaged the doctor said do you drink alcohol? he said ether is because of alcohol or something else he said. i will do another blood test to check out if it is the other thing which is scary i forgot what it was the name of that thing and or is because of alcohol. my question is could alcohol really damage my liver this fast? hurt it? my be because of cheap sake? or wine. i buy the 5 dollars sake which is very cheap other stores is 27 dollars and something like that. wine i buy the 15 dollars one plus. i hope is because of alcohol not something else. what you guys think?

i am filling a form and these questions sound the same and they are under each others do i write same my home address? i am doing that but is not filling the occupation bar when i am typing for example 12/12 Parker street Liverpool N.S.W 2170 Sydney Australia on the present address when i am pasting it in occupation is't like this "12/12 Parker street Liverpool N.S.W 2170 Sydney Aus" and this form is for the Canadian embassy what do i do? the name of the form is Imm 5645 you can look it up online. please someone help

why do i get o nervous while i watch soccer game when it's finals for example champion league. last champion league i got so nervous i thought i will have heart attack my hands started been very numb.

i go for real Madrid and it was semi finals BVB vs real Madrid the last 15 minutes we played very good we almost won we had to score 3 goals to win and in last 10 minutes we scored 2 and i started getting so nervous also i had panic attacks i thought it's the time i die it was so scary for me i love watching soccer games but i also use to suffer from anxiety and panic attack at that time. and from that day i am afraid to get over excited and have these feelings back. i'm thinking of watching it with mates a group of mates better so i feel more safe. we have match tomorrow at 4:45 am and i am nervous about it afraid to get that feeling again the last minutes make my heart rise and my hands numb. we haven't won the champion league in 11 years so i was 12 years last time we won champion league we are the best team in the world but only champion league it has been hard for us. i get so excited and nervous afraid to lose or they score.

how do i get rid of this. last time i was trying not to think of the game and go walk away but i did and did some breathing and it worked a little bit but when i got in to watch he game i was nervous again. help me this feeling is killing me i want to enjoy it not scare of heart attacks when my heart rise. please help me what to do.

okay i cry when it's emotional moment in anime like one piece. i don't want to spoiler for anyone i will write down the part that made me until now emotional i am up to episode 630 now so if you are not up to that episode don't read the next line.

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When Ace dies i cried allot also when luffy is all covered in poisen while try to save ace from the Imble Down and how he start screaming ace!!!.

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so what i am saying is it okay to cry on anime some times i feel embarrassed i say it's just anime but it really gets me into it!! so much i love one piece!!! i love anime in general i am 23 years old man :)

i always when i tried to quit smoking i always felt stressed depressed anxiety i even learned these words because i am sick and tired of them.

as any smoker or ex smoker i tried quitting several times. once i tried and a friend made me come back i tried for one week once i tried for 3 days and i went back. i was 13 when i started smoking so at the age of 16 i tried many times and failed so i kipped on going until 18 i quit for 3 weeks i felt so depressed and panic attacks. i never knew what was that feeling it was the first time i get it and on that day i also had fever so it made it worst for m. anyway i went back to smoking again until the age of 21 i quit for 6 months i didn't smoke anything and after these 6 months i started smoking shisha i don't know if you know what is that but it has 0.1 nicotine in it. i smoked that for 6 months so now it's a year with no smoking. i wont lie i smoked one or two or even lets say 5 cigarettes in this whole year. i use to hate smoking a lot i only smoked when i was drunk or something.

anyway after i wanted to quit shisha i went back to cigarette for 2 or 3 months i don't remember now it has been 3 months i didn't smoke shisha but smoked cigarette. i quit cigarette now it has been 4 days i feel a little bit of urge to smoke but when i think away it goes away it doesn't bother me allot. i mean it's weird i am not struggling that's why i don't even feel any problem in my head it's just a little bit of urge to smoke and it goes away when i don't think about cigarette. is that okay? i mean of course i am happy because i am not struggling to quit lool but it's weird i was expecting a much of a big challenge like before you know. so is it normal?

okay my internet speed is over 100mbps cable from telstra. i was told this is IPV6 i enabled in wow ipv6. do i have ipv6?? in World of Warcraft it says don't enable ipv6 if you don't have it it's teh next generation internet if you enable it and you don't have it you will be band for ever. i am afriad to enable it i have the option though.

if you don't know how to check if i have ipv6?? i went to my network and right click on eather net and went to properties and there was boxes checked and there was some boes says IPV6 was checked does taht mean i have it or no? if you are not sure tell me how to find out please thanks :)

okay someone today got stabbed in our building it was someone who lives there not sure. we rented the unit for 6 months and it has been now less than a moth and we need to move do you think we can break the contract because there was crime in the building?? is there anyway to do it? they also knock our door by accident they thought this was the house the victim was in.

okay guys now i don't have allot of money to practice acting in acting schools and i found my actin skills in high school so all i did acting was in high school i did very good the teacher advised me to keep on acting when i finish school because i am naturally skilled i have the talent to be an actor all teachers helped me. they all love my acting the only problem i had i was a lazy student i didn't do all my essays at school i use to fail at them of my poor English like you need to know allot of English to pass since English is my second language here. i have been only 6 years in Australia.

anyway i have no idea what to do now i even feel like i lost my confidence on stage. i want to be a movie actor more than theater actor anyway my dream is to go to Hollywood. but i don't know where i start from. if i go to drama school i don't have enough money and i am afraid to lose my skills and already depressed i am now looking for a job so i get my dream to be reality. what should i do at home to keep my acting skills up? while i work as a hairdresser and get enough money to study drama.

how did luke know that jesus said "god forgive them they not knowing what they doing" if he wasn't there? only john was there. i want answers from Christians only please and i am no thaving a lake of faith all i want is knowing thanks

who's in the American pentagon and their names if that okay to even ask i just want to know

okay i went to the job interview for hairdressing repentance and he asked me "are you aware of what to do" i said yeah he replied again it's like i didn't understand the question. so i explained to him that what i will do in the job i said "well washing hair and drying it and cleaning the floor. it looked at him like he knew i didn't understand the question. can you please guys tell me what does he mean by that? i am afraid to apply to any job because i don't know what to tell them for example there is a jobs don't say what is the role should i say depending on my role?