Sarah

It’s apparently made with milk, caronated water, and flavored syrup which doesn’t sound that great. Is it an actual thing??

I left school during Christmas break leaving my car in the back of the dorms. The school was not selling winter parking permits at the time I left. They started selling them early January. I bought it and came back with a temporary pass only to find I got a $54 ticket because my permit expired January 3 and I got back the 6. (School wasn't even in session then though and didn't start until January 8). I had no way of coming back to my car considering I live 8 hours away by car and plane tickets are costly and I shouldn't have to cut off family time short to put a permit on my car. Do I have a reasonable shot at appealing this?

I don't. If you think about it we're all sheep. We're born, go to school for decades, get a job, then work until we die basically. The world is just getting worse. People are too sensitive now and everyone is divided and offended easily. The cost of living is too high and everything is corrupt.

For me, everyday is the same. I try to make it different but I feel like I'm stuck and I can't get out and it's been like this for at least ten years. I don't have many friends and my boyfriend is far away. I'm really only close to my mom. And I'm entering my fifth year of college and it's hard, stressful, and gives me anxiety. I'm in school to be a nurse but it's just making me more anxious. Don't get me wrong I love it, but still. I'm depressed and constantly wish I could just not be here. I don't enjoy life. I'm not suicidal or anything. But everyday it's a struggle for me to get up and be happy and enjoy myself. I could be the happiest some days but in the back of my mind it's still there. My depression.

I feel like most people are the same and most things are the same and I'm so young but I feel old. I know a lot of people have it worse off than I do. But I just have a hard time believing this will ever get better. It's a chore to wake up each day. I feel like most people are happier than I am. I can't really put into words how crappy I feel most of the time. And I really don't know how to get better.

I love my boyfriend and I'm happy with him but a few things concern me. I just found out he likes to stick things up his butt. Not just his fingers but vegetables like cucumbers. He bought a case at Costco not just because he likes them but because he also likes to put it up his butt. He said he's too afraid to get a toy at a store out of embarrassment.

He also likes being dominated and doesn't really like dominating.

I like a man who is masculine and I love being dominated. I told him this and he understands and doesn't hold it against me. And I'm happy with him. I don't mind compromising and being the one in charge every now and then. But it's not like it was my first choice.

And knowing this it just weirds me out a little. It makes sense because I know he has a prostate so that must feel good. But going so far as to buy cucumbers for it instead of just simple fingering is a little strange. I'm not concerned he's gay but I'm just concerned with how I feel. Is there anyway to come to terms with this? Maybe I'm over reacting? Serious answers please.

I'm not good for my boyfriend. We were friends for two years before we got together. When we did it was amazing at first. But I tend to really show how I feel when I'm close to someone. I've been depressed severely for about a decade now and nothing helps life is always the same for me no matter what and I'm just sick and tired of it. I've talked to a counselor but it didn't work she didn't give me any advice just listened to me. Most of the time life sucks for me especially at night. I feel like crap being so far away from home and my boyfriend. I cry every now and then I feel like punching a wall and most of all I'm irritable and I'm an angry person because it is that hard for me to deal with sometimes. I take it out on my boyfriend and he is tired of it. Because I'll sit and dwell on things for hours. Sometimes it's like I want to be mad or upset or sad because I just hate how I feel most of the time. I know what I'm doing to him but it's hard to change. Hard to not push someone away when you feel terrible most of the time. I'm a negative person and I'm self destructive in that way. Don't get me wrong I have happy moments. I'm happy with him especially in person. But in general I feel alone I don't have a lot of friends at this new school. Even if I put myself out there no one is interested or I lose contact with people. I care but then I don't care at the same time. I feel like he's better off without me, a nice girl close by but I don't want to give up to? Any ideas?