Wahya

In April I lost my mother and within a week or so I bottled and moved on. Fast forward to 3 weeks ago I went on hurricane relief with my work place and worked very long hours and started waking up feeling like dreadfully alone and significantly more anxious than normal. My anxiety kept ramping up until I got home, but I wasn't right. 

My anxiety continued and Friday before last my counselor asked me if I have any flashbacks and I said I did of when my mother took her last breathe and ran out of the house. I started crying and all Saturday I wanted to cry. Sunday I wanted to cry as well, but I felt awful. Then Sunday after a long shift I wept uncontrollably and became confused and felt unsafe for even existing. 

The following morning before admitting myself to the psych department at my local hospital I woke up to feeling like my room was foreign and I wanted to run out of my house. What could this be? PTSD or?

I want a relationship, but I feel bottle-necked by my personality type. I look good, fit, sharp witted, but absolutely terrible at flirting. I can have stellar intellectual conversations, but mentally processing flirting can have me looking like a deer in the headlights.

I actually get a fair bit of attention from women, but in terms of flirting I am so dull witted. Thoughts, advice?

I am trying to get toned and fit, but my metabolism runs so high that it burns some of my blood sugar regularly. So even though I do have good foods in my diet I do end of with too much sugar on the front end of the day. Usually if I don't my legs could give out on me. Ideally I would like a breakfast that can be kept in my vehicle and last as long as a pop tart does in my stomach. Protein is good to push drops off, but is there anything like that already prepared and sealed?

I am going to be 26 next month, and been willingly single for the past five and a half years. However, I don't want to be alone forever. I am a relatively handsome man, I get looks a good bit. Though I am not a virgin, I have been clean since I converted to Christianity several years back. My concern is in my age group is sex mostly expected outside of marriage by most women? I do want to pursue a relationship, but I don't want to backslide on my commitments.

I am working on a story, and I want goblins to be a chaotic good. Ideas or stories I might draw inspiration from?

Just wanting an example. This is a state agency, and I don't really know of anything emotionally engaging regarding the agency. Thoughts?

I graduated in December with a BSA in horticulture, and had I known more I probably would have majored in Agr Ed. I live in the West part of Ky which is largely rural. Most of the good jobs I have seen are near larger cities such as St. Louis or Nashville. I would like to stay relatively local to my family, but also not have to mow and weedeat my entire existence. I had considered going back to get my teaching certificate, but it will take me two more years on top of my degree, and about $16,000 more in debt. However, that is a large amount of time and money for now out of my way. Anyways I don t have to make much at all, I d be happy to make $15-$20 an hour something to make me feel like I can be independent. I could just use some advice right now.

I want to know because I have about $220 in my current project and I would like an idea of how much money I saved building my PC instead of buying one. The motherboard also supports up to 32 gb of ram and supports a 4.0 octicore. It was fun regardless to put a full rig together. It isn't a monster, just a project so please legitimate non-snarky answers please.

It's a ligitament question as I just ordered a 1050 to replace a 730 and I would like to know what to expect. I couldn't find them on the same chart to compare as I guess the 730 is so outdated. I want to play Quantum Break and some newer games. So please good feedback only.

I have a tower with a 2.93 quad core, and I was upgrading stuff but it needs a bigger power supply but the present motherboard doesn't support my 400w power supply and the power supply adapter for the micro-ATX fitting didn't work. So I was thinking of swapping motherboards, but it looks like they all require the same type of power supply that mine does... Any info for me?

The bloom time I am looking at is July through September.

I bought a 24 pin mini adapter for a 980 optiplex large tower. It had the mini board and so it needed an adapter to use my 400w power supply. It fit snugly but it won't power on. I got it from Walmart's website, but what might be wrong with it?

I got an Optiplex 980 I am fidgeting with and it came with an i7 quad core 2.93 and 8gb of ram. The video card sucked as it was refurbished at some local shop. I swapped one of the 2gb chips out for a 4gb chip giving it 10gb of ram, and put a GTX 730 graphics card I got from a close out store for $4. It also has a 465gb hard drive. It has a 255W power supply in it that apparently was stock. My brother said it should handle it because the Dell power supplys are a lot better. However, I don't want it to short out. I tried to have my 400W put in it but it wouldn't match up. So what size and what type of power supply would I need? Note this is just a project, so please helpful answers.

I am thinking of putting gooseberries on the east side where it is shaded and where they can get nitrogen from the autumn olive, but I'd like some ideas for something different.

I assume I can because Jovi pre-stratifies their seed before sending it, but I have never done it. So can I just leave my seeds in the barn all winter and seed them in the Spring?

I want to travel to Argentina as a supplement to my education in agriculture. One of the required essays asks about cultural goals, and I was wondering what would be good examples of this? I certainly want to experience life outside of American daily life and I will be likely speaking Spanish while in the country, and also I will definitely be examining cultural agriculture practices. So what are three quick cultural goals or examples that could be achieved by going.

I grow all kinds of stuff, but I bought some bamboo recently specifically for eating and I was wondering aside from stuff like goji berries what are some neat Asian edibles I could grow in zone 7/8