Heiress Rhodes

How did you go through it? Did you have several nightmares about it?

Ok...It doesn't happen only one but several times. Anyway, I'm 18, never had a boyfriend.

I dream of this man named Per Se (i don't know the spelling but his name pronounces as per sE) and happened to be my boyfriend. And interesting part is that I already mentioned many times his name in my dreams!!

Our relationship isn't so ordinary and he seemed to be a year older than me and also a college student from another school, it seemed.

We we're both too much fond of playing dirty (as in sexually active). And I feel so dirty being with this unseen guy..

So what does this mean?? I don't know anybody else named Perse or Pierce nd so mad dreaming this kind of guy.

I know but I had a dream one night where I was in a large and big luxury hotel. it was really big that the rooms are not in numbers as were in words. just like my room in that dream was a word beginning with letter E.

But my room was under another room again, I mean, all words that fall under letter is separate from other room chambers(like of letter F,G,H, etc) and have its own cafe, chat room, garden, etc.

it was totally big hotel!!!

This days, I'm now in a big university campus building.

Recently, in one of my subjects for only once a week and we students enrolled in this subject are many and we use the university gym as our classroom. Then a guy sat down next to me who have a different code smiled at me but I don't know who he is. During the class, he kept looking at me and smiling like he's a maniac or a retarded. He kept looking at me for the entire time and I don't know what to do and I don't want to shout at that time because of the crowd!

When a teacher told a joke in front, I and my girl seatmates and classmates laugh together and at that, he continued to laugh and looking at me as if I'm laughing with him. I don't even know who he is and he kept pushing himself to sit beside me as I was trying to avoid him! And I can't forget that! I want to tell it to my adviser but I just don't want to because I lack proof and I don't know if he's a retarded abnormal person.

By the following days, I already had a trauma of that guy and he seemed to familiarized my face and even seemed to follow me. One time, this Thursday as me and my girl classmate were sitting there waiting for the time for our next subject, we're talking great and after that, I sense that somebody is sitting beside and I look who it is and it was him! I've told this dilemma to my classmates who are close to me but I have no proof to tell to my adviser because he seemed to be a normal when I see him on our once in a week class. But the problem is that he looks at me and also to others like a retarded person!

Can somebody tell me if he's really a retarded or a maniac?

How did you become a writer?

I mean, how did you write? Why? I mean, I know this question is a bit confusing but my point is what are the reasons you write?

Argh, what made you to write a story in the first place you found yourself writing a story.

I mean, what does it look like or does it appear near the nipple?

I'm confuse about breast cancer lumps.

This past days, I feel that my breasts were a bit achy. Perhaps caused by my tight bra or these lumps. These lumps near my nipple (left breast) look like acne or pimple and am not sure if these were cancerous or not.

Please, help. Were there any teenagers died because of breast cancer?

I need GREAT help, fellow writers.

My problem is that I don't much write these times. I mean, got to help to schedule my time for writing so that I could publish it in March.

What I do during weekdays were:

>in the morning where I have a driving lessons and got busy in the morning (before I live the house, I spent 2 hours to eat, take a bath, do simple chores)

>in the afternoon, usually here in an internet cafe

I want to write in the whole afternoon but I got always prevented by writer's block and watching TV programs (nonsense)

(Please, do e-mail me to know what am now.)

Could anyone out there cheer me up with your jokes? I need to be cheer up. If you want what am now, visit my profile.

I live near Bauio City, in part of La Trinidad, Benguet.

Where in Baguio City, Philippines can I buy Twilight novel? I already gone to National Bookstore but Twilight isn't there (Breaking Dawn is only there) and I'm so frustrated.

Anyone, please, tell me where in Baguio? Or online (but I think it's much costly if I order online).

I'm a suicidal person right now I'm a writer too and I want/need publish novels. I'm seventeen this year and living here in the Philippines were poverty truly exists. What I've done this recent months or days were:

a) I dropped out from my college degree (Nutrition and Dietetics) cause I couldn't anymore concentrate studying, I'm not happy for what I'm doing and often tell myself that I don't face the world when I'm going in school and not happy, though

b) I told my parents and aunts about dropping our from college but they insist me to go or continue in another school with Educartion or whatsoever but they never understand me and never listen to me. They want what they want about me but I couldn't anymore concentrate

c) Of my family's opinions made me more realized that I couldn't achieve my dreams and dreams are just dreams. I read that inventor Thomas Edison and Albert Einstein didn't have a degree in school but great people and I want to be like them. I have dreams, too, that I could only achieve it but things don't flow with me and contrast me. Anyway, I think, what people who surround me think that education plays a very important role but I believe that it was only for those ordinary people who have no dreams and just wants money in their entire lifetime. And I'm not like that. I want to achieve my dreams and it's the only thing that makes me happy for being achieved success.

I'm totally depressed and don't know what to do. I plan to runawat from home but I couldn't run into anyone's house and I don't want to sell my body and it would just make me worse. I really don't know what to do. If I tell it to a therapist or a churchman, the results is still the same. I just hope that a bungalow house is built for me where I could live alone and writing novels.

....but I don't know hot to add it to my other PC VBA games so that I could play it.

I need suggestions how can I link it to the VBA? No$Cash emulator was also downloaded.

Please, tell me. I don't want registering in any site, all I want is to download it FREELY.

Oh, thanks!

What will you do or how to say to my mom that I don't want to go to college 'cause I can't concentrate anymore 'cause I prefer to write novels even though I'm still young?

How can I tell this to my cousins and even to my relatives that I prefer to write than study and I'm their eldest cousin sister which they find me as their model?

I have this speech which it wasn't stammer or stuttering.

But, when I speak words like in pronouncing "vase" people understand what I've said is "face" which I pronounce "f" instead of "v". And I hate it.

Often times when I speak like long sentences people don't understand what I've said like "go away" turns to "g'way".

It frustrates me so now I don't want to speak anymore 'cause people might not get what I mean.

What kind of speech disorder do I have?

Am I a Christian a writer if I used to have dragons as one of the protagonists in my stories? Though, I've read a passage in the Bible (esp. in Revelation 'cause I want to knew more about it from the Bible) that it says that dragons were the serpents which I believe that it was what a serpent looks like when God didn't let them crawl before and are Satan's companions.

So, I was also influenced by C. Paolini's Eragon. And I have a story in my mind about dragons too (like hatching of these creatures) that the genre is fantasy (no religions or gods worshipping in the story) for children's fiction and I want it to finished in just a month.

Do you have any help regarding on these things? Please help I really want story for children especially I want to dedicate it to my little cousins.

I was too always trapped in writer's block as I was often thinking I have a poor writing style (which I was only feel down when people tries to criticize what I've wrote).

I haven't publish a novel yet because of "shifting" in my novel writing. Though, I have a dilemma if I was really a born writer if I always myself thinking of stories in my head.

And the last was I was aspiring to become a bestseller writer, what shall I do to publish one? Anyways, I'm just 16 turning 17 this next month.

Please, answers all my questions (or this dilemma). Thanks.

Now, I get confused on how to deal with this Bleetch who's the fashion designer of the Beanbean kingdom. Though, I don't know what version this game is.

The problems is that I don't know what to do with how to spurt water with this blue splart where the shirt could be dyed. Could anyone there help me?

Anyway, if you know the game's name please tell me.

I can't figure out if I'm running away from home cause my mom don't like that I'll stop studying. Besides, that I love writing novels and stories. But the problem is that I don't know where I'm going to to live with.

The other one is that I don't think I could finish one novel because of writer's block, pressure, and problems I encounter like I want to stop school and write fiction stories which it is what I love. In writing, I only face the world with it and it is where I also find love, happiness, hopes of my dreams and where I also found my very own life.

The other one is I don't get much close with my fiction characters that is one that prevents me from writing.

Am I still considered as a Christian if I’m writing fantasy novels? Such that I’ve used supernatural powers.

Please tell me, I've no close relationship with my fictional characters like that I'm not really attached to them. It seems that I've just write stories as they're part of it. Man, I don't make my characters like of Jane Austen's characters. Please help me to make them a close to me.

Am I a born writer? I’ve almost want to live alone to write ‘cause I really love doing it. I’m not fond of doing jobs like a nutritionist or a chef.

Just read this if you really want to help me.

Well, I’m sixteen-year old and a college freshman of a university. Frankly, I entered college because of I want to pursue and earn a degree. But I think I couldn’t. So, if I would stop my parents gonna hate me and I hate it too to be called as a college “quitter”. Anyways, my course is Nutrition and Dietetics. But, what I really love is writing stories and it was been far enough from that course.

You know, I’m a resident of the Philippines and you would understand me well if you knew well that this country was such a poor and the economy was bad too, and the political officials were so corrupt that my fellow countrymen have to finish their college degree to work abroad as many of them were aspiring for a better life. And there were just so few who are self-employed and these came from rich families or people who are business minded.

So, what am I gonna do? I couldn’t tell this dilemma to anyone. Shall I go on and pursue this degree?

Furthermore, I’ve read some well known writers nowadays haven’t entered college and have their stories published well and much been admired or read.

And some of my instructors were so mean! I think they don’t really understand that some people who employed weren’t like them or equal to them about their subjects.

I think I’m going mad. I’ve been already finished a short detective story last summer and I want to write and write. It’s so boring if I will study or attend college if I don’t really love the course at all. I don’t want to shift or transfer ‘cause tuition fees here always been so high or thousands of Pesos.

What will I do? Am I to stop? I love writing and I couldn’t live without it. Literature was very important to me.