Jack

I went on a date with an older guy today, he seemed really nice online, when we met he was a jerk, constantly said racist things. So I suggested we walk around the mall instead of going back to his place, and as we were walking there he said he wanted to stop by this covid vaccine center. I was visibility confused and said it looked closed. He proceeded to ask me to come in. See i only wear a mask indoors because I have a breathing problem and live in a rural part of the city, but I'd never try to go into a building full of people trying to not catch covid to prepare for the vaccine. Absurd that he asked this of me! I am so angry and don't understand why he couldn't just say he had to get going. I ran down a dark alley and caught the train and honestly felt safer doing that then waiting for him. There were also a ton of cops and I don't think they thought anything bad of me. I honestly feel traumatized by this can someone please send me some positive vibes. 

Doesn't seem like anyone is in a rush ahem ahem

"Hi Michael just wanted to wish you a belated new year. If you don't want to talk to me it's okay, I think of you every now and then. I hate what is happening here and wish I didn't have to message you during these times, but I am hopeful we will survive for the next 10 days. I am talking to a new doctor and he is taking good care of me, the other doctor didn't have me on the right pills, I'm much happier and I'm sorry if I acted manipulative with you, I really am, please know that. I hope you are doing well and if you don't want to talk to me please know that thinking about you makes me feel warm and happy when everything else seems so complicated. Your friend, Jack"

Like I notice when womens hair looks really unwashed, I once took a class where the teacher looked like she didn't shower for 5 days and probably didn't with how high she was, but smelled fine. However when I skip just once shower I smell like I rolled in garbage. Why is this?