Papaw Mark

My Family Dr. think's so,but he want's to send me to a shrink to verify,My mother died suddenly when I was 11,I burried the pain of losing her deep inside my heart and also started drinking heavily at the age of 11,I turned into a alcoholic by the time I was 13,I had a major car accident at 20 years old and the girl was decapitated,her head landed in my lap,I wasnt drinking when the wreck happened,instead of seeking counseling I began a serious ride with the booze just to keep away the memories,I have been sober now for years,Im almost 50 and I still have major nightmares about both my mom and the car wreck,I have more anxiety than anyone I know,I feel so guilty and severe depression every day,will this ever stop,or do I have to be on medicine for the rest of my life,I will never be me again.Please dont judge me for my mistakes,just give me some peace of mind if possible.

I have worked a public job,mostly very physical,and a lot of mental work,I worked for 31 years,Im now 48 years old,had back surgery,corpal tunnel in both arms,degenerative disk disease,severe arthritis,buldging disk's and 2 herniated now,I am a basket case with the loss of my abillity to satisfy my need of accomplishment,I cant even hardly wright a sentence that is readable anymore,I dont want to fade away any farther,but it seems inevitible,I cant create any income for myself or my family,Im so ashamed of how my body and mind has given up,help.Im not asking for any financial support in any way,just some advice.

I have worked for almost 31 years,in2001 I had herniatd disk surgery,I regret it, My nerves will not allow me to function around people,I have a major anxiety issue,so bad that I hardley ever go outside,I dont know, but is it possible the surgeon cut something he shouldnt have in the back of my neck that is causing these relentless panic attacks.?Im not going to sue anyone but I cant handle much more of this life style.

I consider myself a very lucky man,Im healthy,strong,intelligent ,fairly wealthy,and according to a lot of people Im even still very good looking,imagine that.Im a one woman man,I adore my wife but she is feeling a little farther and farther as day's go by.I feel like Im losing my mojo,I don't need any Viagra or any thing to do with lil bit,but I need some sort of advice as to what is a good energy drink,and something to help me keep my self esteem because Im losing it rapidley.HELP ME IM FALLING.

Im trying to learn all I can because my 7 week old Grand Daughter has to wear one,She has a very,very mild form of hip displasia.?

I made a huge mistake,I married a woman that turned uot to be a bank robber,she didnt even use a legal last name on our marriage lisence,does that mean that I have never been legally married to this person,please say yes? Im desperate.She has appx 10 allias'es.

Way back in 1986,89 and in 1991 I was a young idiot,These are the years that I drank and drove under the influence of alcahol,23 years old in 83,26 years old in 89,and in 1991 I was 28,Now Im 47,havent touched a drop of booze since 1991,But the N.C.D.M.V. still wants me to have a restricted license,shouldnt there be a way to just get my driving privelage reinstated after having a clean record for 19 years,isnt there a statute of limitations.This is rediculous.Any advice would be appreciated.

I was an alcaholic for over 30 years,it all started when my mother died and I was only 11 years old,It realy messed me up bad,i had no good counselors at the school I went to hell in a handbag.I found peace in the bottle,I also found myself in a ton of trouble,Assaults,a bad car accident that took my girlfriends life,3DWI's,assault on a public official.Not one time while sober did i get into any trouble,i have been sober now for allmost five years,Not even a sip of alcahol.But my past want die.I need some help but i dont know where to start.All I want is a good job,a decent house,a car my Driving privilage.My record to be erased forever,is this possible.Ive done my time,Ive changed my lifestyle but im getting nowhere,Is this how my life is going to be forever.I consider myself a good man thats made some bad mistakes but i can not get past my past.Some kind words of encouragement would be nice but Im not expecting any,I just need some advice,Help me if you can, Sincerely,Fighting a personal battle.

After living a wild youth and acquiring a pretty bad name for myself by the police,my record sucks ,but all of this stuff was misdemeanors and some of this i was found innocent but its still on my record.im 46 years old now and cant find a decent job because of things that happened well over 25 years ago,Why isn't there a statute of limitations on this petty criminal activity.There's a lot of good people who cant get decent work because of something that happened many years ago.I think alot of people deserve a second chance in life.

Time is a never ending cycle,or is it?If time were to stop, and i know this sounds weird,would we be caught up in eternity,or is eternity something that comes our way only after we die.If we didn't die we would be eternal,when we do die were dead for eternity,so eather way we look at it were in it for eternity.Am I right or am i wrong.?

It dont sound like a six cylinder at all,it sounds just like a 5.0,Is there some sort of computer chip I can put in it to make it run with the big dogs?

My girlfriend isn't a thief,but,she went with another girl to clean a woman's house and now she's being accused of taking a ring that no one has even saw,we went and she talked with a detective and he says the woman isn't pushing the issue but he is.He also said that he was going to arrest her,but as of now we haven't heard anything else.Can he do this?

She's in kindergarden,and loved it @ the first of the year,now she's scared of a bully and the teacher isnt helping at all,she is so sweet,she dont want to fight anyone,she only wants friends,Im ready to confront the bully's father about this.Help me decide what to do?

From my early childhood i have gotten the most agonizing headaches,i take a med called imatrex when i feel them starting,now im 45 and there so much more intence, any suggestions.?

Im addicted to pain pills and Im losing my family,including my fiance,Im disabled because of back surgery,I quit drinking after 30 years of alcaholism,but these pills are 100 fold the withdrawals,when i try to stop, the pain in my back overpowers my abillity,what can i do.Please help me?

My Dr. has been prescribing me oxycodone for over 6 years,all I have done is follow his orders by the book,now he has stopped and my mind and body are falling to pieces,is this legal for him to put me into such a HUGE SHOCK?

THESE TWO WERE CREATED,WE,ON THE OTHERHAND, WERE BORN OF MAN AND WOMEN.WE ABSORBED OUR OXYGEN AND NUTRIENTS VIA UMBILICAL CORDS.PONDER OVER THIS ONE.

My 5 sisters and I have the same mother,but,I have a different father than they do.My 3 brothers and I have the same father.In 1963 my mother was married and all of my sisters have both biological parents,my father was married to another woman and have three sons all purebreds then the affair that my mom and this man had resulted in me,im half brother to them all,can they love me like a whole or will i allways be there mistake,I wish i wasnt half to all of them,does any one share this same situation,sincerely this troubles me,i know what i am and i cant help it ,I just wish they could over look the half stuff and accept me as a whole brother.? any suggestions how i can i fix this.

THERES A LOT OF LARGE ANIMALS IN THE FOREST,AND IN MY OPINION THERE IS SUCH A CREATURE,IT COULD BE VERY CLOSE TO YOUR HOME OR COULD LIVE IN THE RAINFOREST.

She got sick with pneumonia in December 09,then she got a double ear infection,then she has had a cold for a long time,now she is still coughing and running a fever on and off,She has just started school and is exposed to every cold or bug imaginable,Any suggestions,Desperately need advise on how to help her feel better.Please?