Larry

I know, I KNOW that slavery was horrible, and people should not have had to go through with it and loads of them died through mistreatment, I know this.

But... I have intense feelings of wanting to be a slave, wanted to be housed like a slave, wanting to be made to do everything a slave is supposed to. I don't even know why I want this. I don't want it to be sexual, I want it to be, for lack of a better term, real. As far as I know, I'm the only person who wants this. Actually, it feels more like a need, you know?

I would have to have a time period of maybe a year, where after that year of slavery I could go and be free, if I so chose, but for the entire year I would need to be owned.

It's making me feel like some sick perverted freak, so I was wondering if there is anyone out there who feels the same as I do?

Sure, go ahead and flame, I already feel bad.

I'm fifteen years old and female. I live in England in the UK.

My mother home educates me and my younger sister.

I'm planning to go to collage as soon as possible, which

I can do now if I tried. I want to study medicine to become

an Oncologist. The only problem with all of this, is that I

don't like being female. I've figured it all out already:

I would like to be trans-gender. People would know

me as male, except the few people that I would be

intimate with. I want to basically lop my breasts

off and take hormones. Everything else - like my

vagina - will stay the way it is.

I want to know if I need to sort

all of this out before I go to college,

or if I can sort it out after I've finished

college. The problem i'm worried about

- The problem that isn't telling my mother -

Is if, once I finished college as a female,

will I still have all of my qualifications if I

turn male afterwards? Because I know that

I definitely need to have the surgery before

I get work, because I don't want to change

halfway through and have everybody

knowing. I would just like the few people

that absolutely need to know, such as

my boss or college professor.

So, can i finish -and start- college as a female, and still have all of the qualifications when i have the sex change, or do i need to enrol as a male?

Would like this question answered as detailed as possible please. Thanks guys. :)

I've been breeding for 5 years now, but i can't find anything that will work. Permanant marker is really not permanant, you have to keep marking each day or it fades to nothingness, and i WILL NOT punch holes through their ears. Looking at the colours won't work, because A) I'm breeding specific colours and get a lot of the same markings and B) have a crappy memory. I would have tried a cable tie round the hind leg, but 1) they are too small, and 2) they would just chew it off. If there is nothing out there then i will continue to use permanant marker on the white belly fur. Thanks all.

To give their screen name/email and password so i can use it for some games for a no time limit thing? I won't be taking your account or anything, just using the password & name for the games that i've downloaded so that i can play with no time limit. I'll be happy to be your freind for a matter of months/years to show that you can trust me.

If you do, and are willing to share it with just me, please email me here and we can talk a little before you decide if youi should take the risk.

Lauradenvir@googlemail.com

No, i'm not asking because i'm crazy, i'm doing some research on blood-cell molecules and all of the differences between rodent/human cells. Is it safe for a human to drink rats blood, if you just forget the fact that it disrupts the immune system and breaks down your stomach lining?

I've started watching the show 'Angel' online, so i sit here and watch maybe 7 episodes in one go, and he's a vampire. Anyway, since, i havn't been 'hungry' as such, just empty inside. I've not needed to sleep, and i find sleep better in the day, and in the last forty-eight hours, i'v had three hours sleep, from 9 AM to twelve PM. I've been craving the meat juices, from a steak or something, obviously not blood as such, i've never tasted anyone's but my own. And get this; i used to have really bad acne on my face and back. Its gone, all of it. I know i'm not a vampire, but i'm wondering if this is psycosomatic, or somthing. Oh, and last night when mum made dinner, i felt sick in the pit of my stomache after 3 small, chopped new potato's. i ate them anyway, just to humer mum because we can't afford much food, and i've only ever had one steak in my life thats how low on money she is, and i didn't want her to moan about being skint. Also, i smelt a punnet of grapes, downstairs from my fridge, while using the bathroom. Woudl that be because i knew they were there, or what? No comments like 'your not a vampire' because i know that. Thanks.

Right, now i dont want anyone who will say 'take him to the vet' to answer and waste your time. Right, i have a lot of animals, but just recently we have a cat we bred, who is now 8 years old, male, unnuetered, huge. He got attacked by a fox for trying to kill the fox's cubs, and half of his face was torn off. We took him to the vet expecting to have him put down, but the vet gave him some antibiotics and told us to keep him inside. He's a free ranging cat, so that would be hard. We have a catflap, so we put the stopper down, and one night after he started to feel better, he broke down the whole catflap. We had to get a new one. He came back the day after that, looking better. We didnt keep him in again. Anyway, we absolutely cannot afford the vet, unless we were to stop buying food for our other animals, and then they'de die. He went missing for a week or two afterwards, normal for him. He came home, looking like he'd been dragged accross a road by a fox, then dragged down the moterway; Pretty bad. We acctually expected him to die that night, so we gave him special treatment and let him go upstairs. One eyes had the pupil popped, his cheek is gone, and theres blood stuck on his nose so he can only breathe through his mouth. 4 days after he returned, we came down in the morning and he'd wet himself completely in his sleep, we think he got pi**** off after that and went out, although he cant balance and hardly walk. He was gone for 5 days, he just came in. We all thought he went off to die, so we didn't look anywhere special, just around the garden and places he would normally go. He is looking liuke i jyust described, but worse. I got all of the maggots from his face and neck where they started burrowing, and have managed to get the clot from his nose. I suspect that the reason he's bleediing through his nose is due to a bleed in the brain, or another nuerogligy factor. Anyway, we have the basic human first aid kit, and fake skin for dogs and humans. Is there any way that i could fix his burst pupil? And also how do i clean his nose if he's likely to rip me to shreds? I need an answer pretty fast, its really starting to make me slump a little further into depression, and i dont want him to suffer if theres anything i can do.

without talking to anyone in person or on the phone, i'll talk via email to say, a shrink, but not in person. I have four weeks, can anyone help me feel normal?!

I'm sick and tired of feeling heart-ache because my crush is dying, i can't tell anyone about any feelings i have because i feel ill just burst into tears. I'm talking to Samaritans online, but their not helping. I'm feeling really suicidle because of these, but if i could turn my feelings off the suicidle thoughts would leave, help?! I'm NOT talking in person or over the phone to anyone, i'll email a shrink if i could find one, and there is no way anyone is going to know. I'm not able to buy anti-depressants, so thats out of the question. I only have 4 weeks before my crush dies, i need some help fast! I don't want to end my life as such, just the pain to stop. I need help to get it to stop befre i kill myself!

They are bigger than a pimple, perhaps the size of a wasp sting. I'm 14, and female. I was running on my treadmil for an hour the other day, and my but cheeks were Chafing, so could that be it? I need an urgent reply. They hurt and make me uncomfortable, but i'm not shaved 'down there' if that important. I really need a swift answer, i'm starting to panic!

I'm a girl, 14 and i masturbate, never had sex and won't until 16 (legal age here), and i get really turned on when gay men kiss or do sexual things, whether it be have actual sex or just masturbate. I do have several male crushes on T.Vcharacterss, not the actor but the part they play (Nick Jordan (Michael french) From Casualty). I watched EastEnders today, and Cristian and Syeed kissed, i got really turned on. Its weird and makes me uncomfortable if there are people watching the T.V coz i shift position when i'm uncomfortable. Is this normal? And no cr.p like "your too young to be masturbating, watching porn ect, ect." I've heard it all before, and its what i do. Thanks.

Has anyone got any full free dowloadably episode from 'Casualty' or EastEnders dating back to the start of both programmes? I'm saving to buy the boxsets, but it'll take me well over two years. The're english programmes so if your outside of england you may not have heard of them.

I've looked everywhere! Even if its on maga video, when it stops for an hour after 74 mins of watching that would be great. Thanks to anyone who can help. I'm also willing to download episodes.

I own and breed over 60 rats, and every now and then i have a problem, like ones been in a foght and has a broken leg, pelis, ect. I cant afford the vet, so if the rat is in obvoiouse pain, i have my own way of culling him/her. Its completely painless. Anyway, one of my rats' Mums had a tumer on her genitals, when she was around 2 1/2, but she wasn't in pain, so i just made her comfortable, and let her die natrually. Anyway, her daughter who is around 2 now has a huge lump on her hip, it doesn't feel atatched and if you prod it she doesn't flicker, so its not causing pain. Is there anyway of telling if its cancerous or benign without tests? Thanks if you can help.

Please no anwsers like "if you cant afford the vet dont buy the pet", because i will ignore them. Thanks.

I would like to make one, but cannot afford to spend money, and i am not bothered if i make money off of it, so all of it can be free. I would like to make a virtual rat website, as there are NONE around.

I am planning to get some crested pigs and i am going to breed, but i'm living in Leighton Buzzard. I could at a push make it to milton keynes, but i'd rather one closer. So, if anyone can answer the question only, not about me breeding, just the question, i'd be grateful. :D Thanks in advance.

Lauren

(my sis just asked me to ask this)

Its like, i asked "Can you keep a fox in england" Because i was JUST WONDERING any everyone is like 'no omg its wild and will kill you leave it be its a wild animal no you cant its rabies' But the answer i found after a little research was, you can keep one in engl;and, no permit of anything. But everyone is so obsessive on here!!

I have a fourteen yeah old cat, a couple of months older than me, and she disappeared, feared dead. A week and a bit later, she came home, to our shock. She lept out of my 15 foot high bedroom window, so the window is only open a crack now. She is now locked into the bedroom until her death, so i want her to get at least an hour a day out, like my dogs. I think a harness is better with an extending lead, but i just want to be sure.