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If not is their any other tape that is latex free

If not is their any other tape that is latex free

basically i was on a date last week and while we were follong around on the bed i did tell him i told him i havent had sex before and im nervous so i need to be a bit drunk. he was cool but before i know it i feel sick and passed out. when i woke up i was competely untouched (wore my skinny jeans lol) but when i woke up i cried for like a whole hour, text my best friend for help (our relationship was a bit rocky before that) and we ended up falling out. ikept on crying and eventually went home.

in regards of the breakdown it was because ive had a rough 5 months and i finally let it all out unfortunately at the worst moment. i saw a friend the next day and felt better after thst day i definately needed that, i also was on a very good date the day after (different guy but i had the breakdown on our second date no like i was committed) but i still feel ****. at home i feel empty and unmotivated.

before the actual breakdown i felt a bit ****. i had my 1st week off from work in 5 months and i felt empty and **** overall my life was consumed by work for the past 3 months i was either at work or exhausted from work so my life was pretty simple. once i had free time it hit me then i had the breakdown and ive been down (more so) since

So he had an op in September but needs another on his knee. I knew it was this week but didn't realise it was tomorrow. I don't see him as much as I used to and in fact we had a falling out last week.

But I said to myself even when we fell out I'd at the very least get him a card for the op just to show I do still care about him . But should I put money in the card? Should I get him a small (and I mean really small) gift with the card?

He's been weird lately idk what's going on but to have gone through all the stuff with his knee this year has been tough. But I'm worried it's going to look like I'm trying to "win him back" with a cheap card etc.

I've always had a wee thing I him but never dreamt about him unless it was just him being there like at work etc.

That's how it started. We were at work (or where I used to work since we don't work together anymore) then we were hangin out with 2 other friends. Then at 1 point, were waking Down this stairwell but it was just me and him. For somereason I had an issue with my vision andwas haing difficulties going down the stairs and was almost falling down. So he Holds on to me and helps me down the stairs and at1 point he kissed my head.

Next minute we stumble and he's on top making out with me. I'm trying as him wtf? He's straight he has a gf what's up? But he's just shushing me and continues kissing me. Even though I'm not aware I'm dreaming, and enjoying the moment, I think he winding me up. Just after my other friend walk in, I wake up.

For non-romantic reasons I fell out with him a few days ago and fear we'll not Make up but why ofthe 1st timein 2 years did I have a dream like that with him? I don't have those dreams in general let alone with him.

I've always had a wee thing I him but never dreamt about him unless it was just him being there like at work etc.

That's how it started. We were at work (or where I used to work since we don't work together anymore) then we were hangin out with 2 other friends. Then at 1 point, were waking Down this stairwell but it was just me and him. For somereason I had an issue with my vision andwas haing difficulties going down the stairs and was almost falling down. So he Holds on to me and helps me down the stairs and at1 point he kissed my head.

Next minute we stumble and he's on top making out with me. I'm trying as him wtf? He's straight he has a gf what's up? But he's just shushing me and continues kissing me. Even though I'm not aware I'm dreaming, and enjoying the moment, I think he winding me up. Just after my other friend walk in, I wake up.

For non-romantic reasons I fell out with him a few days ago and fear we'll not Make up but why ofthe 1st timein 2 years did I have a dream like that with him? I don't have those dreams in general let alone with him.

I am naturally skinny and in the past I've had the obsession of being as thin as possible. I wouldn't say I was anorexic but I had an eating problem and ate as little as possible. I also enjoy ashtanga yoga and running which sheds the weight off you. I began doing some weight training to develop strength for yoga but I grew to want a more defined look as opposed to a toothpick.

As a gay male however I do find muscular bodies attractive and it also links to my interest in general fitness. To put things in black and white I have what I like in a man ie muscular and masculine while I've always wanted to be more thin and effeminate.

But I'm caught in this tug of war of changing my body image and workout programme to be buff or stay skinny. Because I'm so tall I look skinnier than what I am which made me self conscious.

I'd rather commit to be because I struggled committing to running or yoga (yoga is good for running but running is not good for yoga)

I am naturally skinny and in the past I've had the obsession of being as thin as possible. I wouldn't say I was anorexic but I had an eating problem and ate as little as possible. I also enjoy ashtanga yoga and running which sheds the weight off you. I began doing some weight training to develop strength for yoga but I grew to want a more defined look as opposed to a toothpick.

As a gay male however I do find muscular bodies attractive and it also links to my interest in general fitness. To put things in black and white I have what I like in a man ie muscular and masculine while I've always wanted to be more thin and effeminate.

But I'm caught in this tug of war of changing my body image and workout programme to be buff or stay skinny. Because I'm so tall I look skinnier than what I am which made me self conscious.

I'd rather commit to be because I struggled committing to running or yoga (yoga is good for running but running is not good for yoga)

So I had been chatting with this guy on an app for a while and we finally met and it was awesome. We hit it off so well, kissed (which he started) and asked me if I was glad we met up.

We text a couple of times after and tried to arrange something later but he wasn't texting me back for a while. Then he would Text me like a day or two after I had text. I later realised he told me him mum got rushed to hospital And we text a bit after that.

Last week I text him and he ended up saying he's been on shutdown mode. I asked him if he needed even a friend at the time I'm here and he text back "thanks you cutie pie xx" and I haven't heard from him sense.

I really like him. From when we were chatting and then when we went on that date it was almost perfect. He is the 1st guy since my crush on my straight BFF which I'm still battling. I don't know all the details and I know I'm being overbearing if I text him but I really want to

So I had been chatting with this guy on an app for a while and we finally met and it was awesome. We hit it off so well, kissed (which he started) and asked me if I was glad we met up.

We text a couple of times after and tried to arrange something later but he wasn't texting me back for a while. Then he would Text me like a day or two after I had text. I later realised he told me him mum got rushed to hospital And we text a bit after that.

Last week I text him and he ended up saying he's been on shutdown mode. I asked him if he needed even a friend at the time I'm here and he text back "thanks you cutie pie xx" and I haven't heard from him sense.

I really like him. From when we were chatting and then when we went on that date it was almost perfect. He is the 1st guy since my crush on my straight BFF which I'm still battling. I don't know all the details and I know I'm being overbearing if I text him but I really want to

They had arguably the ultimate love hate relationship both on screen and off screen, I obviously know the on screen but what was the deal of offscreen. Like a timeline of when they were friends and when they were enemies.

As far as a I know Hollywood claims he and Savage reconciled before Randy died

I've had a crush on my straight best friend for a while now. But I was always torn about liking him as a crush and liking him as a friend. It doesn't help that I seem to idolise him also so I always feel so inferior to him.

Since we no longer work together (me and my friends all worked together till I left a few months ago) I've hardly saw him. Finally we all had a night together and it was good because people said I seemed happier and more confident. (I've had severe self esteem issues and an inferiority complex with my friends) but my crush didn't turn up yet. As soon as he turned up I felt insecure again I felt so inferior to him and was crushing on him again. (I was still pretty confident and comfortable around everyone else but not around him)

What made it worse was that I felt he was acting weird around me. He came in ( he as at a family party earlier) already quite drunk (I was the only one no drinking that night) and he hugged everyone but me. And he ably spoke to me that night the only time he did was when he was making fun of me. (Like I know we all jokingly make fun of our friends but when that's the only from of communication when I've only seen you like once in the space of a month I was a bit pissed. Like when he walked in he didn't say hello but did to everyone else.

I kind of want to say something and just straighten things out but I don't want to sound neurotic or obsessed or piss him off. I've been going through a time where I need friends but I don't know what to do about my crush feelings. I have been on a few dates and I felt like that's what I need. When I went to visit him at home a few weeks ago I didn't have any romantic feelings at all. I didn't feel flustered like I did last Saturday so why did I act like that on Saturday. Idk what to do tbh

I've had a crush on my straight best friend for a while now. But I was always torn about liking him as a crush and liking him as a friend. It doesn't help that I seem to idolise him also so I always feel so inferior to him.

Since we no longer work together (me and my friends all worked together till I left a few months ago) I've hardly saw him. Finally we all had a night together and it was good because people said I seemed happier and more confident. (I've had severe self esteem issues and an inferiority complex with my friends) but my crush didn't turn up yet. As soon as he turned up I felt insecure again I felt so inferior to him and was crushing on him again. (I was still pretty confident and comfortable around everyone else but not around him)

What made it worse was that I felt he was acting weird around me. He came in ( he as at a family party earlier) already quite drunk (I was the only one no drinking that night) and he hugged everyone but me. And he ably spoke to me that night the only time he did was when he was making fun of me. (Like I know we all jokingly make fun of our friends but when that's the only from of communication when I've only seen you like once in the space of a month I was a bit pissed. Like when he walked in he didn't say hello but did to everyone else.

I kind of want to say something and just straighten things out but I don't want to sound neurotic or obsessed or piss him off. I've been going through a time where I need friends but I don't know what to do about my crush feelings. I have been on a few dates and I felt like that's what I need. When I went to visit him at home a few weeks ago I didn't have any romantic feelings at all. I didn't feel flustered like I did last Saturday so why did I act like that on Saturday. Idk what to do tbh

So at the job I worked for 2 years at, my life changed for the better. Manly by befriending a group of people that also worked there. However I felt a bit of an outsider because I didn't live in the town I worked (or that area for that matter) and for many reasons I left that job and worked in a more local place.

Anyway I haven't had a social thing with them since July before I left and since then I've only had a couple of dates as a social life. I've barely kept in contact with them since then and it was always me making the effort. I felt out of sight out of mind. I've had a hard few months since leaving there. The new job was awful and made me miserable but fortunately I got a new job I enjoy but 0 social life. I'm in practically a new area with new people who have their own lives. And during that tough time I hoped my friends would support me

So last week I fb them saying we should do something it's **** it's been 3 months since we hung out. Didn't hear anything for a couple of days till they said this Saturday night (tomorrow) I said I can't I'm working all weekend 9-6:30 both days. Te next day I said "seriously can we no have it the next weekend when I'm off?" And 2 agreed and said it suited them but the next day the "queen bee" of the group had a fit and long story short its back on tomorrow (either that or not at all). So IF I go tomorrow I can't drink because ill have to drive 40 minutes west of where I live and the next morning I've got to drive to work that's 25 mins east of where I live and be there for 8:50!!! After that was announced I said nothing I kept quiet because if I kicked off I'd probs be the bad guy.

People tell me that I should ditch my friends but a)they don't know why I loved being friends with them and that they were the best thing that ever happened to me. And b) if I ditch them I lose out. I'm the one losing the Only friends (not acquaintances/pals etc) I ever had and they still all have each other. It's like a break-up, what do you do? Turn to your friends to make you feel better. I can't do that if I break up with my friends.

Part of me wants to go to just see what the vibe is like and if its bad frankly call them out and say goodbye which I will hate so much

I'm a 21 year old virgin with a fear of sex. I'm ashamed of my virginity and wantto get to of this tag. I just want to lie down and take it and get it over with. All I know is anal position, lube and still use condoms. I know nothing about foreplay and I'm scared of giving handjobs or blowjobs. I actually have phobia of penises. I never watch nude stuff or like hardcore porno. On a certain app someone took a dirty selfie and it freaked me out

I just want to face my fear. I can't explain how low my self esteem is due to my virginity

ive been to a gp a couple of times and got dismissed both times. i always seem to be under a cloud, my self-esteem is always low, im prone to excess drinking (not on nights out just having a drink at any time) my emotions seem to be all over the place. Today in fact I was close to tears multiple times.I can get serious road rage.

I dont have time or space to explain to you all what's up but I will say I worked with someone who told me she was prone to depression, she'd have nothing wrong in her life but still just feel awful and I could relate because 2012 was the best year of my life but throughout it I still had this cloud hanging over me.

It might just be the internet but i do seem to have some histrionic and borderline tendencies. I dont think i have the conditions but I am desperate for attention because i am desperate for love and approval. My mood swings are erratic. I have that gemini trait of having 2 polar opposite personalities. I be 1 thing and the opposite ie unbelievably introverted and extroverted

ive been to a gp a couple of times and got dismissed both times. i always seem to be under a cloud, my self-esteem is always low, im prone to excess drinking (not on nights out just having a drink at any time) my emotions seem to be all over the place. Today in fact I was close to tears multiple times.I can get serious road rage.

I dont have time or space to explain to you all what's up but I will say I worked with someone who told me she was prone to depression, she'd have nothing wrong in her life but still just feel awful and I could relate because 2012 was the best year of my life but throughout it I still had this cloud hanging over me.

It might just be the internet but i do seem to have some histrionic and borderline tendencies. I dont think i have the conditions but I am desperate for attention because i am desperate for love and approval. My mood swings are erratic. I have that gemini trait of having 2 polar opposite personalities. I be 1 thing and the opposite ie unbelievably introverted and extroverted.

From the moment I met I've found him attractive. Frankly everyone finds him attractive which is weird because our mutual best friend is hotter than him. I'm in this awkward crush vs. best friend mentality. Out of all my friends he is my legit best friend and even he says he is the closest to me to all our mutual friends. In our group I have a hero worship complex with them that causes issues but with him I have that 10 fold and add that to him being my best friend/idol.

Wen he hurt his leg I didn't work with him for months and I actually felt better seeing him less but as soon as I saw him again it set me off in a shame spiral and feeling all inferior miserable and angry. Since I stopped working with him I thought I'd feel better but I miss him (and all my friends) and I still fell the same. I only see him if I visit him at work

It sounds like a no brained but I can't stress ho much I love the guy AS A FRIEND! he's done so much for me but I'm such a miserable mellodramatic prick I set myself off.