Lilly :)

So im incredibly poor right now! Im in college and just broke my leg and had surgery so I have to make a big deal of this..

I ate at a taco shop and a coffee shop that was upstairs o f the taco place. tacos were $5, coffee was $9.50. On my bank statement it says I have a $5 with drawl (W/D) and a $9.50 with drawl (W/D).. it doesn't say to what company or anything just says that. But I also have a PENDING charge of 14.50 which is the price of both of these together... now that's all I bought today so there is no wayits my fault.. are the restaurants charging me twice???

I had to swipe my card on those ipads with the scanner for both purchases and usually its no issue.. whats happening?! is it the machine? I just hate that now my current balance is $45 (because of the shown W/D charges) but my AVAILABLE balance is only $30 because of the "pending" sale. Whats up with this?!

Hey I really want to get a subscription box.

Like ipsy or birchbox. I want one with more full size stuff... like glossybox. I don't use skin care stuff or random junk like that but I love new makeup (.ie.. mascara, lipgloss, foundation) and hair care products (.i.e.. leave in shampoo, hairspray, conditioners)

Please tell me your opinion on the best box! Oh and I'd like to only spend 25$/month or less. Thank you!!!

Ok so first off... I really know its super hypocritical of me to say that because I watch porn probably WAY more than he does. I like it a lot and I treat porn as a way for me to get off so I can either fall sleep faster or get more energy.. it just depends. sometimes I watch because im bored.

Recently I asked him over Skype (he is in Indiana and im in Wyoming until I finish my next semester of college.) I asked him if he watches porn. he usually says something blasé and along the lines of "honestly, I don't really. i'd rather have the real thing" but of course I like to hurt myself so my dumbass said "babe for real all guys do... I was just curious." and then he admitted that he did a few days ago. and that it was only in the morning when he had wood and clearly I wasn't there to help get him off. and then he said it had been weeks before since he has. but were in a long distance relationship so im sure that was a lie.

So I know I shouldn't of asked. Im a bigger girl and it was bound to upset me because I understand that im not as attractive than other women (especially women in porn) so when he said he watches porn all I can think about is that he wants to see prettier girls naked. or that I don't turn him on enough or that he wants to have sex with them and not me.

Its freaking crazy cause I watch porn and I love my fiancé dearly and I know that he is my everything! and he says im beautiful and he wants to marry me but I cant shake the feeling that im not good enough. its a horrible way to feel! its not his fault and honestly I wont stop looking at porn so I don't want him to stop either... but how I can I stop feeling so fking insecure!

I just need some input. thanks and have a wonderful night. its -37 here so ill be cold as hell but I wish warmth to you all!

No, im not pregnant. I took a pregnancy test a couple weeks ago and it was negative. the last time I had sex was the weekend of august 23rd and this past weekend. So I could have recently gotten pregnant but this has been happening for weeks. Ill go to bed at midnight and wake up at noon.. and then take a nap in the afternoon! its crazy im just so worn out! im not really too stressed.. my job and school are easy.

I have no idea why I am feeling so tired all the time. it really messes with my life. I even tried going to bed at 10 and I just ended up waking up at 10:30am and had an hour long nap at 3:30. Seriously any idea why this is happening?? Its messing with my life and I hate it.

thanks

I just got engaged and the ring my fiancé got is just a little too big now. it stays on my finger but its definitely lose enough to where I fear that it will come off.. its constant like to so worried about it all the time.

When he bought it, it was the last one the jeweler had.. it was a size 7 and he knows that normally i'm a size 8 so he had it sized up... now im freaking out that if I size it down a bit it will damage the ring..

I really am terrified about it coming off.. and its not even a little bit that its lose...I know you should keep room for swelling but I really can't leave it this way..

is it ok to resize it again? and if not.. is there something else I can do??

I usually end up going to bed around 2am and waking up at around noon unless I have to get up for class or work or something and even then my dad has to drag me out of bed.

I honestly have been sleeping like this for years, nothing has changed really except for that fact that I don't feel rested at all once I wake up. I have been having really vivid dreams and I blamed it on that..but its been almost 2 weeks of feeling like this and I cant take it anymore. I feel incredibly tired during the day (and naps don't help me feel better) but when it hits 11pm I cant go to bed til like 2. ill just lay down and look at a wall or end up watching TV cause I cant fall asleep. and then I do it all over again... Im on the birth control YAZ and also on Zoloft for anxiety. I don't know what to do and I don't know why im feeling this way.

any opinions are welcome. thank you.

I need opinions on stock options for my class

besides apple!

I have to pick one for my business class and I have no idea what would be a good choice. opinions please? I was thinking sony, Samsung, or Netflix.

I got my GED and then took placement tests to get into the community college im in now. next fall i want to try and go to nursing school at IUPUI and i know universities look for ACT scores. can i take mine now?

I have no clue what most things on a laptop are (quad-core processor? ..like wtf?)

Can you help me out? what are some good features to look for in buying a laptop. What are some good brands? And what will be the best for my school? i need this thing for 4 years minimum.

I want to spend only $500.

So i had my tonsils and adenoids removed today and my uvula is very swollen but thats not really the part thats bothering me..

there are white and black spots all over where my tonsils were but its all over my uvula too! is that normal?! please help!!

I graduated high school is march and for the past couple months i've been looking into college and schools and majors.. and i have found nothing that interests me. at all.

I was thinking medical school.. become a nurse or lab technician and really the idea of being in a hospital 24/7 doesn't appeal to me. and when i asked people why they chose to be a nurse or xray tech they all had a reason or something!

I thought business school, i could hopefully make some money there and ive always been told that im a people person..so i can work with people..but now im thinking that running a business and dealing with money and financing is not something i want.

Im really stuck i think about what i want to do for the rest of my life of even temporarily and nothing comes to mind. my boyfriend is ALL about cars. he knows everything and is at the best school in the country for collison and refinishing. he knows! why cant i?!

i know i love trying new things and i love to travel buuut i cant exactly just do that for the rest of my life. How do i go about finding a passion or something to motivate me?

I've only been on nuvaring for a week and i've felt really nauseous since sunday. I haven't vomited and when I release gas or releave my bladder I feel better but it always comes back. I was also on 2 weeks of amoxicillion for tonsillitis...i dont know if thats the problem though!

Could nuvaring cause really severe nausea?? And what should I do to stop this? Tums and pepto only work momentarily.

I need help deciding on a major. I could see myself doing a lot of things...but everything I think of never seems completely right.

Im a people person. I love to work with people and i'm great with kids. I'm an excellent listener and have been told that i could be a therapist or counselor. But i know that i dont want to listen to people's problems all day for the rest of my life. (im a compassionate person but i also know when to tell people to quit whining and get on with life)

I love to organize things. Whether its events, parties or even my dresser. lol

I can cook! I wanted to be a chef and realized thats not my passion..im just good at it.

I think a job in the medical feild would be cool. But again.. i think about it and get the feeling thats its not what im supposed to be doing.. like do i want to be in a hospital all day? taking care of the sick and stuff? but then i think about how there are always jobs in the medical feild and that i should be looking for a job that can support my family (if need be) when im older.

Im soo confused! I haven't finished high school (am going to in march) and then...idk what to do. I dont know if i should ask someone at a university..its extremely stressful.

So my question is

Based on the info i provided of myself.. what career would i be suited for? Or whats a major that you think i'd like?

Thank you.. any answers appriciated. even smartass ones lol

I've been to the ER and to my doctor and nothing helps longer than an hour.

I take advair twice a day. I use my ventolin (emergency inhaler) every hour or so. (some times every 20 mins sometimes every 2 hours.)

Im on acid reflux medication (protonix) allergy medications (singular) and steroids and nothing has helped longer than an hour! I got a nebulizer today and i took a treatment on it an hour and a half ago and i feel just as bad now as when i started.

What are my options? Just live with this until its over?

If i went back to the hospital what would they give me?

thanks

Should i go back to the emergency room for the SECOND time today?? i really dont want to...but my breathing is tight again. they took an Xray and gave me a nebulizer and i felt great. what the hell? i dont know why its being triggered so bad. im on multiple inhalers and medications. this shouldnt be happening~

what should i do? take my inhalers til i feel better? can i do that

I have gone to the hospital or doctors office every couple months for the past year for a nebulizer treatment. basically i just need something extra when i get an asthma attack.

i asked my doctor before if i could get one and she basically blew it off saying "it wouldnt be worth it..cause i wouldnt need it"

and im thinking that I very much do need it. Only for once a couple months maybe but i hate going to the ER for JUST a nebulizer treatment. i feel like im wasting everyones time and money. They always end up giving me xray that has always come clean.

Can i buy a nebulizer and medicine for it.. by myself? Without a doctor?

I'm 17 and my bf is 28.

We have been in a long distance relationship for almost 8 months. I'm going to see him in January for 3 weeks. He can be sweet and caring and he loves me so much. He got rid of my depression and helps my family out when he can..He makes me stress less and i love him.

I know no matter what he'll never leave me, but he is so clingy! He doesn't like for me to out with my friends, he gets jealous over everything, and always makes me swear on his little niece or my dying mother to see if i'm telling the truth. He is a bigger guy and people have left him cause of his weight. (i would never) and he says if i ever leave he'll kill himself.

He is always talking about marriage and kids and settling down. He cries cause if we get married I have to work cause he hurt his back and knee so he cant work without being in pain. I'm scared cause asked me if i wanted all that and i THOUGHT did :( i thought i could be ready for marriage, kids, working and the stress cause he would be there.

He asked me a few days ago if i never went to italy if i'd be alright. And i was taken back, IVE ALWAYS wanted to see Italy.. traveling is my favorite thing...like ever. And he basically said i'd never get to go. I've realized i jumped in too deep. That i said crazy things like "lets get married and have kids" because i wanted someone to love me. and i thought he was the only person who ever would.. that another guy would never like me. (he's my first bf.)

There is this other guy i really like "elmo" is his nickname. and we went to a movie tonight and he held me during it and kissed my neck..i wouldnt kiss him though even though he asked..a lot lol. its not even about elmo why im thinking these things but he's helped me to realize that im stuck in this relationship and that someone else CAN love or even like me..

He's serious and i realized i wanna be a kid or young adult or whatever.. i want to live and see lots of different people and places and not be tied down forever. my bf is ready to stay in his town for the rest of his life and never travel unless he has too.. i want to move and see the world.

What in the world do i do? break up and have him kill himself? or stay stuck? lie in the bed ive made?

please i need advice

Soo call me a whore or whatever i need advice, i am in a 7 month long relationship with my bf. I love him dearly and everything seems to be perfect. He treats me like a princess and even when i mess up he forgives me.

Now for the tricky part..

Its long distance (him in louisiana me in wyoming) and he is 10 years older than me. (he is 28 im 17) ~yes its legal in wyoming and louisiana. He gets very jealous and scared i'll leave him. He had issues in the past of people leaving him, and he doesn't want that to reoccur. I understand that and i thought i was ready to be that for him.

I went bowling on saturday night and i met a guy named "Elmo" (the nickname has significance but its not important). Elmo is 23 and black, and not someone im used to being around.

He started to flirt with me (knowing i was in a relationship) and i flirted back. It seemed harmless, so i gave him my number. In all honestly though i know my bf would hate it and i liked flirting. I like elmo.

I know Elmo wont be the kind of man my bf is. They are 180 from each other. totally different. I went to a movie today with a couple friends and they invited elmo too. we sat next to each other and flirted again and i know i have a crush. I dont know if its from the attention im getting (i just got out of being depressed because of family issues). I never got any attention before my bf and now there is another guy and he seems to like me too. i would never do anything with him and he would definitely like to.

I need opinions please. Am i just an attention whore? Or are my feelings for my bf not as strong as i like?? my bf is ready to settle down and im not. at all. I want to go out and flirt but with my bf everything fits together nicely. I dont wanna throw away a great guy for a crush who might just flake anyway. But im stuck on this new dude.

Does it sound like a crush? Or something normal? i hope so..

Any advice welcome.

thanks

My dad has a skin disease and PTSD and he thinks it might be caused by the work he did in Vietnam. He was active duty from '71 to '75 and in Vietnam from '71 to '73. He is getting older (59) and cant find work at the moment and my mom has MS and in her current state she can't move any part of her body.

We are currently living off her disability check and the my SS check (im 17).

Im wondering where i might find someone to help my family out. We need a little help. I tried contacting the VA hospital in Cheyenne (We live in wyoming) and they said my dad should go in and sign up. But im unsure if he'll get any good coverage.

How do i know if my dad qualifies?? I know unless your missing a limb or something you don't get much help.

If you think you can help me, please answer

Thanks.