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I was bullied at work yesterday. It was my first day of work, actually. They laughed and insulted me since I am the new one on their team. I still finished my shift yesterday. I wanted to cry and back out. The only one who gives me reason to work is my daddy. I badly wanna help him financially that's why I'm working. Now, that I didn't go to work, I feel like blaming myself by not coming to my work. I decided to take an absent today cause i'm trying to avoid bullies. How can I help understand myself? I want to help myself so that I could succeed despite of all these bullies that are trying to make me fail and quit my work.

He won't eat and sleeps a lot. I cant get him to a vet cause i am really in a very tight budget.i just a lost a job.im so depressed that i couldn't able to help my cat..

One of my kitten has died due to an unexpected incident called Fading kitten syndrome.i cried but thanked God for taking him already bcos i cant see my kitten dying anymore.now here is my another kitten who has a fading kitten syndrome too.my kitten is dying and i can see that kiwi(my kitten) cant take it anynore.why does God letting this happen.why does He has to do this.why does He has to give my kitten in so much pain.cant He just take kiwi from me.i cant see this anymore im in so much pain right now.i really hate what's happening.

I am a 22 year old girl.i'm a dreamer.i wasn't born with a golden spoon in my mouth but still, im doing my best to be a successful person for my family and myself.and about my personal life, i had lots of suitors and i always ended up rejecting them by the reason of none of them is my choice(i'm not discriminating)..now i have this prob about myself if accepting relationship for my life is ok and if it can't ruin my dreams.on the other side, yes i'm having this emotional problem that sometimes i feel like i want someone, a guy who'll love and hug me with his warmth arms.someone who will show how he cares about me.you know guys im just scared.im scared to jump on something that i havent done before.by the way im a virgin girl but i have that sophisticated looks.i wear sexy suits but in a decent looks outside.yes im a mature woman but deep inside me i am a very innocent girl.

Can having a steady relationship affect my dreams?because i know that once a woman enter a relationship with a guy it's possible for her to get pregnant and yet, i havent achieve my goals so i don't want myself to end up being pregnant and ruining my good intentions for my family.

how do you sharpen the twist up eyeliners?not the pencil eyeliner i'm. referring to but the twist up liners..

how do u sharpen it?

i don't know how to start this...

yesterday, i lost my temper.

yesterday was such a tragic day for me.i had a misunderstanding with two people which led to fight.i just thought myself that i should feel ok and not be worried cause they're not important to me, they're not my loved ones so i moved on.now, after i took a shower i looked for my younger brother to ask if our daddy has already called then i saw him using my phone.all my secrets are there.yesterday was not the first time he did that to me.i always forgive him for his mistakes and he kept repeating.my trust to him was totally lost.my anger burst yesterday and i slapped him like six times and hurt him physically and verbally.i felt like my dignity and respect for myself was lost.i lost my control by hurting him badly.i'm doing the best I can do to be a good elder sister to him while our daddy isn't with us now.i love my daddy and him so much to the point that both of them are more important than my life.now i'm so ashamed and my respect for myself was like taken.he was crying yesterday and asking me to forgive him.i told him i don't deserve to be asked because instead of resolving of what u did, i added more complicated things by hurting you.i know what i did.i'm so mad at myself and i thought that i need psychological exam and treatment for losing my temper and hurting him.i knew even before that he had already read my diary.he was always like that but i kept on forgiving him.

by the way he's 16 year old.

i don't have to prove myself to everyone that I love God and I praise him alot but in fact i just want to introduce myself so everything will get clear about me..i take him as the center of my being.what i want in my family and myself is to be one of his children he was saying in the Bible. I take God's every word as my soul's food cause i don't want to be like what i was before i truly accepted Him as our father.

today, i made a big mistake on Him cause i was very depressed of my life.i always strengthen the faith of my loved ones but there always a time comes that i'm becoming weak and doubtful.like what happened today while i was on the phone with my dad i asked him if God is listening to us and if God intended to punish us like this while crying and a bit yelling.my dad was disappointed by me and told me that he cannot save me if Im trying to let go from God's arms.i questioned our Lord and i knew that it was a wrong thing to do.i was depressed by my situation but still, it was a wrong thing to do.i feel like i always ask for God to strengthen our faith but here i am not doing the act to gain that prayer im asking.will God get tired of welcoming me again into his arms or will he still forgive me again?

and if u think so that i will still be forgiven can u pls give me some verse in the King James bible about it??thank u so much for the concern.

it's a simple question

how can i make myself to orgasm quickly??

im so much for sex right now but too afraid to give it away

so to relieve my sexual tension how can i orgasm very quickly?

i can't even insert my fingers inside me cause i don't want myself to do that on me but i'll wait for the right guy for that.

now im so tortured and hungry to come but how can i do it fast.

to be honest, i am a very-christian girl and i tend to believe in every word of God cause i. want to strengthen my relationship with Him.

these past few days until now myself is like burning for sex and i am really craving for it.

im still a virgin cause im too afraid to encouter sex even though there comes a day that im craving for it.

most of mysuitors send me some dirty messages they wanted to do with me and as a human i tend to get on the flow of what i hear on them.

is it normal to feel wanting of sex?

btw i myself observed that whenever i masturbate i start to forget reading a bible nor listening to a preacher.

i'm not daring anyone of you but learn to know the creator of everything.don't you want to spend your life in paradise of God?

In the bible i've heard that if adam didn't sin to the most high God, people will not die.then does it mean that there's no after life waiting for us?if adam didn't made a sin to God??

in fact, i don't dream of having an affair with a girl like me, never.but sometimes i get lust whenever i see beautiful girls with big boobs.i was involved with guys before but sometimes i am attracted with girl's body.is it a sin to get lust with girls like me??