Alisha Monroe

So today I was changing my password from numbers to letters. I changed it to a four letter word but everytime I type it, it wont take it. I probably typed it wrong, so I even tried typing it in other ways (wrong on purpose) to see if that would work but it still wont. I don't know what mistake I made with typing it. And if i type it too many times it disables my iphone :( I dont really back it up.... how do i get back in my phone WITHOUT erasing my data???????????? I have stuff I dont want to lose...

My reach school is MSU, and I want to be a teacher. But for my back up school I was wondering if Western is a good school??

So there was this guy I like. (This happened a few months ago) We were supposed to study together, and so we had to meet up in study hall. I was going to go buy my lunch at the cafeteria first, and I saw him walking out. I was like "oh hey I'll just buy my lunch first" and he had this like smile on his face.... Idk how to describe it. (Like smiling when you remember something funny) and then I walked into the study hall room, and he walked up to our table and was giving me the papers and he like moved my lunch to the side so there'd be room, and he had a smile again. Was he laughing at me...? It makes me feel really sad like I'm ugly or something lol. Maybe he just remembered something funny? Why was he smiling?

So I'm a sophomore in high school. I l've always wanted to become a teacher. But sometimes I'm sad because I feel like I'll be a bad one. Sometimes I just can't stand some kids. This isn't all kids, just some. I'd love to work with littler kids (K-2) teach special ed, or high school. I feel like I can't stand middle schoolers or grades 4-5. Today my sisters friends came over for a sleepover (they're 10) and I've always hated her brunette friend (she's bratty and mean to me) and the other two are just bratty. One carries around her iphone and texts on it (which I think she's too young for) and the other is just plain bratty and they're annoying as hell. They keep leaving out my sister. And the brunette and the iPhone girl always gang up and go upstairs. Does this mean I'll be a bad teacher??? I'm sad because I feel like I won't be able to become what I've always wanted to be :( or am I just mad at those girls because they're mean/annoying to me?

So I had this teacher who all the kids love, (including me) and was pretty chill. He isn't a pervert or anything... But he's in his late 20's. So there was this girl in my class, and he for sure thought she was hot. Once he pushed her head... And this other time he touched his arm against hers and like pushed her lightly. I don't know if he was flirting or just being "friends" with his student. Another time, she walked up to him and was kind of close and he like stared her down as she was looking. I don't think he'd check her out while she's looking straight at him, so I think it was more of a "why are you so close to me" kind of stare down but I'm not sure. And I also know he's a man, of course he's going to look at girls. I still like him as a teacher, but is his behavior too inappropriate or is he just being friendly?? I want to be a teacher some day, and I just don't think that's what a teacher should be doing.

She is a strong supporter of gay rights. And gets mad if anyone says anything bad against gays. I don't have anything against gay people, but she ALWAYS compares it with childbirth! She thinks it's gross. She says "how is THAT considered natural when being gay still isn't?!" And she thinks it's weird that the opposite gender coming out of your vagina is weird..... Gay rights and childbirth are two completely different things. Childbirth is the most NATURAL and beautiful thing there is. She also says "ew you want kids? You have to get with someone.." ALL she talks about is gay rights. I don't understand why it's such a big deal. One of my friends told me that at lunch one day, she went off on the people at the table she was sitting at and moved to my friends table because the kids at her table were using the word ******. What's her deal?

So I requested to follow my crush on Instagram. I waited for a while, so I un-requested and requested again. He finally accepted my request. I know him (we were in the same group in biology) and he's a senior, I'm a junior. We didn't talk all that much but he was still nice to me.

Since he KNOWS me, why didn't he request to follow me back? I can understand if I was some person he didn't know... But he does know me. He for sure doesn't like me :/

I can't stop going to the bathroom. I know it's gross, but it's watery. Sometimes the pain fades away, but it comes back and hurts really bad. I'm also on my period and had really bad cramps yesterday. I can't stop running to the bathroom. What do I do to make it stop?

Ok so I'm Indian and I have a crush on this guy at school, and he's Pakistani/Muslim. Lol I'm not saying were like going to get married (although that would be amazing :D) I'm just wondering. He's religious, and is Muslim. I was raised Hindu but I'm not really that religious. And we don't live in India/Pakistan btw. We live in America. But can an Indian and a Pakistani get married? I know the two ethnicities are not very good friends, but I'm sure it's not impossible... I think that religion/race etc shouldn't get in the way of love!

I'm in architecture, and we just made clock towers. We have to make a presentation on it and I'm doing it tomorrow. I'm supposed to include three pictures, and relate it to my concept. I chose elegance for my concept. Elegance is the quality of being graceful and stylish . Basically i just have to make up some bull**** by saying like "The top part of the tower is the highest point and represents the style....." so yeah. I DON'T know what to say! please help! I don't want to look stupid and embarrass myself in front of the class!!!

Like not even ONE ear piercing. My brothers girlfriend (who I haven't met yet) doesn't have any piercings at all. But.... Why?? She's 26. It doesn't hurt at all and one piercing doesn't make you "emo" or "not pure" if you're a Jesus freak. And why are they scared? It hurts less than a shot. Don't attack me, but I think all women should have their ears pierced. I don't know why people are such *******.

I keep worrying that it will slip down. It's snug, but it doesn't cover my entire boob. It does cover my nipple/areola area though. So is this normal or is my bra too small? I'm not sure, but I do think that's it's a Demi.

PLEASE READ!!!!! So were doing this thing for my English class. We had to make a list of 10 things that interest us. On the board as one of her examples, she put teaching. I decided to write that down too because I want to be a teacher when I'm older. (I've always wanted to) and so today she came over to help me. (She's nice) so she was looking at my list and gave me this look and pointed to teaching. She said "really? Do you really like teaching or did you just write that because I did?" At that moment I got really embarassed and thought if I said I like to teach she'd laugh at me, so I said "oh... I just wrote it because you did"." Which is not why I wrote it. Did she ask that because think I don't have the capability to be a teacher or something? I feel sad because I feel like someone just shot my dream down. Am I overreacting? (I tend to about a lot of things)

So I was kind of internet stalking my crush.. Lol. I googled his name, and one of the links was to his google plus page. Under it it said "you viewed this page on 3/21/14. I WAS logged into mine at the time. Will he know that I looked at his profile??? (He CANT know) right after that I logged out though.

Please read!!

Okay so I like guys. (Have a major crush on one right now). I know that I do like men, and that I do want to date men when I'm older. But the thing is, I can't figure out whether I'm straight or bi. I'm not a lesbian because that's attraction towards GIRLS ONLY. But I like men too. The thing is, when I see hot pictures of girls, I get turned on. Honestly, I'd rather look at girls while I masturbate rather than guys. I think that certain girl in the pic is hot, AND I want to be her (I want her boobs, body, etc) but I don't think I'd have sex with a girl. So my main questions are:

If I want to BE her, why am i turned on?? And

Does this make me bi or straight?

I know that when I get married I definitely want it to be with a man.

So yesterday these missionaries came to my door. They're not bad people or anything, like robbers. So they went through some lessons with me etc. I listened to them because I didn't want to be rude. And they're coming again on Friday because they asked for a time, and mindlessly I told them Friday. They asked me for my number so I gave it to them. They aren't bad people, I just regret what I did. So I'm planning on not opening the door on Friday, so they won't come back. And they have my number... I hope they don't end up doing anything bad... So how do I get rid of them for good? I don't want them to come back a million times. And I don't want my parents to get mad... I haven't told my parents that I gave them my number.

So I just had some hommus with pita chips, and I forgot that hommus has sesame in it which I'm allergic to. My bottom lip has kind of swollen up, so how do I make it go down?! Or will it go down on its own? Because I have school in the morning and I don't want to look stupid!

I know I've already asked a couple questions like this. But I've been thinking... Maybe I'm Bi? But I also don't think so.

•I don't get nervous around girls.

•I don't fantasize about girls.

•I want to be with a man when I'm older.

•I don't know if I'd ever want to date a girl.

•I certainly want to date men.

•I think girls are hot.

•I also think guys are hot.

•I have a major crush on this one guy right now. (I get nervous around him, try to impress him, etc.)

•I've thought about what it's like to kiss/have sex with a girl. I think id kiss a girl for the fun of it, but having sex with one...? Idk if I want that. I'm not 100% Comfortable with that.

•Sometimes when I look at a girl I'm like DAMN.

-So based off what i listed, am I bi..? Idk yet. I certainly want to be with a man. But not ENTIRELY with a woman. If I ever did go on a date with a woman, it would probably feel like a friend date. Maybe I'm just really horny? Lol (I'm 14)