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I have also trained myself to not touch my face anymore.

Never had this exam done before. I m female.

The kind of stress I m feeling is:

1. I don t want to feel hungry in the hours when I m fasting. It just seems so long.

2. I don t like the idea of something going into my throat/stomach. I feel scared there will be damage done.

3. I feel pushed and cornered into this by my doctor. I just turned 50.

I can t seem to calm down about it. My anxiety is at an all time high. I already have existing health anxiety in life. I don t like anybody touching me. I could go on but I m sure you get the idea.

How do I get through this? I wish I could forget about it until the day before. But for me, that seems impossible.

I've two co-workers who expect me to be just as neat as they are.

One of them has a Martha Stewart thing going on.

I can't keep up with all the constant organizing and cleaning and clearing that they expect. It's starting to make me feel like something is wrong with the way I do things. I thought I was fine until they were both hired a few months ago.

Not things that your family members/friends want to do but, only things that you like.

Dorothy, Rose and Blanche. Sofia didn t work. What were their jobs?

I know that teaching classes makes me happy. So I make sure that it's ongoing in my schedule.

What are things that you do that make you happy and like your life?

I'm currently an afterschool art teacher. There are some openings at the school for Teaching Assistants during the day. I think I may want to apply.

What is your day like? What things are you required to do?

Are there periods of time where you're not doing much or not needed?

Are you especially tired at 3 pm?

Much appreciated-

I've always had a difficult time working FT hours.

I have a lot of emotional stress as a person. Been in therapy for years.

I just want to feel normal. When I try FT hours I become so stressed I feel sick. Also dizzy 24/7 that doesn't go away. I'm tense, sore and scared. After about two weeks I can't stand the physical stress symptoms and leave the job. That's as far as I get.

I want so much to be able to work and earn more. I try to apply for jobs I think i'll like. I don't know what else to do to help myself accomplish this.

I just want to feel normal like everyone else. I want to cry sometimes about my situation. I'm totally frustrated.

I do. I just have my parents.