Tayler

I relapsed last night and cut very deep now I need a way to hide it from my boyfriend so he doesn't flip out please help NO JUDGING

So my boyfriend says I snore he said its cute and really quiet but I don't care its embarrassing he said its soothing to hear me because he said its more like heavy breathing but still

We are sexually active and he recently made a confession to me about having relations with other guys. He also said he might have an STD we use protection but I'm worried ):

I've already eaten wayyyy too much thus morning and I can't get it off I've tried salt water I can't do milk any advice ):

I am thirteen I several addiction...

1. Marijuana

2. Cutting

3. Burning

4. Anorexia

Please do not judge me I have reasons that I'm not comfortable sharing. All I want to know is how to fix them. I don't need to here **** about how this is bad like honestly if I didn't know that and I thought this was okay then why do you think I would be asking for help? If you can help great if not then keep you rude comments to yourself.

Please do not make fun of me... okay I'm 13 5'7" and 180 lbs... I've dropped forty pounds since I've been anorexic and I'm finally at a semi healthy weight. My doctor says most of my weight comes from height and muscle. Either way I feel fat. I am fat I know I am. I just wish I could be the skinniest in my house and that when I cuddle with my boyfriend I didn't feel like o was crushing him. He loves cuddling and so do I but here lately I just feel so fat I dont even want to sit too close for fear he'll realize how fat I am and hate me. I'm on the road to being skinny and I love it but I'm just afraid that I might take this too far. I've tried "healthy dieting" and worked my little *** off but there were no results and it makes me mad. I know I can for this I just think I may take it a little to far. I've been made fun of about my weight since I was little and it kills me this just seemed like it was my best option ;/ I just don't know I mean its like I'm in a situation where I know it's bad but I'm so disgusted with myself I don't even care anymore and I'm willing to do anything to be pretty.. thanks for your time.