Anne Cho

So.. I've been worrying lately about school.

I'm not doing well. I'm not doing homework, assignments, assessments, I can't sleep well because of all this stress, which gives me no choice but to feel sleepy during class times which is even worse since I should be concentrating and paying attention to take in all the information.

I've acquired a qualification that's enough for me to into jobs but I still want to become a counselor or therapist because i love listening to people with problems and helping them out.

This seems impossible for me atm since I will need to gain the qualification this year. tbh, i really don't think i'll be able to pass exams this year for the qualifications at this rate. I don't think i'll be changing "my ways" any time soon either..

I really want to get a decent job that will help me through my life until I get married and all that. I just want to live in a happy family.

But having to go through all this stress is painful for me..

Something might help me realise what a sh** life i'm living but right now I'm just doing nothing to change myself.

I don't know anything about my class subjects anymore. I've already missed a lot of classes (due to sickness and lack of sleep) and I don't think I will be able to catch up any time soon since I was already lost in my classes even if I attended school.

Even if i do continue school, i'm going to fail the final exams and I won't be able to gain the qualification..Which means that it was a waste of a year..

Should I just try to "change my ways" and study (which is highly unlikely atm)

or should I just drop school, and see what happens? get a job? get some work experience? find out what i really want to do and get some motivation?

My laptop is about 2 years old, has very good specs but even when I'm just browsing the internet, the fan is unbearably loud and the left side of the laptop is always hot (the side that has the fan).

I opened up my laptop several times to clean the fan out but there's no dust in there. So I started to question if it was the fan that wore off from usage and age or if my hard drive or computer overall has a problem. I did checks on my hard drive through programs and they said it was in good condition. I use a laptop cooler everyday but that doesn't really help.

One of the programs I downloaded told me that my cpu is around 74 degrees celcius, system 66 degrees, core 76 degrees, gpu 67 degrees. I have no idea where or what they are but the high numbers are a concern. This is even when I have my cooler on.

It has been like this since last year and it's REALLY starting to annoy me. Whenever I skype call with my friends, they can hear it loud and clear. I need to have headphones on to listen to something or else I can't hear anything

Should I format my laptop? Should I replace my fan? Get a new harddrive?

Please help :(

I've had this symptom since I was 6

It is very difficult for me to go to the dentist and orthodontist...

Does anyone know why I feel is way?

are there any solutions??

Please help..