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So long story short. I'm suffering from PTSD, Anxiety, Depression and chronic neck pain. I have been getting help from behavioral health and I just self enrolled myself in ASAP yesterday because with all of these illnesses I have, marijuana is by best coping method. I have tried every over the counter pill and nothing works. The side effects of those pills actually make me feel worse.

Anyways, long story short. I have been self medicating off of marijuana for three weeks. I just self enrolled myself in ASAP because I realize that it is illegal In terms of the military, and I don't want to get the boot on bad terms (I get out May 3 of this year). My concern is the fact that since I have been a heavy smoker and I have THC in my body now, if they drug test me I know I'm going to pop hot. I'm just scared i don't know exactly how the limited use policy works. I have only had the in processing appointment at ASAP thus far. I haven't had actual therapy nor have I had a piss test.

I understand marijuana is not the answer in the military. That is why I self enrolled in asap. Please keep If friendly. Thank you so much.

I have PTSD from my deployment. Saw children dead bodies just getting thrown like they were some kind of object.

I have a messed up neck. The medical system sucks, it really does. I have to go to appointments twice a week for pain management and the chiropractor every other week just to feel somewhat better. I hurt this on my deployment.

I have to see a psychologist and behavioral health every other week for my mental issues.

Now with that being said, I get out May 11 because of all of my issues. I have don t my Phase 2 physical, and my unit tells me that I have to go to JRTC March 6-April 9. I have to cancel all of my appointments, drop out of my two college classes, and cancel my acap appointments just to go to this field Rotation 4 weeks before I get out.

I m literally losing my mind right now. I have given up. I lost all will and motivation towards life in general. My neck and ptsd has been an issue for over a year now and the army just sweeps it under the rug saying I m going to be okay. No im not, I am nauseous every second of the day, I have spontaneous headaches, I have nightmares every night, and am always tired. My head feels like it s 30lbs. The only way to cope is by smoking weed. Just to deal with that, I am self enrolling myself into ASAP because these pills are not working. I give up.

I have contemplated doing things I would never do. I lost all hope towards everything that has ever excited me. I need advice please.

JRTC Rotation is March 6-April 6. I ETS MAY11.

Now I'm a very high speed soldier. I had the most safely run ammunition section in Afghanistan when I was there, I am the Battalions COMSEC guy, and I just always work with my best atttiude. But I have a lot of problems behind my smile. I have depression, PTSD, terrible neck pain, and a couple other conditions I don't want to speak of. I have two appointments per week and another one every other week. I also see a chiropractor, pain management, behavioral health, and a psychologist on a bi-weekly basis. With JETC coming up, my unit wants me to cancel all appointments and "be a body" for the rotation. They claim that I can re schedule my appointments when I come back. I can't cram everything into a month. Not to mention, I go to those appointments every week for a reason.. I also still have to go to CIF, clear, do Phase 1/2 physicals, transportation, etc.

I've already brought it up to my PLT Leader. He's a yes man so nothing got accomplished. What steps can I take on my own end? My 1SG is not an option, as he is the one making me cancel everything.

To keep it short, my unit is making me go to JRTC in Feb 28-March 28. I ETS May 12. I still have appointments with the VA, Behavioral Health, and Pain Management. I know the Army can send me, but I have all these appointments scheduled, and I d have to cancel them and reschedule and cram everything into just a little over a month. It just doesn t seem right or logical to me. Any way I can avoid this? I m at the point if they make me go, I will smoke weed everyday of the week. I am in so much pain, and my unit constantly beats on me.

I work so hard, never complain. I am not going to get beat up two months before I ETS. I m putting my foot down. Please help how to go about this.

everything was awesome and I mean awesome. She told me time and time again how no guy has ever been so nice to her no guy has ever taken her on a date how much I made her life better, how I've shown her so much about herself in a good way.

Now the ugly. On Friday night I had to work overnight. My best friend who I've known for four years who I trust with my life was going out to the bar with his girlfriend and my girl asked if she can go with. I'm like yeah of course that's my best friend I trust him. Another close guy friend of mine tagged along. The night was over and my best friend dropped my girl off at her house. The other close friend that tagged along came inside to use the restroom. So about fifteen minutees goes by and my best friend is like this is taking to long. So he goes inside and they are making out and she's giving him a handjob. Granted they were both very drunk. But she told me she told him she can't do this she has a boyfriend in between making out. So she couldn't have been that drunk to forget she was with me. When my friend saw this when he walked in he punched the guy so hard he has bloody lip and two black eyes, made him walk the 30 minutes home at 4 in the morning.

I know common sense is leave don't look back. Once a cheater always a cheater etc. All I see when I look at her is my boy kissing her and her giving him a hand job

What would you do? She's my everything and never expected this. I've been in denial for so long now.

Basically my girlfriend and I are doing great. On her lunch break she always facetimes me, we go to the gym together everyday. I see her about 3-4 times a week. Our communication is great for our situation (she works two jobs, I m in the Army). We still make time for each other. If I m tired she tells me to come over and we just cuddle and fall asleep until the next morning and we both go to work from there. Kissing her still to this day seems like our first kiss. Hugging her makes me feel like a millionaire. But here s the problem...

She doesn t have much money. She works two jobs and literally lives paycheck to paycheck. She started talking to Air Force recruiters and she will be joining the Air Force spring of 2017. My friend told me to ride it out because she might change her mind. She has already told me she does not do long distance relationships and she doesn t want to try when she s in the Air Force. I don t want a long distance one either.

The question is, should I ride it out and enjoy the best time of my life with her, or should I prevent myself from falling even deeper in love and leave her respectfully. I don t want to leave, she is everything to me. I m losing sleep over this.

My 1977 el Camino dies while slowing down. At higher speeds it runs beautiful. As soon as I slow down, it dies. I bought it from a gentleman who let is sit for quite a while. Thus far, I have put a new fuel filter and a new fuel pump in the vehicle. I can't even begin to think what's wrong with it anymore at this point. When it dies, all of the electrical work stays on such as lights, etc. just the vehicle stops running. I have put half a tank of gas and HEET in my gas tank, hoping I possibly had bad fuel. Any advice? I want to get it on the road! It has a 350 small block in it. Thank you

To make a long story very short...

I dated my ex girlfriend begining of senior year of high school. I joined the army the following month after we graduated. We broke up immediately and it wasn't mutual. She was my first love. For almost a whole year we literally never left each others side. I slept over at her house literally every single night until the day I shipped off to basic training for the army. Now I'm in Afghanistan and I still think about her (keep in mind this is 3 years later).

I kept trying different girls but I cant. My ex is the only girl I can see myself with and it never will happen. I want to talk to her but I don't want to seem like a stalker or a loser to her. I just don't get it. I gave her my heart, everything and she cheated on me in basic combat training. I still love her and this is ruining my deployment in an already stressful environment with rocket attacks and what not. What do I do?

I was so in love. She was my first love. We were dating for over a year and everything was like a movie, until I joined the army. She cheated on me when I was in basic training. Now let's fast forward to two years later. I'm in Afghanistan right now and I'm still thinking about her. The stress of Afghanistan plus the stress of wanting my ex back is terrible. She won't talk to me or anything. I told her I wanted to talk to her before I deployed and she said she didn't have time to talk. But it is what it is... I quit smoking for my own personal reasons two weeks ago but I want to start back up. I want my ex back so bad.. I can't even imagine a different girl right now.. this sucks. Love sucks lol

I feel so lonely. and I'm turning into a bad person, Idk what to do?

Basically I was in a high school love relationship when I was 17 my senior year of high school. I would do anything for my ex. Then I joined the army with the intention of marrying her after basic combat training. She cheated on me and we split. It's been 2 years now and I'm still not over her. No girl I have talked to even comes close to my ex. She was so beautiful, so nice so everything. She cheated on me when I was gone. I miss her. Now every girl I talk to all I do is have sex and move on to the next. I was never like this. I'm getting ready to deploy to Afghanistan very soon and I want to tell my ex goodbye but she won't even talk to me. I got stationed nine hours away from home so its not like i can go to her house or anything. Plus im not a creep.. lol. Like I love her so much. I used to carry a picture of her everyday in my combat helmet. In basic when the going got tough, I had that picture of her. Two years later I still am hurt. No trust in any female. No female will ever be the same. What do I do?

Basically I was in a high school love relationship when I was 17 my senior year of high school. I would do anything for my ex. Then I joined the army with the intention of marrying her after basic combat training. She cheated on me and we split. It's been 2 years now and I'm still not over her. No girl I have talked to even comes close to my ex. She was so beautiful, so nice so everything. She cheated on me when I was gone. I miss her. Now every girl I talk to all I do is have sex and move on to the next. I was never like this. I'm getting ready to deploy to Afghanistan very soon and I want to tell my ex goodbye but she won't even talk to me. I got stationed nine hours away from home so its not like i can go to her house or anything. Plus im not a creep.. lol. Like I love her so much. I used to carry a picture of her everyday in my combat helmet. In basic when the going got tough, I had that picture of her. Two years later I still am hurt. No trust in any female. No female will ever be the same. What do I do?

I met this girl and we hit it off right away. We're always laughing, and stuff. Whenever we're talking about something she always goofs around about me talking to other girls when she knows I don't lol but when we watch movies she always holds me like I'm getting deployed (I don't deploy til next spring), she is always randomly kissing me, and holds my hand in public. Like I really like this girl. A lot. I think about her day in day out and I've only known her for like a month. We haven't had sex yet and I don't plan on it for a while. But the part that's confusing is she doesn't want a relationship but just to be the way we are. I don't want that because if I can't be her boyfriend, I don't want to play with my emotions like that. What the hell is going on? This completely has me confused

First off I know what love is. I was in a serious relationship for over a year. Then my ex dumped me when I was in boot camp lol anyways now its been 6 months later and I'm over my ex. Soooo...

I went to my friends house in the barracks and a girl was there. The first thing I saw when I met her was she was absolutely beautiful. Then we hung out allll night. I cuddled with her and we fell asleep by each others sides. The next night we went bowling and she beat me and she asked for a reward and I kissed her. Then the next night she taught me how to dance and stuff. Now I'm home on leave (were both in the army) and I return sunday and we're going on a date. Honestly my emotions are so much higher for this girl in the first week then at any time with my ex. What is wrong here lol? Thank you amd happy holidays!

I can't take her anywhere until sunday because I'm on leave. I'm in wisconsin until sunday and she's on base. We're both in the army. Anyways so far I have cuddled with her (slept with her, not sex lol) and I kissed her on the second time we hung out. Now sunday when I get back to base, I'm taking her off base somehwere for our first date alone as just us two. I really like her. A lot.

She's mexican and native american so obviously she's gorgeous. But that's besides the point. She really takes pride in her two cultures. I'm italian so I know nothing about the two. But I want to make it a great date for her. I also plan on asking her to be my girlfriend on that same date. Thank you and happy holidays!

We already hit it off with a group of friends by going bowling. She beat me and wanted me to kiss her for winning. So I did! I really like this woman in every facet. If it helps she is half mexican/half native american. She LOVES her cultures. I don't know much of either. I'm Italian. She likes soccer and boxing as well. We're both 18 and we are both in the army.

I graduated from basic combat training for the army august 31. My girlfriend dumped me the same day due to distance. A week later she texted me how she made out with this guy and I went off on her. I feel bad about that. (I'm normally so super nice to her). We're on bad terms now. When we dated, before the army, it was exactly 9 months. We were seniors in high school. We hung out every single day after school, I slept over every single night, and I lost my virginity to her. With her, sex didn't even matter. It didn't becsuse believe it or not (I know I'm not a normal guy) I loved her smile and her warmth rather then sex. I bought her random presents just to see her beautiful smile. I slept by her side for 9 months every single night in high school. Now, some other guy probably is. She replaced me I bet.. I'm at such a loss. She was my very first love. What do I do? We're 10 hours away now, because I'm in the army. I still love her and will take her back for anything

I graduated from basic combat training for the army august 31. My girlfriend dumped me the same day due to distance. A week later she texted me how she made out with this guy and I went off on her. I feel bad about that. (I'm normally so super nice to her). We're on bad terms now. When we dated, before the army, it was exactly 9 months. We were seniors in high school. We hung out every single day after school, I slept over every single night, and I lost my virginity to her. With her, sex didn't even matter. It didn't becsuse believe it or not (I know I'm not a normal guy) I loved her smile and her warmth rather then sex. I bought her random presents just to see her beautiful smile. I slept by her side for 9 months every single night in high school. Now, some other guy probably is. She replaced me I bet.. I'm at such a loss. She was my very first love. What do I do? We're 10 hours away now, because I'm in the army. I still love her and will take her back for anything

She was my first love. We dated my whole entire senior year of high school. We hung out literally every single day. Then I went into the army and she dumped me due to distance. She also went psycho on me and all kinds of weird crap. Its been 5 months now since the break up and I'm totally over it. I could care less about her at this point. But for some reason today, I miss her so much. Everythimg is reminding me of her. I'm trying to tell myself she's psycho and stuff but I can't help it... I miss her. What's going on?

Her last words to me were "go eff yourself" after she dumped me due to distance.

I'm getting stationed at fort campbell and I'm just curious as how to internet is. Like is it fast, bearable, any input would help lol I'm coming straight from ait. Fort campbell is my first duty station

So I was in fort lee virginia when I bought my tv for my ps3. It worked beautifully while I was there. Then I get home on leave and it go to play cod and it still works fine. Now randomly it stopped working. The screen shows there's a huge scratch on the screen even tho there is no visible scratch. Can I return the tv to gamestop even without a receipt? I bought it with my debit card and am pretty sure they have it on there computer. Will they let me without a receipt?