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I have been diagnosed in the past (a year ago) with

major depression and generalized anxiety disorder (with panic attacks occasionally)

Anyways, on a few occasions now something really odd to me, or new, is that sometimes something really small or irrelevant will make me feel really upset like ex:

Today I was watching an I love lucy episode and Fred was being annoying and stingy and just a little flash of hate and anger went through me, then I thought why am I upset? Why am I involved like that with a tv show? lol..

then about three weeks ago around (that time of the month) (maybe the reason idk)

I woke up..was like half was asleep and thought of beauty and the beast and thought of a scene were that really arrogant character geston was being a jerk and it made me seriously mad for a moment.

I feel like I'm slipping into irrational feelings and thoughts.. and I over think everything :P

I mean is it just over worked nerves?

Maybe I need anxiety meds?

Maybe stress?

Different form of depression?

note: None of these feelings or thoughts effect my actions, I don't get mad enough to be out of control or super angry..

Its an overall depressed/anxious/angry mood all of the time..

Any ideas on what I should do

Its exhausting, if you've never experienced this kind of hell. you have no clue how troubling it is..

1.

Consider the following formula:

A =B + 3(4–C)

If B equals 5 and C equals 2, what is the value of A?

It didn't specify the formula like y=mx+b or etc.. must be a basic problem I'm over thinking? lol I feel retarded.. but so parenthesis first? yes? or would it just be..

5+3(4-2) = a ?? I tried so many different ways

https://www.google.com/search?q=charlie+brown+last...

I've been saved for about 3 years now and I have been recently going through a very difficult time, the past 5 months I've been going through major depressive disorder, and panic attacks really bad, so bad I can't really feel comfort or love, or any connection with people, I feel so alone and far away. I don't know what I did wrong? I can't even feel Gods love or presence ? barley at all, like I use to be able to feel his love, before I went through major depression, and I'm still stuck in it...but I tried to have faith so much, felt like I was loosing my mind I was still praising him until I finally after about 1 week of feeling out of body out of mind crazy I just got upset, felt so rejected by him, why wouldn't he help me? what brought such misery on? when I was trying my best? when I was hoping for the light you know? I just feel so left by him, I don't know how he feels about me, I just want to connect with him, but its hard to keep our relationship going if I'm the only one trying, and I'm the only one trying to reach out to him in different ways, why doesn't he care? or care to show he cares for me anymore? has anyone ever felt this way before? Its been about 4 months without a trace of him, I'm not as mad, just hurt and confused. I dont know what to do

I enjoy the thoughts like...

-teased by a man and him exercising his control over me by not letting me climax...

-like being tied up

-lightly caressed

-dirty talk

-kissing my neck/arms/stomach...everywhere but there.

-using a vibe on me but not letting me orgasm

-him pulling my hair

-having me do things he wants me to do for him

-using feather on me

-cuddling

-being touched through silky panties

-being held against the wall/bed while he does whatever he wants

-maybe spanking

-maybe light discipline nothing really hurtful or painful...maybe just like something I listing above but to the extreme...

whats confusing is that I'm very emotionally shut up inside? like I have a really really hard time opening up, being vulnerable, even showing my weak side is hard. I'm better at it than I use to be. But its a strong desire to be that way...you'd think as a woman it'd come easy but maybe its because when I was younger I was emotionally abused for crying, or opening up... so I don't trust people with my emotions easily, esp. men.

I feel something is wrong with these fantasies though, because after thinking on them a while I feel down, heavy headed, depressed, sick... like just its not meant to be that way. I've never had sex but I've always like since I was a little girl imagined this kinda of thing happening to me? whats wrong with me? why am I 'masochistic'? in my sex ideals? is it some underlying mind state?

I'm a 19 year old female, my Dad has thyroid problems and when I looked up all of the symptoms of having 'hypothyroidism' I had like 16/19 symptoms which to me is pretty convincing...but Doctors never want to listen to you, seems like they want to feel in charge like everything is their idea... I don't know I'm really tired of these symptoms I can't control, I had such an 'ah-ha' moment when I read all the symptoms, causes, and how its more likely to occur in females I don't know... what should I say to convince them? any doctors in the house?

You found a bracelet saying "I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, Good plans to prosper you, give you hope and a future"

then somebody gave you a necklace not too much longer with that one it.

then someone gave you a shirt that you never hang out with... same verse on it?

then you asked God to show you it and it popped up on just as you asked.?

I understand If your atheist then its no big deal, random chance but see

I've been going through so much lately so much and I'm trying to see this verse as clear as I did a couple years ago...

Pray for me.

eye color?

hair color/length?

body?

And ........ =^.^= trait ????

Just imagining how extremely crazy gigantic huge the universe is !?!

and It makes you feel all so suddenly

humble

curious

vulnerable

tiny

helpless

but mostly I think we all must feel the same as we look out to that world that never ends, its hard to think that this is all coincidence.

Feel the same? differently? why? what do you wonder? or know?

Just imagining how extremely crazy gigantic huge the universe is !?!

and It makes you feel all so suddenly

humble

curious

vulnerable

tiny

helpless

but mostly I think we all must feel the same as we look out to that world that never ends, its hard to think that this is all coincidence.

Feel the same? differently? why? what do you wonder? or know?

I wouldn't mind reliving every year, ever moment. It was so special and unique I went through so many life experiences and changes from freshman year to senior year. I changed so much, learned a lot not so much in the public education material, but life itself, the wonderful people I had gotten to know, and love. I didn't have a lot of friends I crowded around with before the bell, or have a riot of backups when things went wrong... wasn't very popular. But It gave me a lot of time to think, and reflect to myself, I'm really a very outgoing/ people-person, I just didn't fit into a click. If I had a few things to do over I would do differently looking back, nothing detrimental just a few minor changes in thinking, and how I spoke. But I guess It all turns out the way it should be.

Does anyone

Feel like they left someone they loved behind in high school? a friend, boy/girl friend? teacher?

What was a special memory?

a special spot in the school? maybe a makeout spot? lol

I have so many fun memories I'd like to here yours? and what you'd change? what you loved? hated? etc??

You can know so many little things about them, what they like, want, hope for, feel...

and still can't figure them out. Its so wonderful & frustrating at the same time

Do any other woman feel the same ?

He's not mine, He's my dad, but my mom, shes sweet, honest, calm, and kind, never thinks of herself first.. even through this. She was diagnosed with breast cancer about 4 days ago, and My dad has been complaining about bills as usual, going out drinking, staying out all night, hasn't really sat down and supported her... the last time she was diagnosed with this in 2007 he was right by her, comforting her, buying her juicers for healthy fruit drinks etc.. just being loving. Now its like he's being a jerk, we both feel he doesn't care about us, he ignores us, he stays out after work all night, he's changed so much in the past 6 months.. so much, the music he listens to, the things he says, his mannerisms, everything... hes always been angry and controlling, but now more so?

Whats wrong with him?

seems strange. and whats your opinions?

If you were the wife what would you do?

What do you think of this behavior?

last time he was supportive, now he doesn't sem to care about us, he doesn't even want to buy groceries

It's becoming more and more evident.

Try to show them scientific evidence ..not good enough

Try to show them love ...nope

They could see someone raised from the dead in Jesus name & IF they don't want to believe nothing will do it.

Accepting the truth is a choice.

Honestly I believe MOST of them just want things their way, their life, their made up morals

feels good? its okay...

okay

I've been 5.6ft for about ...2-3 years now, I'm almost 19 years old.

Do you guys think 5.6 is like super tall for a woman? or normal?

What do you guys prefer?

I mean I guess it depends on body type too..

my body is alright when I loose this coke a cola bloating lol

I'm

36-24-38

I've read this once before in a baby name book, but it didn't give examples?

I'm guessing they meant its not a good combo to have a Aaron, Ashley, Adele, and Aidan (all a's) ?

Then what would be a good combo? I don't like any of the above ^ names... just ex:

what should say 3-4 kids names consist of? an ending with a n, and another with an l ? or????

-Try to look & act like the little mermaid?

- tell meaningless little lies half the time ex: "I bought a red sweater at the mall two days ago" ...and they really didn't

- ramble about little details and is always impatient to talk

- wants attention from anyone anywhere all the time

- makes analogies on things that makes no sense like "purple aliens are on Jupiter ..thats means eggs are half off at the store" .... -_-

- laughs about the simplest things and gets hysterical over it

If I didn't say this person was 19 years old how old would you guess this girl?

& is that immature ? or just me being mean? lol